Roll Call 182

SlumberKitty · Mar 31, 2021 at 05:22 PM

I had an hour long meeting on Inventory. UGH. At least it was F2F and not Zoom! Luckily afterward I had chocolate cake and milk! It was to celebrate the March Birthdays. We don't have anyone with a March birthday that works in the CA office, there are some that work in the NY office. The GM asked me what kind of cake and I said chocolate of course!

Angelique67 · Mar 31, 2021 at 05:26 PM

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Sorry about your new roomie. That's a bummer. I hope you can move away from her soon.

I'm doing okay. Just tired. I took Friday off of work but I am going to the DMV to try to get my Real ID. I hope it doesn't take all day. Hopefully I will still have time to observe Good Friday.

Yes, I hope so too. She's very aggressive and hateful. Can't wait to get away from her. Are you getting your new driver's license? Mine is only good for one more year and I'm afraid I might not be allowed to renew it.

cogladaid · Mar 31, 2021 at 05:28 PM

I’m too stuck in my head and obsessed.

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Angelique67 · Mar 31, 2021 at 05:32 PM

Maybe this horrible situation is going to result in me being sent somewhere worse. Oh my God.

newtus · Mar 31, 2021 at 05:33 PM

I look forever tired

WastingAsparagus · Mar 31, 2021 at 06:46 PM

Just listening to some music this evening. Not feeling particularly great but not feeling particularly terrible either. Just going to go into tomorrow with an open mind I suppose.

12AM · Mar 31, 2021 at 07:41 PM

Morning. Have to go to the hospital today to get my medical records. I have fever not sure why

Blue_Bird · Mar 31, 2021 at 08:11 PM

I keep thinking about

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sui

I feel like I can’t keep up with life and basic things I should do and I also hate myself. I don’t want to keep going through this. I’m only 26 there’s so many years left of my life. Just thinking about all the days and years in my future I have to deal with is exhausting.

I talk to my therapist tomorrow. Why do I have to exist. I don’t get it.

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Blue_Bird · Mar 31, 2021 at 08:13 PM

I have to get out of my own head. This isolation is really taking a toll on me.

I’ve missed my mornings meds like 3 times this week. One of the morning meds is Zoloft. Maybe that’s contributing to this

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Desoxyn · Mar 31, 2021 at 08:42 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I keep thinking about

Possible trigger:

sui

I feel like I can’t keep up with life and basic things I should do and I also hate myself. I don’t want to keep going through this. I’m only 26 there’s so many years left of my life. Just thinking about all the days and years in my future I have to deal with is exhausting.

I talk to my therapist tomorrow. Why do I have to exist. I don’t get it.

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It's good that you'll talk to your therapist tomorrow. It might help - Also to talk about quick coping techniques and just someone to talk to.

I hope you live a long happy life. Right now everything is weighing on you and you're in a bad place but it'll get better don't be hard on yourself...

If you need help about those thoughts then call a family member, friend, talk here and vent if you want.. I get those thoughts sometimes but it's much better to live - You have to find a way to become well and it's hard.

Last year I wrote down only 1-2 things to do for the day because of all the dissociative panic attacks - Now I do much more. Some days are bad and others are good or ok.

*hugs*

cogladaid · Mar 31, 2021 at 08:43 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I have to get out of my own head. This isolation is really taking a toll on me.

I’ve missed my mornings meds like 3 times this week. One of the morning meds is Zoloft. Maybe that’s contributing to this

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I’ve learned it best to take your meds!

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Blue_Bird · Mar 31, 2021 at 08:45 PM

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I’ve learned it best to take your meds!

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Yeah it’s very important. I’ve got to be more responsible with taking them and not missing doses. I’ve been doing that way too frequently lately and it’s becoming a bad habit.

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Blue_Bird · Mar 31, 2021 at 08:47 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

It's good that you'll talk to your therapist tomorrow. It might help - Also to talk about quick coping techniques and just someone to talk to.

I hope you live a long happy life. Right now everything is weighing on you and you're in a bad place but it'll get better don't be hard on yourself...

If you need help about those thoughts then call a family member, friend, talk here and vent if you want.. I get those thoughts sometimes but it's much better to live - You have to find a way to become well and it's hard.

Last year I wrote down only 1-2 things to do for the day because of all the dissociative panic attacks - Now I do much more. Some days are bad and others are good or ok.

*hugs*

Thanks Desoxyn I appreciate this a lot

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Desoxyn · Mar 31, 2021 at 09:41 PM

I need to wake up in the morning with a coffee by the beach **** I can't take this anymore

Angelique67 · Mar 31, 2021 at 11:38 PM

I wish I were at home with a bag of potatoes and maybe peanut oil. I'd fry up a few pounds of hash browns, it takes longer than you think. And have two eggs over easy and spam, Pluto TV advertises spam a lot lol.

WastingAsparagus · Apr 01, 2021 at 08:37 AM

Yo, I have a question for you all.

Can caffeine (such as that contained in coffee) cause mood swings?

I have been having severe mood swings, and I am wondering if it's due to drinking 5-7 cups of coffee per day.

junkDNA · Apr 01, 2021 at 10:00 AM

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Am I just ignorant or does Easter fall on the same day every year? And your birthday theoretically wouldn't change either? Sorry, just have not that much understanding to how Easter works.

no easter is not on the same day every year.

junkDNA · Apr 01, 2021 at 10:01 AM

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Ah I see. That makes sense. I thought - because birthdays don't vary! Haha.

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WastingAsparagus · Apr 01, 2021 at 10:23 AM

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When Is Easter Sunday 2021? - How Easter's Date Is Determined | The Old Farmer's Almanac

Ah, interesting! Never knew that!

falcon09 · Apr 01, 2021 at 11:12 AM

im pissed right now

saw the new doctor and she refused to prescribe clozaril, trying to put me on caplyta which is new, expensive, and less effective then clozaril

called the partial hospital and the doctor was extremely mad and basically said to disregard everything the new doctor said and he'd keep writing refills until he found someone else

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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Mar 31, 2021 at 05:33 PM #205 I look forever tired __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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WastingAsparagus Student of Life Member Since Mar 2014 Location: South America Posts: 4,658 10 2,911 hugs given	Mar 31, 2021 at 06:46 PM #206 Just listening to some music this evening. Not feeling particularly great but not feeling particularly terrible either. Just going to go into tomorrow with an open mind I suppose. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”
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12AM Seeker of Life Member Since Oct 2015 Location: Silver Town of Argyra Posts: 4,786 8 5,508 hugs given	Mar 31, 2021 at 07:41 PM #207 Morning. Have to go to the hospital today to get my medical records. I have fever not sure why __________________ One day I’ll leave my 6 flowers and millions of butterflies 🌹🦋
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,988 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Mar 31, 2021 at 09:41 PM #214 I need to wake up in the morning with a coffee by the beach **** I can't take this anymore
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Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,115 (SuperPoster!) 9	Mar 31, 2021 at 11:38 PM #215 I wish I were at home with a bag of potatoes and maybe peanut oil. I'd fry up a few pounds of hash browns, it takes longer than you think. And have two eggs over easy and spam, Pluto TV advertises spam a lot lol.
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WastingAsparagus Student of Life Member Since Mar 2014 Location: South America Posts: 4,658 10 2,911 hugs given	Apr 01, 2021 at 08:37 AM #216 Yo, I have a question for you all. Can caffeine (such as that contained in coffee) cause mood swings? I have been having severe mood swings, and I am wondering if it's due to drinking 5-7 cups of coffee per day. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”
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