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Default May 04, 2021 at 08:22 PM
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Just took my new dosage of 100mg Latuda. Hope I have no side effects from the increase and hope it help stabilize me more.

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Default May 04, 2021 at 08:32 PM
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I feel evil. Like hyper aware of things. But truths are being blocked from my thoughts. Like they’re being stolen from me.

Ugh I feel so conflicted about all that’s going in my brain. It’s frustrating. People telling me things aren’t real but I feel they are real.

I don’t even feel sleepy so I can’t just go to sleep. I’ll try to distract myself.

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Default May 04, 2021 at 09:53 PM
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I was gonna make another YouTube video today but my power was out. Maybe tomorrow.

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Default May 04, 2021 at 10:30 PM
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I feel guilty about my spending habits. Just read some article about Warren Buffett and it made me think I spend too much. Ugh I don't know. Seems like I should just go to sleep.

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Default May 04, 2021 at 10:33 PM
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I also kinda feel like I should forego buying medicine and necessary things to control my illness to control my spending. I know it's irrational. But that's the way I feel right now.

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I feel guilty about my spending habits. Just read some article about Warren Buffett and it made me think I spend too much. Ugh I don't know. Seems like I should just go to sleep.
Me too. I went on a massive spending spree the past couple days and I kind of feel guilty about it

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No one should feel guilty about not having enough money!

I had dissociation today. I'm ok now. It was like a small panic attack episodes.
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I’m reading Prozac Nation. I love mental health memoirs.

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I do too! I’m writing my own!

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My local library is having one of their library sales on June 5th, that’s a day after my birthday. I’m tempted to bring a tote and buy some books. Their prices are so cheap and they have tons of good well known books

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Awesome, I’ll buy it when it’s out

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That reminds me. Mine does too!!

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Omg thank you!!!! It’s gonna be a good bit Roll Call 183

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The spirits are bothering me, I've spent the past hour arguing with them. I haven't dealt with them in awhile

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I keep having intrusive thoughts to flush all my meds.

Not only is it bad for the water system, it’s bad for me. Right?

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I've been up for 35 hours

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And you’re hallucinating by the sound of it. You should contact your doctor.

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And you’re hallucinating by the sound of it. You should contact your doctor.

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I talk to her again mid-June, I will try to fix my sleep on my own for awhile and if that doesn't work then I'll call her

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Keep taking your meds, they're good for you. And hard to replace if you get rid of them. At least, it is for me. My insurance won't cover another refill if I were to get rid of or somehow misplace my meds unfortunately, I'd have to wait another month to get my next refill and by then things could be bad

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How am I supposed to goto anyone for anything when everyone around me has substance use issues Roll Call 183Roll Call 183Roll Call 183

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