Roll Call 182

Desoxyn · Apr 09, 2021 at 10:42 PM

This is ****ing ********! I can't explain what has happened.. I didn't take the olanzepine yet.. Basically I have to isolate - And I before I knew, I went to get my mom a bottle of wine and that ****ing malicious evil ***** questions me - And now she'll gossip.. Why didn't I get contacted earlier.. Why did they say I didn't need to isolate,.. ****

I can't even comprehend

Desoxyn · Apr 09, 2021 at 10:50 PM

I took the Vyvanse at 2pm or something. I expected to stay up later but I have to get tested tomorrow at 11am so I can't sleep early.. I could try..

I've never been this confused. My mom still has to work - She's worn out af - And cuz of her coworkers gaslighting her and abusing her.

My sister was supposed to come home tomorrow but now that's not going to happen.

I was fine just watching the news - Which is ****ed. It's all screwed up.

Desoxyn · Apr 09, 2021 at 10:54 PM

I'm sort of panicking. Reality is broken. I'll take a clonazepam and try to sleep soon.

cogladaid · Apr 10, 2021 at 08:58 AM

Now I kind of feel I shouldn't have said anything. My mom asked me how many times I washed my hands so far today and looked sad. I can't help it! Ugh.

I gotta study all day today and all morning tomorrow. Exam tomorrow afternoon. Nervous.

junkDNA · Apr 10, 2021 at 10:24 AM

U know, maybe I somehow was reading an old roll call and thought it was from yesterday? But I swear the dates and times were yesterday ? I D K . I've been feeling more paranoid lately , especially at night. But I didn't think it was that bad. Who knows but that kinda tripped me out haha

newtus · Apr 10, 2021 at 11:05 AM

Morning

Desoxyn · Apr 10, 2021 at 11:33 AM

Morning! A little bit of depersonalization last night.. The 0.25mg kpin stopped that nonsense.. I feel much better this morning.

Desoxyn · Apr 10, 2021 at 12:45 PM

Got tested for COVID. It doesn't help when being a slight hypochondriac.

But I hope that I test positive and get no symptoms that would be nice - Or test negative..

Angelique67 · Apr 10, 2021 at 02:42 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Does anyone have any tips for dealing with nausea caused by meds?

Maybe a cup of tea with Sugar?

Blue_Bird · Apr 10, 2021 at 02:44 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

Maybe a cup of tea with Sugar?

Thanks, it seems to have gone away since I've almost been on the shot a week and off thorazine, I seem to be adjusting to the changes now. I'll try that if it happens again though

Blue_Bird · Apr 10, 2021 at 02:47 PM

I slept finally, just at weird times. I slept from like 5am till 1:30pm. Now I'm all screwed up and I'll have to stay up all night tonight and all day tomorrow so I can go to sleep tomorrow night and get back on a normal schedule hopefully.

I meditated last night, it didn't help me fall asleep faster but it felt good.

My tooth hurts so I'm gonna have to go to the dentist soon. :/

My sister is dropping off the weighted blanket tomorrow. I can't wait! It's gonna be great!

Angelique67 · Apr 10, 2021 at 03:06 PM

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Originally Posted by cogladaid

Now I kind of feel I shouldn't have said anything. My mom asked me how many times I washed my hands so far today and looked sad. I can't help it! Ugh.

I gotta study all day today and all morning tomorrow. Exam tomorrow afternoon. Nervous.

Cog, would it help if you wore some cotton gloves?

Angelique67 · Apr 10, 2021 at 03:09 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Thanks, it seems to have gone away since I've almost been on the shot a week and off thorazine, I seem to be adjusting to the changes now. I'll try that if it happens again though

Oh, I'm glad it's seeming to subside!

Angelique67 · Apr 10, 2021 at 03:19 PM

So, a traveling opthalmologist did a quickie exam and said it looks like I'm developing macular degeneration. I hope and pray she's wrong. I still have to go back to the regular opthalmologist for some kind of debris removal and to the retina specialist.

I had a different dream earlier. But I keep forgetting it.

newtus · Apr 10, 2021 at 03:26 PM

Went out and did stuff

cogladaid · Apr 10, 2021 at 03:31 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

Cog, would it help if you wore some cotton gloves?

Nah, I just feel I have to wash my hands repeatedly after I use the washroom, or when they're dirty. Not clean if I don't wash them five times.

Breaking Dawn · Apr 10, 2021 at 03:49 PM

I don't remember this roll call thread, so I think I'm a newcomer on this one. I haven't been officially diagnosed, but I have voices nonstop. And they keep me awake so I'm too tired all the time. I'm ok at the moment.

Angelique67 · Apr 10, 2021 at 03:51 PM

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Originally Posted by cogladaid

Nah, I just feel I have to wash my hands repeatedly after I use the washroom, or when they're dirty. Not clean if I don't wash them five times.

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WastingAsparagus · Apr 10, 2021 at 04:41 PM

Doing better today. My psychiatric provider helped me yesterday so that's good.

Desoxyn · Apr 10, 2021 at 05:30 PM

I'm trying to have self-discipline but it's hard. The "P" in "INFP" is the only thing that explains my problem well.. When I decide to do something, I prefer to think about it, imagine scenarios, wait until I "feel" like doing something.

I need to fix this prollem - But it would make me feel pain =].. To sit and do something that I don't feel like doing.. No money involved.. Just will and hope that I'm making worth of my time with a chance that it won't work out.. bleh

Meditation should help. But I procrastinate that as well.

I'm just being honest ='/

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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,980 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,908 hugs given	Apr 09, 2021 at 10:54 PM #803 I'm sort of panicking. Reality is broken. I'll take a clonazepam and try to sleep soon.
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cogladaid Elder Member Since Jul 2015 Location: Nowhere Posts: 5,565 8	Apr 10, 2021 at 08:58 AM #804 Now I kind of feel I shouldn't have said anything. My mom asked me how many times I washed my hands so far today and looked sad. I can't help it! Ugh. I gotta study all day today and all morning tomorrow. Exam tomorrow afternoon. Nervous.
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junkDNA Comfy Sedation Member Since Sep 2012 Location: the woods Posts: 19,301 (SuperPoster!) 11 8,149 hugs given	Apr 10, 2021 at 10:24 AM #805 U know, maybe I somehow was reading an old roll call and thought it was from yesterday? But I swear the dates and times were yesterday ? I D K . I've been feeling more paranoid lately , especially at night. But I didn't think it was that bad. Who knows but that kinda tripped me out haha __________________
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Apr 10, 2021 at 11:05 AM #806 Morning __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,980 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,908 hugs given	Apr 10, 2021 at 11:33 AM #807 Morning! A little bit of depersonalization last night.. The 0.25mg kpin stopped that nonsense.. I feel much better this morning.
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,980 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,908 hugs given	Apr 10, 2021 at 12:45 PM #808 Got tested for COVID. It doesn't help when being a slight hypochondriac. But I hope that I test positive and get no symptoms that would be nice - Or test negative..
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Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,112 (SuperPoster!) 9	Apr 10, 2021 at 03:19 PM #814 So, a traveling opthalmologist did a quickie exam and said it looks like I'm developing macular degeneration. I hope and pray she's wrong. I still have to go back to the regular opthalmologist for some kind of debris removal and to the retina specialist. I had a different dream earlier. But I keep forgetting it.
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Apr 10, 2021 at 03:26 PM #815 Went out and did stuff __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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WastingAsparagus Student of Life Member Since Mar 2014 Location: South America Posts: 4,658 10 2,911 hugs given	Apr 10, 2021 at 04:41 PM #819 Doing better today. My psychiatric provider helped me yesterday so that's good. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”
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