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Desoxyn · Jul 24, 2021 at 07:31 PM

My hypersomnia is gone pretty much. I complained about it to all souls but no one cared lol

newtus · Jul 24, 2021 at 07:59 PM

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My sister is moving out and the 3 bedroom costed 2100 a month excluding utilities. I moved with my mom into a 2 bedroom for 700 including utilities + I have a bigger room and closer to town - 5 minute walk to work.

So money will be saved ^-^

Then in 1-2 years, we'll move to the East coast and my dad will be retired so I could live with him idk.. I could go school.. But my brain cell is too tired for that now idk. I'm too scared to make connections or travel anymore. I need IRL friends..

So I'm chill for now.. Play guitar/piano maybe, podcasts, reading, learning, crypto, maybe games, videos, exercise.. conspiracies, talking to people, online courses, keto, neuroscience, technology, spirituality/philosophy/meditation, little bit of drugs etc

My life is very simple or no.. I'm ok with it. I will try ^-;

All those hobby sound like my life LOL that’s what I do all day sometimes

Job 30 26 · Jul 25, 2021 at 12:06 PM

Yesterday I rode the dragon for 11 hours. WOW what a day. I haven't felt like that in 9 years. I had so many great experiences. DId a lot of work on my story, watched Risky business with my friend (what a perfect movie) watched SP paint!, Watched patterns, designs, colors everywhere in nature. Friend took me driving, that was a rush on the highway. DId PTSD work. Listened to so many great songs. What a day that was.

Blue_Bird · Jul 25, 2021 at 01:21 PM

I feel stressed. I feel like the government and people around my apartment are out to get me

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Blue_Bird · Jul 25, 2021 at 03:30 PM

Having some chocolate peanut butter ice cream

Blue_Bird · Jul 25, 2021 at 03:36 PM

My sister got me these cat butt magnets, it looks like they’re coming out of the fridge 😂

Blue_Bird · Jul 25, 2021 at 07:34 PM

I feel like

Possible trigger:

ending my life

but I'm not capable of trying to do it anymore. I can't bring myself to try like I used to. Even though I want to be dead. So I'm stuck being alive for however many years.

**** everything, I don't want to go to hell

WastingAsparagus · Jul 25, 2021 at 08:09 PM

Do you guys think that Buspar is good for anxiety? Anyone here tried it? I am thinking of going off of Klonopin and trying Buspar.

WastingAsparagus · Jul 25, 2021 at 08:10 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I feel like

Possible trigger:

ending my life

but I'm not capable of trying to do it anymore. I can't bring myself to try like I used to. Even though I want to be dead. So I'm stuck being alive for however many years.

**** everything, I don't want to go to hell

I hope you find some meaning in life! It's hard sometimes, I get it, but finding meaning is ideal. Sending positive vibes your way!

Desoxyn · Jul 25, 2021 at 08:18 PM

Soundgarden Black Hole Sun With Lyrics - YouTube

Sometimes psychotic · Jul 25, 2021 at 08:27 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I feel like

Possible trigger:

ending my life

but I'm not capable of trying to do it anymore. I can't bring myself to try like I used to. Even though I want to be dead. So I'm stuck being alive for however many years.

**** everything, I don't want to go to hell

Bluebird, we all love you here. I hope you feel better soon. Do you know why you’re feeling so bad?

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12AM · Jul 25, 2021 at 08:51 PM

I hope I don’t sound like a boomer but if you’re in your 20s and you’re struggling, please just keep going. Everything will be better over time if you just keep going. By keep going doesn’t mean you have to keep trying to be better all the time, no, it simply means to keep living. Take a break if you need to, take a rest, cry if you have to. At one point in life a new opportunity will come, be ready and grab it. It might scare you, you might be doubting yourself, but take it. My childhood was rough, my 20s were rough too, you guys know my story. But I kept going and took an opportunity when it, to my shock, came out of nowhere. Came from a place I didn’t expect and during the time when I already lost hope. Now I am in a better place. Keep going, help is on the way, the universe right now is conspiring to lift you up. Love you guys

Blue_Bird · Jul 25, 2021 at 09:04 PM

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Bluebird, we all love you here. I hope you feel better soon. Do you know why you’re feeling so bad?

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Thank you!

I'm not sure but I think it may be because it's the end of my abilify injection. Like I used to get like this when I was on invega at the end of the month, like it wore off the last few days till I get my injection again. I get my abilify shot tomorrow afternoon.

I'm also stressed about some things and a little paranoid about a few things.

Sometimes psychotic · Jul 25, 2021 at 09:18 PM

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Thank you!

I'm not sure but I think it may be because it's the end of my abilify injection. Like I used to get like this when I was on invega at the end of the month, like it wore off the last few days till I get my injection again. I get my abilify shot tomorrow afternoon.

I'm also stressed about some things and a little paranoid about a few things.

Yeah Abilify has some great AD qualities......could they space your injection closer?

WastingAsparagus · Jul 25, 2021 at 11:12 PM

Just realized I need to stay up later. It is when I get my best work done.

WastingAsparagus · Jul 25, 2021 at 11:13 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Yeah Abilify has some great AD qualities......could they space your injection closer?

Yes, I can attest to Abilify's AD qualities. Amazing, really. I was in the throes of a depressive episode earlier this year and Abilify helped me get out of it. Really amazing.

Blue_Bird · Jul 26, 2021 at 10:23 AM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Yeah Abilify has some great AD qualities......could they space your injection closer?

I'll see about that when I talk to my doctor next month

Blue_Bird · Jul 26, 2021 at 10:26 AM

I should be able to come off the rest of the perphenazine next month, then maybe come off the wellbutrin as well. Then I'd just be on zoloft, trileptal, abilify, and thorazine

Blue_Bird · Jul 26, 2021 at 10:27 AM

Has anyone heard from Angelique ?

Blue_Bird · Jul 26, 2021 at 10:28 AM

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Just realized I need to stay up later. It is when I get my best work done.

I seem to be more productive at night as well, when I was taking college classes that's when I did most of my studying and assignments. I'd stay up drinking coffee and doing that. During the daytime I don't have as much motivation

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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,980 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,908 hugs given	Jul 24, 2021 at 07:31 PM #561 My hypersomnia is gone pretty much. I complained about it to all souls but no one cared lol
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,723 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Jul 25, 2021 at 01:21 PM #564 I feel stressed. I feel like the government and people around my apartment are out to get me Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,723 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Jul 25, 2021 at 03:30 PM #565 Having some chocolate peanut butter ice cream __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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WastingAsparagus Student of Life Member Since Mar 2014 Location: South America Posts: 4,658 10 2,911 hugs given	Jul 25, 2021 at 08:09 PM #568 Do you guys think that Buspar is good for anxiety? Anyone here tried it? I am thinking of going off of Klonopin and trying Buspar. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,980 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,908 hugs given	Jul 25, 2021 at 08:18 PM #570 Soundgarden Black Hole Sun With Lyrics - YouTube
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WastingAsparagus Student of Life Member Since Mar 2014 Location: South America Posts: 4,658 10 2,911 hugs given	Jul 25, 2021 at 11:12 PM #575 Just realized I need to stay up later. It is when I get my best work done. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,723 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Jul 26, 2021 at 10:27 AM #579 Has anyone heard from Angelique ? __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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