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Default Jun 16, 2021 at 03:35 PM
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My mom wanted to wake me up to go on a small hike this morning but I woke up really tired and muscle achy from hiking yesterday or possibly also the Moderna vaccine. The hike pushed me to my limit right before I got to the top but it was an accomplishment.

I talked to my mom about how I was feeling last night - Cabin fever, being influenced by people online to buy drugs, that I don't have the heart for cryptocurrency and just want peace and to wait until things get better.. Cuz I don't like my room.. Idk..

I see my psychiatrist on Monday and I'll get 3 months of refills for 5 meds. I haven't decided what I want to do with the Invega Trinza (Whether or not to keep it the same at 525mg or lower it to 350mg) or Dexedrine (Whether or not to keep it the same at 10mg IR or 15mg XR) but that's about it. I could mention that I have bad days but mostly I've been doing better in general.

I'm not getting dissociative panic attacks anymore so I don't need the 0.25mg of PRN clonazepams but I take one 1-2 times every 1-2 weeks to help me sleep when I'm anxious about my heart. Maybe I can just take zopiclone and add temazepam for rare occasions (Due to it's short half life) - I'll talk to my doctor about this.
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Guys can one of you text on Snapchat? I accidentally lost it

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I’m sorry SP…
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I feel weird since the perphenazine decrease

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Hey I was wondering if there’s anyway we could help Door2015 out through like a cash app or something similar? I mean if maybe we all kinda chipped in?…

She’s dealing with her mom, and being a caretaker for her mom, who recently developed Alzheimer’s. She dropped everything where she lived to move in with her mom to do that, take care of her. It’s a full time job for her at this point, and taking care of her moms dog which has been neglected due to nature of the disease. Her and her husband don’t have a way to bring in income for their small business, because they can’t get a PPP loan for their business as govt funds have stopped. She has 50 dollars in her bank.
I don’t know Door2015 but I get a paycheck on Friday so I can try.

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Default Jun 17, 2021 at 09:42 AM
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Read most of the day yesterday and had a nice visit in the evening with the family. I accidentally took my night meds this morning so I'll probably be sleeping all day.

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SP, you are in my thoughts hun

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I’m anxious about traveling. My mind keeps thinking about things that might go wrong 😔

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SP, how are you? There is a line by epicurus that goes something like, never say you lost her, only that you've given her back. I found that when I was trying to write something for my grandfather's funeral... I don't know if you can sit still and read a book, but there was a poet named Tennyson, he lost his best friend and grieved for years. He wrote a book length poem named In Memoriam, it's about science, his faith, and his great loss, him trying to come to some understanding as he wrestled with life's contradictions.
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SP would be upset with me right now if she knew I was drinking a chocolate shake. Hope she’s ok Roll Call 185

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SP would be upset with me right now if she knew I was drinking a chocolate shake. Hope she’s ok Roll Call 185
There are appropriate moments for choco shakes though = ) Unless of course, you stole it, then definitely have it, you earned it.
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I doubt SP would care with you cheat and had a milk shake every once in a while… besides she’s dealing with her mothers passing and probably has a lot on her mind.
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Yet again, the kids almost burn down the apartment… the 5 year old decided she wanted to heat up her popcorn in a metal bowl. Fffuuu
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Yet again, the kids almost burn down the apartment… the 5 year old decided she wanted to heat up her popcorn in a metal bowl. Fffuuu
When I was a kid I got burning coal from the fire and put it in the bathroom sink.. I wanted to see what happened. I burnt holes in the carpet..
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Christ work starts again tomorrow morning

My cat got outside last night and hasn't come back yet =[
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My cat got outside last night and hasn't come back yet =[
Oh you have a new cat?

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There are appropriate moments for choco shakes though = ) Unless of course, you stole it, then definitely have it, you earned it.
Cracked me up 😂

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She came back ^-;.. Her name is Angel btw - Cat I've had since age 12 (Toxoplasmosis?).

Gone for a whole day..

A cop knocked on my door this morning and said "Do you own a small black cat?" and I looked inside the cop car and there was my moms cat.. I didn't know that the cats weren't allowed outside here - We just started letting them out.
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She came back ^-;.. Her name is Angel btw - Cat I've had since age 12 (Toxoplasmosis?).

Gone for a whole day..

A cop knocked on my door this morning and said "Do you own a small black cat?" and I looked inside the cop car and there was my moms cat.. I didn't know that the cats weren't allowed outside here - We just started letting them out.
I’m going to miss my cat, Bambita. She’s been clingy more than usual, keeps talking to me with sad eyes. It feels like she knows I’m leaving. In my country cops will never worry about cats being outside. There are so many stray cats

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