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Metaphysic
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
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#781
Yes my psychiatrist is very good. He's won awards and stuff, specializes in helping minorities as well + when in isolated locations through tele-psychiatry. He's the emergency psychiatrist but I said he's good so he sees me every 3 months =]
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Metaphysic
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 13,003
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#782
I don't think I've felt so clear minded and good after waking up before - Must be the exercise. I usually sleep incredibly well every night.
I have to accept that this is my normal state - And not the cynical/nihilistic/apathetic/agitated/despair etc states where I beat myself up - Usually it never happens but has been happening lately. |
12AM, SlumberKitty
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The Dopamine Flux
Member Since Jun 2010
Location: Ardenweald
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#783
That was really beautiful 12am I hope you adjust quickly and are happy for decades to come Welcome home
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12AM, Angelique67
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Seeker of Life
Member Since Oct 2015
Location: Silver Town of Argyra
Posts: 4,786
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#784
__________________ One day I’ll leave my 6 flowers
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Job 30 26, SlumberKitty
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newtus
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Oct 2014
Location: USA
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Desoxyn, SlumberKitty
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Metaphysic
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 13,003
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#786
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I love older wise people! I'm not weirded out by anyone here. I like you Angelique ^-; I want don't want you to suffer either and it makes me unhappy that you are in that hell.. But gotta be stoicish about it, make the best out of it, have hope.. We're all magnetic spiritual energy that transforms and changes.. Things will always be better. Even hell (Life) gets better over time... |
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SlumberKitty
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Angelique67, cogladaid, Job 30 26
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Grand Member
Member Since Jan 2020
Location: Norway
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#787
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But this is just how the Greeks viewed it, I do get warm nostalgic feelings all the time too. = ) |
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Desoxyn
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Grand Member
Member Since Jan 2020
Location: Norway
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#788
12AM it took a lot of courage to travel across the sea to be with the one you love. I'm glad you're among good people. = )
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SlumberKitty
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12AM, Angelique67, Desoxyn, newtus, Sometimes psychotic
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Location: Norway
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#789
Had some paranoid thoughts today but I'm holding strong. No triggers. No flight or fight response. I talked to my pdoc yesterday and we briefly talked about my emotions returning. My therapist says mid to high chance they do, my pdoc doesn't think that's the case, she's much more pessimistic which I respect. She thinks my numbing is much more pervasive.
Anyways, I'm still talking to my friend. We're watching Loki together. We exchanged phone numbers, so it seems like we're getting closer. Loki is so great, guys. It's really fantastic. It just gets deeper and deeper in new, unexplained territory. Time travel stories have gotten so much better over the years. I love how Marvel is getting extra weird and cosmic. = ) |
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Desoxyn
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The Dopamine Flux
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Location: Ardenweald
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#790
I can’t sleep at all and haven’t been able to since I got my iPad. I feel like my mind is being tortured. Im not tired yet my body is tired. Idk what to do. This is truly an awful feeling.
__________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Comfy Sedation
Member Since Sep 2012
Location: the woods
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#791
I got a new job, the one I was waiting for, working under the 2 chefs I worked with at my old job before they left there. I start today! I went to the interview yesterday and it went great. I have to buy a black polo shirt. I'm gonna do that on the way to work. My shifts are 11-7 mon thru fri. I'm pretty excited. I also got approved for food stamps and am waiting on that card to come in the mail!!
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Angelique67, Ceara1010, cogladaid, Desoxyn, Guiness187055, newtus, Sometimes psychotic, unsure123, WastingAsparagus
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The Dopamine Flux
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Location: Ardenweald
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#792
I got this Sleeve for my Apple Pencil __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Angelique67, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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Poohbah
Member Since May 2016
Location: Texas USA
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#793
I was in a weird mood yesterday and didn't really enjoy myself when I went over to my folks' place for our routine Wednesday get together. I was a little irritable and I feel the same way today. It's probably the diet, I see that now. But my mood improves as I write so I'll try and write a lot today.
I've not been triggered by any delusional intrusions in a week but memories of them bombard my head so they are always on my mind. I need to practice clearing them out with some mindfulness meditation. I have my T appointment this morning which we are still doing online. I like doing them online as I don't have to deal with driving there and parking. Have a peaceful day Ceara __________________ Men wanted for hazardous journey. Small wages, bitter cold, long hours of complete darkness. Safe return doubtful. Honour and recognition in event of success. -Ernest Shackleton |
SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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Student of Life
Member Since Mar 2014
Location: South America
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#794
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My advice would just be to educate yourself on what jobs are out there. It's somewhat overwhelming - the job world - but I think you could find something you like. Maybe read some books on the job world and how to define your values and things you like about work and stuff like that? __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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Poohbah
Member Since May 2016
Location: Texas USA
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#795
Had a good session with my T today; we covered a lot of ground. She wants me focusing on the here and now at present rather than talking about past issues which makes sense as long as I keep getting triggered by delusional intrusions.
__________________ Men wanted for hazardous journey. Small wages, bitter cold, long hours of complete darkness. Safe return doubtful. Honour and recognition in event of success. -Ernest Shackleton |
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Oct 2014
Location: USA
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#796
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It's weird here and I want to go home. |
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: USA
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#797
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Desoxyn, SlumberKitty
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Metaphysic
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 13,003
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#798
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cogladaid, SlumberKitty
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Metaphysic
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 13,003
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#799
I'm procrastinating trying to meditate or read. I just need to start... But I'm unsure of things...
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SlumberKitty, WastingAsparagus
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Elder
Member Since Jul 2015
Location: Nowhere
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#800
Proud of myself. I brushed my teeth this morning, worked all day, limited myself to two beers, went on a walk, resisted the urge to sleep in my clothes, washed my face, and brushed my teeth before bed.
Feeling almost normal. Now I have to repeat it all again tomorrow. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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Angelique67, Desoxyn, newtus, unsure123, WastingAsparagus
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