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#721
Feeling anxiety today like I'm going crazy but am ok
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Metaphysic
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#722
How A Schizophrenic Drug Addict Reclaimed His Life With Iboga
One of the craziest stories. He took over 200 research chemicals. I did 50 or so. |
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#723
I think I can get back to the way I was eventually, it will just take some work
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#724
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#725
Have a good weekend everybody!
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#726
Talked to someone earlier. That person had me convinced I basically didn't need meds. But I snapped out of it. I definitely do need meds at least for now.
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#727
Ugh bad news on my end nothing I can talk about on here.
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#728
Also I have to plan a class for tomorrow. I hope my student doesn't realize how depressed I am.
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#729
Went to Value Village and found some old textbooks. Sociology, physics, and this weird one about 'new science' including a lot of technical **** for computing. Looks interesting af. My sister and I are a couple of nerds. I want to learn EVERYTHING. There was an economics textbook but it was from 1999 and I figure some of it is a little out of date so I didn't get it.
I have a plan that I'm going to try to finish my third assignment for my course this weekend. Then I can register for the exam and do it in early April. So my plan is for the rest of April to take some time to relax, do some LinkedIn learning, crocheting, etc. Start fresh new courses in May. Calculus and Java. |
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#730
Finished question 1 of assignment 3! Started working on question 2 but I need to reread some stuff from my textbook and it's already almost 9pm so I'm going to call it a night, finish question 2 and question 3 tomorrow.
I'm excited to get stuff done. |
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#731
Does anyone know if 2 mg Klonopin is a lot?
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Metaphysic
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#732
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#733
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Sounds like a plan! __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Metaphysic
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#734
Ah it's raining outside. I love it! Spring is almost here just 2 more weeks!
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Metaphysic
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#735
I was feeling bad so I took phenibut, xanax, weed, kratom and extra vyvanse. I'll stay up until 3-4am to break this cycle and escape my reality.
Soz ^-; |
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#736
I haven't played guitar in a while but I found a song to play. I think I'd be able to start things better with Dexedrine boosters - So I'll have to see what my doctor says. I just need to quit weed before the panic attacks sneak up on me.
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#737
No, I haven't been, but my pdoc just prescribed 2 mg tablets to take as needed. I was wondering if it's just gonna knock me silly. I should also add that I do have significant anxiety as of late and can't seem to deal with it without benzos. I also just think that I should get off of benzos. My pdoc seemed to agree. So I don't know what to do basically. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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Metaphysic
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#738
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Even if your anxiety isn't often, 2mg is an overkill - If the anxiety is often, the overkill is a waste of precious GABA receptor intolernace. Psychiatry has no knowledge of harm reduction in using meds and addiction centres have no knowledge about it either (Because people are going to use drugs no matter what - Nothing is 100% safe). The less you take and the less often you take, the better. When tolerant, taper off slowly just like with any drug. |
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#740
I opened the mystery card and it was just a nice 'spring is coming' small talk thing by someone who still won't give her name. So much for that. There's no shared memories, or any identifying information other than the reference to the hospital.
I slept a lot today. Maybe I'll fall asleep earlier tonight. |
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