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Poohbah
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#321
Good morning everyone.
I woke up in a so-so mood but after journaling for awhile, I feel much better than that. Lately, I've been including a gratitude section in my journal entries and it really helps me keep a perspective about things. However, I am feeling a bit anxious after being triggered this morning. I had my T appointment yesterday and it went fine. We talked a lot about the benefits of DBT which I practice daily most of the time. This afternoon/evening my sister will be over for dinner and either a movie or a TV show. (We've been watching SHitts Creek a lot) Even though I'm not working (I wish I was) I still feel excitement when Friday rolls around and I'm feeling that now. I guess it's from years of working and school that has conditioned me to feel that way. Of course, I always get together with my sister on Fridays which I look forward to. Hang in there today Ceara __________________ Men wanted for hazardous journey. Small wages, bitter cold, long hours of complete darkness. Safe return doubtful. Honour and recognition in event of success. -Ernest Shackleton |
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Seeker of Life
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#322
My flowers came. Can’t wait for my succulents
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#323
__________________ One day I’ll leave my 6 flowers
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#324
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#325
It's been pretty difficult lately. I have a challenging task I must deal with today & I'm feeling scared & very sad.
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#326
I’ve very distracted from work. I had a meeting and I haven’t gotten anything else done. Just surfing Facebook and chatting with work friends. Even they are growing tired of me because they have their own work to do. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#327
I wish it was payday so I could buy stocks and put money in savings. Almost at $900 in savings!
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#328
I slept, from 10pm till 3:30pm
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#329
My sleep quality was 87 which is much better than the 40’s to 50 I was getting
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#330
I had an appointment with my care coordinator today. She just did a questionnaire about anxiety and depression and asked me what was going on. It was a short call maybe 10 minutes. She said I scored severe on depression and moderate on anxiety. And she asked when I see pdoc next and when the last time I had been hospitalized was. She's calling me back in a week and a half.
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#331
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The Dopamine Flux
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#332
I’m spent
Thinking about getting on switch but I want a new game __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Metaphysic
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#333
I feel terrible this evening after drinking alcohol. It's like my brain is drained of feel good chems.
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#334
My legs are actually a tiny bit sore from walking on the treadmill for 30 minutes yesterday. I’m gonna try for 45 minutes tomorrow
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#335
Doing all this work outs and not losing much weight
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#336
I'm gonna try and read tonight and forget that I had a bad relapse. I feel better from alprazolam. I took 5mg of the PRN olanzepine that I had + phenibut. I'll get back on track.. Idk why I'm being so self destructive.
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#337
I feel agitated, I always get like this during the warmer months of the year
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#338
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#339
You should measure yourself more by how you feel and how clothes fit rather than weight. Muscle is denser than fat so you may lose 5lb of fat but lifting weights gain 5lb of muscle and lose half dress size. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#340
My new book is being delivered from Amazon, tomorrow hopefully. An An Unquiet Mind: A Memoir of Moods and Madness by Kay Redfield Jamison
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