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Default Jun 08, 2021 at 07:32 PM
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I feel like crap - I applied for several full time jobs, and one got back to me, now I feel like canceling the interview because I know I can't handle it.

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I feel like crap - I applied for several full time jobs, and one got back to me, now I feel like canceling the interview because I know I can't handle it.

Canceled the interview. Oh well.

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Canceled the interview. Oh well.

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Default Jun 08, 2021 at 08:38 PM
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Roll Call 185

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Default Jun 08, 2021 at 08:43 PM
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I read a book called philosophy of walking or something like that. It was interesting.

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I’ve been trying to quell my sugar cravings by eating a teaspoon of syrup every now and then.

Except last night was like half a cup of syrup ugh

My sugar cravings are so bad and I haven’t had candy in days, maybe a week.

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So yea everyone’s wondering what’s going on with me

Fiancé and I might not make it but we are trying to work it out. Just stuff we aren’t happy about with each other.

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I’ve been trying to quell my sugar cravings by eating a teaspoon of syrup every now and then.

Except last night was like half a cup of syrup ugh

My sugar cravings are so bad and I haven’t had candy in days, maybe a week.

Try fruit, the sugar is ten times sweeter than table sugar so you eat less overall....

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I’m gonna get some. All I have right now is this syrup stuff.

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I want to buy methylmethcathinone but I'll try and work with my psychiatrist and see if I can adjust my meds properly cuz he seems to be doing a really good job especially since I'm not buying hard drugs anymore. I see him in 2 weeks.

I told him about phenibut which is a good antidepressant for me but I can only take it 2 times a week or else there's severe withdrawal.

I took a double shot of tequila cuz I feel mental pain/suicidal thoughts. It will do for now - Probably might make it worse though.
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Little better I feel.. Had good thoughts.. Need to do the traditional things as I've said.. To release happy chemicals..
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So yea everyone’s wondering what’s going on with me

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Is it things that y'all can work through? like he doesn't like X so the goal is to change that, and vice versa?

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Yes. Trying really hard.

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Going grocery shopping today, just to get a few things.

Then walking to the library to return some stuff and possibly check out some manga if they have any good series. Then coming home and making hard boiled eggs.

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I've heard of it but haven't read it yet

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Practiced my ukulele today

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I took a 15 minute walk!!! I'm so proud of myself. I am trying to get over my agoraphobia

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Default Jun 09, 2021 at 09:39 AM
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So giving my dog anti-anxiety meds throughout the day yesterday really curbed her barking. She's even still sleeping, not getting me up at 6am to give her her apples. She did wander around the apartment some, but she didn't bark much so that's good.

I woke up with a little anxiety this morning and will do some DBT after I post here. It's anxiety over the possibility of having delusions, I think. It's also anxiety over my dogs barking problem. (Worrying that she's going to start barking again and disturb the neighbors.)

Despite the anxiety, I feel positive. I'm going to be visiting with my family today and that always puts me in a positive mood. I really look forward to hanging out with my family and I'm so grateful for their support.

I hope you all have a peaceful day. Hang in there.

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