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Desoxyn
We are one mind
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#661
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SlumberKitty
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The Dopamine Flux
newtus
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Member Since: Jun 2010
Location: Ardenweald
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#662
I was just joking…
Trying to see if it would perk her up…but I know nothing helps right now while someone’s in grief. Just hurts me to see her so sad. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Legendary Wise Elder
Sometimes psychotic
Typo queen !
Member Since: May 2013
Location: Chicago
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#663
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Thanks Job, I will try to find it, maybe for the weekend though. I have to work but it’s mostly craft projects so I can’t be crying etc which reading has made me do in the past. It was funny well sort of when I got in the car after work that song save your tears for another day came on. Anyway we are also having the summer reading challenge which they have decided for staff that if you win you get a day off paid which is awesome.also I read a couple of books on grief and one called when breath becomes air has really helped. It’s about an MD who died of cancer and spoiler he dies before finishing the book but the insights he has in his last days are really helpful. The suddenness of the death conveys how it really is, and his wife finishes the book from her perspective. But one of the things he says is one more glass of wine with someone won’t make you love them more. Basically there is never enough time and doing one more thing together won’t make them love you more because it’s already at a maximum love Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk __________________ Hugs! |
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The Dopamine Flux
newtus
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Location: Ardenweald
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#664
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That’s beautifully said, thank you. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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SlumberKitty
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Sometimes psychotic
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The Dopamine Flux
newtus
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Location: Ardenweald
Posts: 43,644
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#665
I can’t stop hearing voices
__________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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newtus
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Location: Ardenweald
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#666
I’m leaving this world and going into vr today
What should I play? __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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cogladaid
is feeling more stable
Member Since: Jul 2015
Location: Nowhere
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#667
Yesterday I was at the liquor store buying some wine and tequila. Usually my sister would pack and help carry stuff but because of restrictions only one person allowed per household in the store.
So I paid, and I got so anxious packing up because there were people waiting. I was shaking and almost felt like I was going to have a panic attack but I managed to get packed and carried out my stuff. But ugh I’m just frustrated by social anxiety. I need to not care what people behind me are thinking. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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Angelique67
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Location: USA
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#668
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Angelique67
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Location: USA
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#669
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SlumberKitty
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Sometimes psychotic
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Poohbah
Ceara1010
Is doing much better
Member Since: May 2016
Location: Texas USA
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#670
Was really out of it yesterday because I mistakenly took my night meds in the morning. I slept much of the day on the couch. I feel much better this morning, anxiety-wise, too. I will be hanging out with my sister this afternoon.
SP just wanted to let you know you are in my thoughts today. __________________ Men wanted for hazardous journey. Small wages, bitter cold, long hours of complete darkness. Safe return doubtful. Honour and recognition in event of success. -Ernest Shackleton |
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SlumberKitty
is staying stable.
Member Since: Jul 2018
Location: CA
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#671
Work is going to be long and boring today. I best come up with something to do!
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Comfy Sedation
junkDNA
endless ocean landing on an endless desert
Member Since: Sep 2012
Location: the woods
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#672
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Princess Tutu
Erti
is rocking out to babymetal
Member Since: Jun 2011
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#673
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Also another time the oldest turn on the stove with a plastic plate on the burner. It had chicken on it so idk what he was thinking? He thought he warm up the chicken to eat. |
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SlumberKitty
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#674
Helen (new cat) is doing better. She is taking her medicine like a champ now and last night she slept on my lap for about 45 minutes while I was in the living room. Introducing her to Amelia didn't go so well. Amelia was scared and wanted out of there. Helen just looked at her and didn't respond. I rewarded Amelia for meeting Helen with food but she's been pretty scarce around the house since she realized she's not the only cat there. She did sniff under Helen's door this morning which I took as a good sign.
Helen just wants to stay in her safe zone in the spare bedroom but I have to work on getting her to find safe zones in other areas of the house, particularly because my sister is coming for my birthday at the end of the month and Helen will need to vacate the room. So I have been trying to help her explore the house. I think it's hard with the Elizabeth collar on. She bumps into stuff and then backs up awkwardly and then starts again. Unfortunately, the Elizabeth collar can't come off until the 24th so she still has a ways. This weekend I plan to work on Helen getting out of the room more, since I won't be at work. I plan to make that my number 1 priority. And she didn't make as big of a mess with her litter last night. She still managed to get a fair bit out of the box but it wasn't as huge of a pile as it was the past two days. So she's coming along. The nap on my lap was the best last night! Rarely would Esther sit with me on my lap like that. And Amelia has done so infrequently, usually in the morning when no one else is up. But for Helen to do so when Mom and Dad and Emma were in the room too was pure gold. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
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Angelique67
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Location: USA
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#675
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Angelique67
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Member Since: Oct 2014
Location: USA
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#676
I have to put my new clothes in the laundry but I haven't put my name in them yet. They will put paper tape name tags in my stuff after that. They're dark blue so I can use a silver sharpie and feel less dismay at ruining them. Not sure how I'll handle the lighter shaded colors that I can't use silver in. I don't know.
Every day I have minor anxiety about name tags, showers, etc. I finally had an easy opportunity to get my hair cut on Monday but I was too afraid to step up. So it's still a long mess annoying me. I have a lot of anxiety about food and candy and my weight. |
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SlumberKitty
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#677
HUGS Angelique67 I'm sorry about the anxiety
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Angelique67
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#678
My friend will be going back to NYC starting in September. I feel sick about it. I try to remind myself that he was living in NYC before the past two years, but he had my apartment to sleep in. He will be getting rid of my apartment before September I guess. If I want to go back I guess I could try but as I get older my health will be in worse shape and I might not be able to manage living alone. I still can't take the stairs alone.
If I want to live independently I'd better start whatever I have to do. Hopefully someone can help me with the stairs when I have med appointments. My friend was coming every time I had an appointment before I got committed until the horrible day I refused to go to the pdoc, and he was so mad at me he called an ambulance on me. And I ended up here. September is really close. Moving out will be a major undertaking. I don't know what to do. |
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Angelique67
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#679
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SlumberKitty
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Legendary Wise Elder
Sometimes psychotic
Typo queen !
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Location: Chicago
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#680
I know they play it a lot but that song save your tears for another day was on first thing when I started the car both last night and this morning but it so seemed like a sign. Like my mom was letting me know she was ok.
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