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Default May 30, 2021 at 07:08 PM
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I ate too much sugar today. But I'll forgive myself. I'm kind of giving myself kind of week off eating super healthy as like a gift to myself since my birthday is this coming Friday

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Default May 30, 2021 at 07:14 PM
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I ate too much sugar today. But I'll forgive myself. I'm kind of giving myself kind of week off eating super healthy as like a gift to myself since my birthday is this coming Friday

Happy bday a little early!

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My sister is bringing me cannoli's from a good Italian bakery on Friday

Tomorrow she's coming over to help me bake bread in her bread machine, and she's bringing me a bubble tea. Coconut tea with strawberry popping boba

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It's been raining all day, yesterday and today. I love it

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My main problem;

I feel accomplished after doing minimal amount of focus/work.

I am lazy?
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Sugar is harder for me to quit than any drug!
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I feel accomplished after doing minimal amount of focus/work.

I am lazy?
No, I don't think so. I feel accomplished after doing a small amount of stuff too. I think it's good to feel that way

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Sugar is harder for me to quit than any drug!
Sugar is amazing. I love it and I hate it for being so addictive.

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Almost 25 and then I can make better decisions =P
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I want to play guitar but haven't tried in over a year. It's like starting all over again.
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This 3 day weekend went by so fast

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I want to play guitar but haven't tried in over a year. It's like starting all over again.

The way I got myself to start playing again (albeit minimally) was to just put no expectation on my guitar playing. I used to have these fantasies of becoming the best musician in the world when I played guitar (a standard I obviously cannot meet). Anyway, maybe that'll help you pick it up again.

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The way I got myself to start playing again (albeit minimally) was to just put no expectation on my guitar playing. I used to have these fantasies of becoming the best musician in the world when I played guitar (a standard I obviously cannot meet). Anyway, maybe that'll help you pick it up again.
I have fantasies of being a musician and playing in front of people - Just never told anyone that before lol.. But it's a deep fantasy xd
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I thought that the Dexedrine IR tablets last 6 hours but they only last 2-3 hours. I'll need another 10mg. My psychiatrist says I can go up to 15mg XR in the evening so I'll see what he says about it.

I took an extra 10mg this supper and feel bad about it - I hate waiting so long to get an appointment when I'm not doing well.

I think that's one of the main problems with treating mental health is that it takes too long for meds to kick in, to see the doctor again, to adjust the meds etc.. It's 2021 ffs but at least better than the 40's-70's etc
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I have fantasies of being a musician and playing in front of people - Just never told anyone that before lol.. But it's a deep fantasy xd

That's cool. Yeah I've always had this dream of being the best musician in the world. It's kind of counterproductive because it just scares me that I would be the best in the world and that I would have no competition (of course it's a completely unrealistic fantasy). I get grandiose thoughts about music when I play. It kind of sucks because it makes me not enjoy playing as much.

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This 3 day weekend went by so fast

Isnt tomorrow a holiday? So the weekend isn’t over yet.

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That's cool. Yeah I've always had this dream of being the best musician in the world. It's kind of counterproductive because it just scares me that I would be the best in the world and that I would have no competition (of course it's a completely unrealistic fantasy). I get grandiose thoughts about music when I play. It kind of sucks because it makes me not enjoy playing as much.
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But oddly enough, even though we imagine this, - INFP's can often be good musicians
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I talk to my doctor tomorrow afternoon.

I feel a bit depressed still. It’s creeping in. I also feel often that people are talking behind my back.

I had a shower tonight and it was hard to do. I thought again my hair wasn’t clean and shampooed it five times. Wasted so much water and shampoo. I feel the OCD stuff just below the surface waiting to come through.

Standing on the floor a couple times I felt like I was sinking into it. It’s a weird feeling.

So I’ll tell my doctor all this tomorrow when I talk to him. Idk what he can do about it since he doesn’t want to put me on an SSRI again.

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