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#201
Inner Speech: Development, Cognitive Functions, Phenomenology, and Neurobiology
Also treating and ties inner speech with working memory..... __________________ Hugs! |
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#202
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Meds that have cause my working memory to completely malfunction are Risperidone and Seroquel, (AP's). There was another, that I can't remember. Working memory is needed to form coherent, sentences and thoughts. If that's down, it all comes crumbing down. Maybe re-evaluate your meds? What's your med list? I periodically have have to remind my pdoc, "Hey, if I can't read then I can't be myself." |
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#203
A few months after my extreme 100x ego deaths trip, I had thought blocking when speaking in group sessions at the psych ward - But I didn't feel as if my thoughts were being stolen. I once paused for a good fat minute while talking. The staff was thinking of bringing me back into the acute ward cuz of this.
I was on Abilify and Concerta. I was put on Invega, Vyvanse and olanzepine and then I could talk! Btw.. Me (Ego) knows about these things.. I could explain but very tired after the hike.. Hugs to all <3 |
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#204
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I say to myself, "Once my life is perfect, I will try to remember things" - But it's never perfect is it!!.. |
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#205
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I felt like that when I first started Thorazine. Like I had no thoughts in my head Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#206
SK, my fish out is Dr. Tobias
2 soft gel pill (serving size has 2000mgs 800 mgs of EPA for heart 600 mgs for brain |
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SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#207
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#208
I’m gonna talk to my doctor about coming off some of my meds. I’m on 6 meds, it just seems like too much.
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#209
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My working memory is down 20 points on Abilify.....what did you find that doesn’t do that? Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk __________________ Hugs! |
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#210
Was feeling a suicidal depersonalization/derealization so I took olanzepine, kratom and had a 30 minute nap.
Now I'm going to go get ice-cream. It was 30C/86F degrees today. It's starting to cool down now. |
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#211
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#212
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The reason I tried seroquel as supplemental was for sleep, and it helped me sleep, but it destroyed my memory so I got off it as soon as I could. As an aside, I grew up with a reading disability, I can't really fluid read (read with speed), all I've ever been well at is deep reading, which is slow and takes a lot of engagement, perfect for philosophy. It took me a month to read purgatorio (mostly just on the weekends.) So I might not be great on this front lol But I can do philosophy just fine. But dante is one of the hardest reads a person can give a try at. For fluid reads I take your advice and do audio books. It's strange being on geodon because other hypomanic symptoms remain, at least until my pdoc induced a manic switch that almost killed me. |
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#213
I might as well stay on the 525mg Invega Sustenna + 10mg olanzepine cuz mush has given me the gift of the cosmos (Balanced manic psychosis). I don't advise.
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#214
My doctor said something that sticks out to me. How I’ve been going on cycles lately. Manic, depressed, psychotic. He sounds a bit like he was getting exhausted of helping me. I feel bad. I joke that I’m complicated and he agrees. I’m a special kind of complicated. He doesn’t mean bad by it. He’s not a psychiatrist so he’s doing the best he can.
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#215
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A lot of people with bipolar require constant med adjustments. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk __________________ Hugs! |
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#216
Went grocery shopping. About to get on the bus to go home
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Angelique67, Job 30 26, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#217
I got London broil and Lacey Swiss cheese freshly sliced from the deli
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Angelique67, Job 30 26, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#218
Morning all!
I've been waking up anxious in the mornings lately. I think it's anxiety about getting triggered by a delusion which will make me even more anxious. I'll do some meditation and take my shower after I post here. That should help. Some good news though. I lost 6 more pounds last month to make a total of 32 pounds gone of the Olanzapine weight gain. I have a lot more to lose but the keto diet I've been on has erased the appetite increase that comes with Olanzapine. I have my T appointment this morning and look forward to it as usual. I don't tend to get triggered on days I'm going to have face-to-face contact with someone so that's a good prognosis for today. Had a nice visit with the family yesterday. I am so grateful my parents are leading long lives. Every day with them is a gift. Hope you all have a peaceful day. Hang in there, Ceara __________________ Men wanted for hazardous journey. Small wages, bitter cold, long hours of complete darkness. Safe return doubtful. Honour and recognition in event of success. -Ernest Shackleton |
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#219
I got some tofu just out of curiosity. Maybe I’ll use it to make stir fry and see how it goes
This is everything I got - [ ] 1/2 gallon fat free milk - [ ] Wheat bread - [ ] All natural peanut butter - [ ] Butter - [ ] Ramen (chicken, packs,) x6 - [ ] Buffalo chicken bites frozen - [ ] Luigis Italian ice (blue raspberry/watermelon) frozen section. - [ ] Chocolate chips - [ ] Salt - [ ] Horseradish sauce - [ ] Lace Swiss 1/2lb from deli - [ ] London broil 1/2lb from deli - [ ] Prosciutto wrapped mozzarella sticks - [ ] cake - [ ] Watermelon (slices) - [ ] Cucumbers - [ ] Spinach fresh x2 - [ ] Grape/cherry tomatoes - [ ] Hamburger buns - [ ] Spanakopita - [ ] Tofu Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Angelique67, cogladaid, Job 30 26, newtus, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic, WastingAsparagus
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#220
I feel like punching myself in the face, literally. I am so ****ing agitated and hate myself.
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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