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Default May 03, 2021 at 07:53 PM
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i dont think hes lying i think he just doesnt understand. i cant really get into it on here, but there are things going on that i cant deny or explain

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I mean I don’t know if I am delusional or not when I think that my coworkers hate me and are out to get me. I feel it’s real.

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Just wrote a bunch and I feel satisfied. I feel like inspiration is good.

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Just wrote a bunch and I feel satisfied. I feel like inspiration is good.


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Default May 03, 2021 at 09:47 PM
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Default May 04, 2021 at 09:35 AM
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Good morning everybody. Hope you all feel safe this morning. I don't Feeling anxious but I will do some DBT which always helps. (I'm so grateful for DBT.)

I've taken my meds--I'm always compliant with my meds. It's laundry day so nothing much planned except doing some artwork and reading during the loads.

Hope we all have a good day. Hang in there.

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I'm thinking my breakthrough psychosis might have been me accidentally missing a couple of doses of Latuda when my sister's children were here. I take it at dinner because you are supposed to take it with food, and I keep it on the table. But since my sister has a three year old, my Mom didn't want the medicine out. So it got put on the counter by the salt and pepper which I don't use. I've been back on the Latuda for a couple of days and I don't think I am having symptoms. So I will wait and see if anymore pop up or if it was just a blip from not taking the medication. See T--Dr K on the 11th. I still haven't done my homework. Bleh.

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I will be driven by my mom in my dads jeep to the city because it needs an oil change - So we'll stay at a hotel.

I downloaded some YouTube videos - One 2 hour long Jordan Peterson interview cuz I find very interesting + 4-5 videos that explain cryptography mathematics (Cuz I still don't really get it).

I haven't had psychosis in a long time - Since the ketamine a couple months ago. No dissociation either ^-;
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Default May 04, 2021 at 02:59 PM
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Started my therapy homework. I think sometimes the first step (getting started) is the hardest! Dr. K wants me to journal about what makes me depressed and what makes me feel better when I am depressed. I'm giving myself bonus points already because I didn't say, "I don't know!"

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Started my therapy homework. I think sometimes the first step (getting started) is the hardest! Dr. K wants me to journal about what makes me depressed and what makes me feel better when I am depressed. I'm giving myself bonus points already because I didn't say, "I don't know!"

Um my brain makes me depressed because it’s messed up? Also retail therapy makes me happy lol.

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Default May 04, 2021 at 04:02 PM
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For some reason, I'm hungry today. I shouldn't be. I've had like 900 calories already and I still haven't eaten dinner. Ugh. Days like this get on my nerves. I wonder if I am just bored?

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Had a boring day at work. Didn't get much done.

But on Twitter my love posted and I replied and he liked my comments and replied to me! It's real, I tell you. Sending me messages that it's true.

Now I'm trying to study. Try to work on a program, or maybe review precalculus. Not sure yet.

Got my increase for Latuda to pick up later. I haven't left the house (aside from taking the dog for a short walk) in about a week and a half... I don't really want to leave but it's best to get the meds today so I can start tonight. I had some more breakthrough thoughts that my thoughts were being stolen.

I didn't drink coffee this morning. I had green tea instead. So I didn't feel jittery or dissociative. I am drinking an energy drink right now though to study... Probably not a good idea.

Anyway, that's how I am right now. See how the rest of the day goes.
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Having problems but doing ok at the moment. One of my main voices doesn't want me to talk about him, so I can't say what I wanted to say.

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Had a boring day at work. Didn't get much done.

But on Twitter my love posted and I replied and he liked my comments and replied to me! It's real, I tell you. Sending me messages that it's true.

Now I'm trying to study. Try to work on a program, or maybe review precalculus. Not sure yet.

Got my increase for Latuda to pick up later. I haven't left the house (aside from taking the dog for a short walk) in about a week and a half... I don't really want to leave but it's best to get the meds today so I can start tonight. I had some more breakthrough thoughts that my thoughts were being stolen.

I didn't drink coffee this morning. I had green tea instead. So I didn't feel jittery or dissociative. I am drinking an energy drink right now though to study... Probably not a good idea.

Anyway, that's how I am right now. See how the rest of the day goes.

Cog, I’m just going to throw this out there, people in love don’t communicate by twitter.....sorry if it’s mean of me to say so but I don’t want you to act on a delusion. I know one of mine involved love and the guy had a gf and everything, I don’t know was wrong with me, oh yeah my brain was f’d up.

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Cog, I’m just going to throw this out there, people in love don’t communicate by twitter.....sorry if it’s mean of me to say so but I don’t want you to act on a delusion. I know one of mine involved love and the guy had a gf and everything, I don’t know was wrong with me, oh yeah my brain was f’d up.

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