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#361
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#363
Also anybody know if Geodon (ziprasidone) is a good med? I am researching things.
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#364
Thanks. I keep thinking about what the video chat people said to me 1-2 years ago. Idk why it bothers me still. I was doing my best and it wasn't enough - But they were strangers so idk why I care - Although any thing people say to me, usually are good things. I'm extreme sensitive. Idk how I'm still alive.
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Hey, I have traumas too. I mean I remember when I was acutely psychotic and yelling at people (or so maybe I thought I was being mean to them or something and it wounded me somehow). I have never recovered completely from those emotional hurts. You (like me) just gotta be kind to yourself. It's hard. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#366
Oh and I also think of the time I sang
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#367
Sorry if my last post was too much for people. ****. I just feel like I had to get that out somewhere.
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#368
I'm gonna go for a walk and listen to alan watts then try to sleep
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Kinda feel like being noncompliant with my meds.
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#371
Hey junkdna , happy birthday!
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#373
I wish I were at a resort with my friend with a private beach. I want to sit on the beach with alcoholic drinks, breathing the fresh sea air, and close enough to sit in the surf. It would be so relaxing.
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#374
__________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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I guess I’m one of the few people and maybe the only person on schiz forum that I get paid to talk about what I go through. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#376
I feel like my life just gets worse as time goes on
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#377
My emotions are everywhere about life.
My past, present, and future. Idk what to do with my life anymore. I mean I kinda do but it’s never really gonna bring money but it’s what I love to do. Social media and writing about mental health. I re-did my Fiverr and applied for the Fiverr pro. So we will see there. If anything I want to be a freelancer. The freedom is great yea but I need that sort of flexibility in order to maintain a healthy mental health life. I think my new “normal” is what it is now because it’s kinda been the whole past year, exactly now. Which isn’t great but it’s not horrible. It’s not super debilitating but it’s something I need lots of work flexibility. You know? Like that’s just it. I’m not able to work a typical job. I’m just not and it’s ok kinda because I’m pretty creative and resourceful with how to make money here and there but I need to ramp it up. Even the 10 page report the psyD did on me said I need minimal to no contact with others in a work environment and many breaks in between in order to thrive while working. That was her evaluation of me on the working/employed part of the report. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#378
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I'm not sure if I upset you are not. I apologize if I have. It wasn't my intent. I've been thinking about my initial response. Perhaps it was a bit out of line for a stranger to comment on (I read these threads regularly even though I rarely post in them). You seem to display some traits that suggest ASD, but they could also be explained by other conditions such as OCD. I should have been clear about that in my initial response. Note that I was not trying to diagnose you. I'm a believer in exploring all possibilities, because it often leads to self discovery and a "more" accurate diagnosis (which also depends on the talent of the clinician). This is why I replied to your initial post on the topic. Obviously it's up to you to decide what to do and determine if the label will be of any assistance or not. __________________ Dx: Didgee Disorder |
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#379
I heard back from my psychologist and she can see me next Wednesday! Instead of the week after. I feel a bit better knowing I have that next week.
I just feel fragile and obsessive and I can’t help myself. I get tied up in these thoughts and I lose myself. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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Metaphysic
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#380
Felt as horrible this morning as I did when I went to sleep.
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