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Default Jul 31, 2021 at 03:47 PM
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I think I have a stomach flu

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Default Jul 31, 2021 at 05:50 PM
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Ok fine I admit I'm a little upset and need help.. But I'm still ok without it for now. I just need to get out of these damn habits!!
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Garrr raaahhh

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Default Jul 31, 2021 at 08:23 PM
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I can never just calm down and relax yknow. I never have enough dopamine.
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I think I have a stomach flu

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Yeah, I am, thanks, I've just been really exhausted all day, had a lot of gastrointestinal issues... and also stomach cramps. Plus on top of that my legs are really sore from repeatedly squatting down and picking up trash around the property for an hour yesterday at the apartment cleanup/lunch thing.

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Default Jul 31, 2021 at 08:49 PM
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I'm hoping I feel better by tomorrow. Because my sister is dropping off food from that place. If not, I'll just save the food and reheat it Monday.

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Yeah, I am, thanks, I've just been really exhausted all day, had a lot of gastrointestinal issues... and also stomach cramps. Plus on top of that my legs are really sore from repeatedly squatting down and picking up trash around the property for an hour yesterday at the apartment cleanup/lunch thing.

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Ok fine I admit I'm a little upset and need help.. But I'm still ok without it for now. I just need to get out of these damn habits!!
What's going on bub

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I got 2 whole racks of ribs for free from work. Omg that is so many ribs

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Default Jul 31, 2021 at 10:44 PM
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I've been taking Buspar for anxiety. I think it's keeping me up at night though.

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I'm in the hell realm. It's possible that the "Sensi Wizard" sativa strain is scrambling what ever is inside my head.. I'll try 2 stop.

I need to be grateful, loving and manifest peace and help people in a less alarming way.. My cat is sitting with me and I think: "Animals are such empathetic majestic beautiful creatures.. Why do people abuse them.. There's people like that out there..".

The news has messed me up.. And my habits.. I'm exhausted from social isolation.. It's been this way for a dozen years. I just need to ground myself. I feel a little depressed - But I always have been.

I've been feeling less emotions than usual. I feel like everything I say or do is wrong and that I can't even articulate/speak to people cuz I've been living under a rock for so long. People used to ask me "How are you?" and I'd say "Good..." and never say "How are you?" back. Now I do - But so many other social rules I have to learn.

It's an interesting life for sure. I think everyone is interesting.. It would be nice to feel OK for once. I'm not buying drugs.. I've saving my money, doing so well and responsible, aware, organized.. It's like everything I ever wanted. But now everyone is dealing with madness..

I think even the smallest thing can push me off the edge. When I try to solve a problem, I start with the least likely way of dealing with it first - Like eating the crust first and leaving the actual bread in the middle for last.. I'm like a picking things apart person.. Sorry idk what I'm saying..

I need to feel comfortable. But I don't. I just feel endless unsettled feelings. I felt like this when I took a break from the hospital and went on a vacation in Mexico.. I needed those Marlboro cigarettes.. I wanted the alcohol. I ended up lying on a reclining chair and throwing up.. It didn't feel real. Just stress.

Constant stress.. I think about meditating - But then I read, then listen to music and think "I should study philosophy.. But it's never ending, psychology.. Like bonobos, neuroscience.. But there's the hard problem of consciousness, cryptography.. But the government is cracking down on the thing, Netflix.. But it's all political.. Things like music, psychedelics, art/drawing.. I just go into a little bit of things..

Even though I pick things apart for the prize, I don't KNOW where things will lead me to - And it's a stressful process. The conjectures are killing me.. And what the people on the video chat said - If I said that I was autistic, they would have treated me nicer.. Identity is stupid because it's categorizing when everyone has subjective views on things - Like fear of swimming.. Someone with that might not like fish.. Idk..

I'm trying... lol ^-;
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Default Jul 31, 2021 at 10:55 PM
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I cannot handle this Buspar stuff. It's giving me a headache and making me sweat excessively.

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Made a tumeric and chamomile tea... Should be relaxing sigh
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Default Aug 01, 2021 at 12:49 PM
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I woke up feeling a lot better today. I slept a lot but I think I needed it since I felt so bad physically yesterday.

My sister is going to drop off takeout for me later

I’m gonna have to wait on buying the coffee table and bookcase, I had to pay off the last of what I owed my college ($84). But I did get the mini artificial succulents

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Default Aug 01, 2021 at 01:05 PM
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I’m getting Buffalo wings, fries, and honeydew bubble tea

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Here's the food, so delicious
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Tomorrow I have an in-person appointment with my therapists, Tuesday I’m getting my monthly injection, and next Sunday I’m going to my friends house to hang out.

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We took my nan out for a nice meal today. She hasn't quite been right since my uncle passed away. She seemed a bit happier today though.
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Busy day today at work. I feel better today but still scared.
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