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I guess I’m not getting my meds today either

I feel so defeated

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I guess I’m not getting my meds today either

I feel so defeated

I’m sorry sucks having to wait for things like that.
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I’m sorry sucks having to wait for things like that.


Yea Roll Call 180I haven’t had my meds going on 3 weeks now. I’m honestly not well with my depression whatsoever.

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I feel like my mood is going up again. I feel amazing I don’t feel depressed at all!

I’m getting distracted from studying googling stuff that probably doesn’t make sense. Oh well. It makes sense to me.
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If i keep the headphones on they can’t hear my thoughts.
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Where is everyone it’s so quiet here.
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I ended up taking the klonopin last night so I finally slept. And I slept all night too. Plus a nap this morning. So it helped with the hypomania.

I have a package coming today. It has two canisters of instant decaf coffee, a 30 pk of Perrier Lemon orange sparkling water and a jar of Nutella.

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Hey, I'm here, just listening to the radio this morning. Helps in terms of distraction. I have trouble just listening to my thoughts so much. Seems like I ruminate a lot.

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Yea Roll Call 180I haven’t had my meds going on 3 weeks now. I’m honestly not well with my depression whatsoever.

Just a thought but can you make a complaint to the Better Business Bureau about this? I don't get why they haven't delivered your meds yet.

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Google gave me like no results on anything. Bummer. Nothing that makes sense to me anyway.

It says I’m crazy that I’m psychotic. Am I? I feel people are watching me.

These meds are supposed to stop that. My mood is ****ing around with me it’s too much for the meds. I’m not stable at all. I’m not fine. These meds aren’t doing anything except make me not depressed.

I don’t understand. It’s annoying.

I’m trying to study but I can’t focus.
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Google gave me like no results on anything. Bummer. Nothing that makes sense to me anyway.

It says I’m crazy that I’m psychotic. Am I? I feel people are watching me.

These meds are supposed to stop that. My mood is ****ing around with me it’s too much for the meds. I’m not stable at all. I’m not fine. These meds aren’t doing anything except make me not depressed.

I don’t understand. It’s annoying.

I’m trying to study but I can’t focus.

What were you Googling?

Google says you're crazy?

I don't understand.

Anyway, I have been having trouble with meds lately too.

It seems like meds don't control everything.


Which sucks.

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Yea Roll Call 180I haven’t had my meds going on 3 weeks now. I’m honestly not well with my depression whatsoever.

Also I was wondering if your prescriber knows you haven't had your meds for three weeks.

That might be something to bring up?

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What were you Googling?

Google says you're crazy?

I don't understand.

Anyway, I have been having trouble with meds lately too.

It seems like meds don't control everything.


Which sucks.

I was googling trying to find ways to stop my thoughts from being stolen and all the results come up about schizophrenia.

I guess I’m not well. Meds need an adjustment.
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I don’t get it. I was fine before my promotion.

I’m on 80mg Latuda, 6mg Abilify, and 10mg Lexapro.

It’s not working.
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All these mental health resources about psychosis always talk about how to help someone else experiencing psychosis, not what to do if you are.

Obviously I have to see my doctor. I talk to him tomorrow actually.
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I was going to go to the store today I get more energy drinks to study but now I feel paranoid and don’t want to leave the house.
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I feel I have to talk but I don’t know what to talk about. Crazy crazy crazy everyone busy.

Everyone always so busy. My mom is busy my sister is working I’m trying to study but it’s not happening very well I studied this morning though so that’s good I got some studying in and I studied all day and night yesterday.

Hmm.
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Cog! Newtus!

I'm deeply tired as hell. I had sooo many dreams last night because I'm withdrawing from dream dullers.

I need Vyvanse to kick in.. And coffee..

I didn't want to get out of bed.. My muscles are weak.
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I’m going to become an amazing math genius and come up with stuff that will change the world. Like John Nash!
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