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newtus · Apr 01, 2021 at 11:20 AM

Omg ASU REALLY wants me to come back to their school. Not only have they been calling me twice a week even tho I emailed them about not being able to financially. but just got an email saying my 2000 dollar financial hold was lifted for fall. Omg.

I feel like this is a major sign and opportunity.

Idk what to do tho still. I’m so lost when it comes to college.

newtus · Apr 01, 2021 at 11:21 AM

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im pissed right now

saw the new doctor and she refused to prescribe clozaril, trying to put me on caplyta which is new, expensive, and less effective then clozaril

called the partial hospital and the doctor was extremely mad and basically said to disregard everything the new doctor said and he'd keep writing refills until he found someone else

Good on the hospital doctor. That’s why I don’t like psychdocs ughhhhh

falcon09 · Apr 01, 2021 at 11:23 AM

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Good on the hospital doctor. That’s why I don’t like psychdocs ughhhhh

I've had good luck but so many of them are f*cking drug pushers man

newtus · Apr 01, 2021 at 11:24 AM

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I've had good luck but so many of them are f*cking drug pushers man

Exactly! I’ve had bad luck 99% of the time

Sometimes psychotic · Apr 01, 2021 at 11:46 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Omg ASU REALLY wants me to come back to their school. Not only have they been calling me twice a week even tho I emailed them about not being able to financially. but just got an email saying my 2000 dollar financial hold was lifted for fall. Omg.

I feel like this is a major sign and opportunity.

Idk what to do tho still. I’m so lost when it comes to college.

So you know I love school, but I’m not sure if you’re well enough at the moment.....last time you blew it off and that brings debt only. Now on the flip side, it might bring you out of this depression because you’ll have something to focus on...could you maybe take one class only?

newtus · Apr 01, 2021 at 11:51 AM

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So you know I love school, but I’m not sure if you’re well enough at the moment.....last time you blew it off and that brings debt only. Now on the flip side, it might bring you out of this depression because you’ll have something to focus on...could you maybe take one class only?

I probably could. At this point tho I can’t do just any major. I’d have to do something I’m really interested in or I feel like it won’t come to fruition.

newtus · Apr 01, 2021 at 11:53 AM

Actually if I goto school this fall too, I can claim the American education tax credit again for next year. Which is highly useful. But I think I gotta be half time at least.

newtus · Apr 01, 2021 at 11:54 AM

I just realized the way Asu works, you do only 1 or 2 classes every 7 weeks. So at the end of 14 or whatever weeks, it’s 4 classes total. So I might could do 1 the first seven weeks and then a second one the next 7.

cogladaid · Apr 01, 2021 at 12:08 PM

I talk to my doctor at 330pm. Nervous. I’ve been okay taking my meds. Still a little suspicious but it’s going away.

But I keep obsessing about my food. Calories. Numbers. Fasting. I think I’m relapsing in my eating disorder.

[trigger] I drank coffee this morning and it made my stomach feel funny because I didn’t eat anything and I threw it up...[trigger]

I should tell my doctor. Just nervous.

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Blue_Bird · Apr 01, 2021 at 12:25 PM

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Yo, I have a question for you all.

Can caffeine (such as that contained in coffee) cause mood swings?

I have been having severe mood swings, and I am wondering if it's due to drinking 5-7 cups of coffee per day.

I don’t know but I know if I stop drinking coffee for a few days I start getting a little depressed.

And sometimes when I drink it it makes me feel euphoric and on top of the world so maybe

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WastingAsparagus · Apr 01, 2021 at 12:42 PM

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I don’t know but I know if I stop drinking coffee for a few days I start getting a little depressed.

And sometimes when I drink it it makes me feel euphoric and on top of the world so maybe

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Yeah I know. It's so hard to give it up though! I get so depressed without it.

Blue_Bird · Apr 01, 2021 at 12:43 PM

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Yeah I know. It's so hard to give it up though! I get so depressed without it.

Same here! It is hard to give up

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WastingAsparagus · Apr 01, 2021 at 12:43 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

So you know I love school, but I’m not sure if you’re well enough at the moment.....last time you blew it off and that brings debt only. Now on the flip side, it might bring you out of this depression because you’ll have something to focus on...could you maybe take one class only?

That seems sensible to me. Taking one class at a time can be a gratifying thing when you're not used to school for a while or are otherwise struggling.

At certain times in college, I took two classes at a time. So that was fine.

And before that, I would take one class at a time to just see if I could handle it.

Blue_Bird · Apr 01, 2021 at 12:45 PM

Have an appointment with my therapist in about 2 hours

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SlumberKitty · Apr 01, 2021 at 01:23 PM

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Yes, I hope so too. She's very aggressive and hateful. Can't wait to get away from her. Are you getting your new driver's license? Mine is only good for one more year and I'm afraid I might not be allowed to renew it.

Yeah, I have to renew my license but since I have to renew it I am trying to get the REAL ID so I can fly if I need to. I haven't flown since like the mid 2000's but you never know! I've been invited to NY after the pandemic is over so I will need to be able to fly.

It's a little complicated because I don't have utilities and stuff in my name. So I have to come up with other documents that prove where I live. So I am going to use a paycheck and my tax return and see if that works. Along with my birth certificate and social security card. They don't make this easy.

If I can't get this then I'll just get a passport. I'll need one for Ethiopia anyway when I go there in a few years.

SlumberKitty · Apr 01, 2021 at 01:23 PM

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Have an appointment with my therapist in about 2 hours

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Hope it goes well. I see my T on Saturday.

12AM · Apr 01, 2021 at 01:49 PM

I can’t sleep and I keep feeling hungry but have no energy to cook so I keep eating donuts x.x All hail diabetes 😔

junkDNA · Apr 01, 2021 at 02:39 PM

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I've had good luck but so many of them are f*cking drug pushers man

Yeah sounds like new dr just sees dollar signs . Prescribing a very new med instead of an older and cheaper one that you have success with. I'm glad you still have the other dr to prescribe it

cogladaid · Apr 01, 2021 at 02:40 PM

Finally got an appointment for psychiatrist! April 13th.

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Desoxyn · Apr 01, 2021 at 03:16 PM

Everything to me feels incredibly unstable. If everything goes around in a circle then what's the point.

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