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Default Mar 29, 2021 at 01:33 PM
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The nurse called and scheduled my first abilify injection for next week

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I feel like I have a band around my head of electromagnetic energy and it's seeping out through my eyes. Possible dissociation and headache.

Edit: No but I'm good - Had a great sleep. Now I just need to focus.
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I feel super needy.

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Default Mar 29, 2021 at 02:20 PM
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It’s such a relief that I’m not gonna have to take many pills anymore. Getting the shot will cut out 5 pills from my daily meds. Then all I’ll have to take is the Zoloft and trileptal. Maybe I could get off the trileptal too.

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Therapy went well but it was so completely uncomfortable

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Default Mar 29, 2021 at 03:39 PM
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Beautifully well slept - I feel really good. Gonna read for an hour then research crypto. Then I'll make a list of things 2 do.

I can feel the Invega Trinza I think.. or it could be olanzepine but there's zero psychosis, no dissociation or anxiety/depression.. I feel quite content.
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Default Mar 29, 2021 at 03:46 PM
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Oh man, I had a panic attack walking to the store and back and I was having trouble walking because of it. It’s like my feet wouldn’t move where I wanted them too so I like walked/shuffled kind of awkwardly there and back. Roll Call 182

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I talked to my doctor. Told him everything. Told him I thought the pharmacy was poisoning me and the meds were poison and I stopped taking them, feeling chatty and hyper and not sleeping well, the eating disorder stuff. That I’m exhausted and feel like a bother and sick of waiting for the ****ing psychiatrist.

He seemed worried about me. He reassured me several times that they meds weren’t poison and asked that I take them again. Not just the Latuda and lithium that I was taking, but also the Abilify that I stopped a few weeks ago. Most important that I take the Latuda and Abilify.

He also said he’s going to contact the psychiatrist straight away see what’s up.

I just... I trust him. If he says the meds aren’t poison then I’ll try to take them. He reassured me 100% that they aren’t poison. So I’m going to take him at his word. He’s a professional that I trust. He thanked me for trusting him.

So he’s going to call me again on Thursday see how I’m doing. Hopefully I feel better. I’m sick of feeling like this.

People who romanticize bipolar can ****ing suck it. This isn’t pretty. This sucks. It’s horrible.

Anyway, since I trust him I will take the meds. Try my best anyway.
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HUGS Blue_Bird--sorry about the panic attack. glad you made it home


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It looks like my uncle doesn't have much time left Roll Call 182
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It was 4:30 when I walked to the store so everyone was like getting out of work, driving and walking around. I think all the noise and people overwhelmed me or something, it was too much all going on at once. I'm embarrassed, I probably looked like a drunk person walking around. It's not my fault though

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I feel bad for my nan. Last year she lost my grandad and now she's gonna lose her eldest son. He was born brain damaged so he lives in a care home but she visits all the time and he always smiles when he sees her.
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It was 4:30 when I walked to the store so everyone was like getting out of work, driving and walking around. I think all the noise and people overwhelmed me or something, it was too much all going on at once. I'm embarrassed, I probably looked like a drunk person walking around. It's not my fault though
I had some similar things when my anxiety/panic started getting really bad. I hope it will get better soon. Roll Call 182Roll Call 182Roll Call 182

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