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Default Jun 04, 2021 at 04:52 AM
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I ended up having to take a klonopin today due to the agitation and wanting to hurt myself. I hadn't taken one in over 40 days so I'm not building a tolerance.

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I'm 27 today! It feels like I was just 18, time flies. I'm getting old lol

Well, I get my chicken parmigiana dinner and cannolis tonight!

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I'm 27 today! It feels like I was just 18, time flies. I'm getting old lol


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I'm 27 today! It feels like I was just 18, time flies. I'm getting old lol


Well, I get my parmigiana dinner and cannolis tonight!
Happy birthday!!!! I hope it will be a good year for you!!!!!! Roll Call 185Roll Call 185Roll Call 185Roll Call 185Roll Call 185Roll Call 185Roll Call 185Roll Call 185Roll Call 185Roll Call 185Roll Call 185Roll Call 185Roll Call 185

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I'm 27 today! It feels like I was just 18, time flies. I'm getting old lol


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Happy birthday bb!!! Enjoy your dinner!

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Going to a baseball game saturday....pretty excited.

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My paranoia is a little worse lately, I find myself becoming suspicious of friends and checking my blinds for hidden cameras. My next pdoc appointment is june 21st, not sure how the community clinic does appointments or if I could call in for a sooner one. Hope all y'all are doing well, gonna try to check this forum more regularly.

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**** cut my finger on the blender blades, they're extremely sharp, trying to stop the bleeding

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**** cut my finger on the blender blades, they're extremely sharp, trying to stop the bleeding

I rarely take the blades off the blender jar....I usually just rinse it out or use a long handled glass wand. I have a great fear of those blades.

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I rarely take the blades off the blender jar....I usually just rinse it out or use a long handled glass wand. I have a great fear of those blades.

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You have to take the ones in the ninja out in order to clean them properly since I use it frequently, I normally just let it soak inside the blender but they were just laying in the sink and I accidentally grabbed them

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My niece is stopping by with my sister tonight so see my apartment. My niece has never seen it. She turned 16 yesterday, our birthdays are a day apart, it's pretty cool. It's weird to think she'll be going to college soon, she was so little it seems recently

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So I wasn't able to calm down yesterday until I watched a really sweet, funny movie Lars and the Real Girl. That got my mind off the anxiety. Looking back over the day, I had been having images of Dr Phil attacking me while I was trying to draw and it made me so anxious I had to stop and do DBT to calm down. I tried mindfulness, I tried meditation. They didn't work. It wasn't until I tried the movie to distract me that it worked. It wasn't an anxiety attack, per se, but enough to make it hard to function.

Interestingly, I am always really euphoric after I calm down from an anxiety spell or attack and yesterday and today are no different. I'm in a really good mood--of course it being Friday helps plus I'll be visiting with family today.

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I keep seeing shadows in my peripheral vision probably from lack of sleep

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I didn’t take my meds last night. Or this morning. I was convinced they were poison and the pharmacy was behind it.

But I was reminded of the last time this happened. I felt awful, I was crying to the doctor.

So I took my night meds tonight. These meds aren’t poison. They’re helping me.

The doctor told me last time that the pharmacy has no motive to poison me and they weren’t doing that. I trust my doctor so I’ll take them.

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Happy Birthday BB (For real now)! ^-;

Oh god where do I start... um..

Ah fack it.. But yeah anyways my boss called me and I will go to work on Thursday at 9am.. Gives me a little purpose and responsibility which is good.. So I'll do that.. Go to bed early on Wednesday night...

Vyvanse/coffee/nicotine is kicking in.. My most favourite of feelings..
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I almost fainted when I went to the kitchen to make some tea. I think my body is exhausted

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I almost fainted when I went to the kitchen to make some tea. I think my body is exhausted


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