Roll Call 183

Ceara1010 · May 02, 2021 at 01:46 PM

Woke up depressed but did some gratitude journaling which helped a lot. Practicing gratitude is such a powerful tool for me.

I will be spending the afternoon and evening with my family. We do this every Sunday and Wednesday. I really look forward to our weekly visits. That should also help boost my mood.

Hope you all have a good day this Sunday.

cogladaid · May 02, 2021 at 01:54 PM

Sigh. Jealous of everyone getting their vaccines.

Sometimes psychotic · May 02, 2021 at 02:42 PM

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cogladaid · May 02, 2021 at 05:01 PM

I'm frustrated I keep trying to find a good program so I can do my Java programming but they're either not wanting to work with my code, or they're so padded and fancy that they're confusing. I just need something simple that will compile Java and run my programs for me!

Downloading the BlueJ now hopefully that's the one....

cogladaid · May 02, 2021 at 05:13 PM

Nope. BlueJ was trash. If I wanted the program to do all the coding for me it would be perfect.

Sometimes psychotic · May 02, 2021 at 05:15 PM

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Originally Posted by cogladaid

I'm frustrated I keep trying to find a good program so I can do my Java programming but they're either not wanting to work with my code, or they're so padded and fancy that they're confusing. I just need something simple that will compile Java and run my programs for me!

Downloading the BlueJ now hopefully that's the one....

They didn’t recommend one in your class? So I briefly had to write xml but they gave us a package with oxygen long enough for the class. That’s a simple example too, I’m not sure why they wouldn’t give you something that works with java?

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cogladaid · May 02, 2021 at 05:31 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

They didn’t recommend one in your class? So I briefly had to write xml but they gave us a package with oxygen long enough for the class. That’s a simple example too, I’m not sure why they wouldn’t give you something that works with java?

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They recommended a couple but they were kind of eh and not quite working how I wanted them to.

But I finally went back to some I tried ages ago but wasn't working and got it to work. Reinstalling and fiddling with settings worked!

Blue_Bird · May 02, 2021 at 07:00 PM

I think I’m gonna get a bubble tea once or twice every month for a treat.

I ordered a new planner. I got a Legend planner again but this time got the Pro version

https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B07Z4...b_b_prod_image

It will help me keep track of goals and everything else I need to keep track of in my life

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cogladaid · May 02, 2021 at 07:53 PM

I finished one question (out of five) for my first assignment! Enough for the day though.

Blue_Bird · May 02, 2021 at 09:05 PM

Watching Making a Murderer on Netflix

I bought some sunscreen so I can spend time in the sun safely.

Desoxyn · May 02, 2021 at 09:26 PM

I'm listening to the sound of rain to relax.

I don't know what else to do

WastingAsparagus · May 03, 2021 at 01:09 AM

Yikes, why when I read certain spiritual books do I tend towards not taking my meds? Then I feel like a complete failure after not taking my meds, even if it's only for a few hours. Also the covid vaccine has made me get body aches all over. It sucks. I guess at least I got the vaccine but I feel terrible right now.

falcon09 · May 03, 2021 at 02:46 AM

Sorry I haven’t posted much lately...

I have my intake at the community mental health clinic tomorrow. I saw a doc there at his private clinic and he said it’d be better for me to see him at the CMHC since it’s closer to me and also they take Medicaid.

Problem is that I told this doc last time I was taking my meds but I’m not, I’ve been worried my meds are poison so I stopped. I don’t even know if this is a delusion, the pills had no taste before but now when I put it in my mouth it’s revolting and I want to puke, has to be poisoned.

The doc checked my clozaril plasma levels turns out so he’s gonna know I lied.

Worried he’ll be mad at me or refuse to see me.

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newtus · May 03, 2021 at 07:31 AM

Before, During, and After

Converted our dining room into a mini home gym

But still need to get a mat and some more weights than what we already have. And a bar. Gonna put some pics up like wall art and then a little table in the corner we already have to place a music player.

newtus · May 03, 2021 at 07:32 AM

Well it’s backwards but yea.

Anyway, already vacuumed this morning

Sometimes psychotic · May 03, 2021 at 09:22 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Desoxyn

I'm listening to the sound of rain to relax.

I don't know what else to do

I had waves on all night....

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Angelique67 · May 03, 2021 at 01:53 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Sold the furniture in our kitchen and put some other stuff away.

Sorry, I missed it, why are you selling your furniture?

Desoxyn · May 03, 2021 at 02:18 PM

I went to bed and lied there from 1am-5am. Had racing thoughts. I'm not sure what that was about. I took an extra half zopiclone and half clonazepam and finally fell asleep.

Could be nicotine withdrawal.

I think the nicotine withdrawal is pretty much over now though.

Blue_Bird · May 03, 2021 at 02:23 PM

Got my abilify injection. Now home drinking a cup of coffee.

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Angelique67 · May 03, 2021 at 02:23 PM

I'm still gaining 3.5 pounds per month. It's really bad but I can't give up candy. Almost time for the vape break.

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cogladaid Elder Member Since Jul 2015 Location: Nowhere Posts: 5,565 8	May 02, 2021 at 05:01 PM #704 I'm frustrated I keep trying to find a good program so I can do my Java programming but they're either not wanting to work with my code, or they're so padded and fancy that they're confusing. I just need something simple that will compile Java and run my programs for me! Downloading the BlueJ now hopefully that's the one....
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cogladaid Elder Member Since Jul 2015 Location: Nowhere Posts: 5,565 8	May 02, 2021 at 07:53 PM #709 I finished one question (out of five) for my first assignment! Enough for the day though.
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,723 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	May 02, 2021 at 09:05 PM #710 Watching Making a Murderer on Netflix I bought some sunscreen so I can spend time in the sun safely. __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,980 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,908 hugs given	May 02, 2021 at 09:26 PM #711 I'm listening to the sound of rain to relax. I don't know what else to do
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	May 03, 2021 at 07:32 AM #715 Well it’s backwards but yea. Anyway, already vacuumed this morning __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,980 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,908 hugs given	May 03, 2021 at 02:18 PM #718 I went to bed and lied there from 1am-5am. Had racing thoughts. I'm not sure what that was about. I took an extra half zopiclone and half clonazepam and finally fell asleep. Could be nicotine withdrawal. I think the nicotine withdrawal is pretty much over now though.
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,723 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	May 03, 2021 at 02:23 PM #719 Got my abilify injection. Now home drinking a cup of coffee. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,112 (SuperPoster!) 9	May 03, 2021 at 02:23 PM #720 I'm still gaining 3.5 pounds per month. It's really bad but I can't give up candy. Almost time for the vape break.
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