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Blue_Bird · Aug 15, 2021 at 05:31 PM

My 3rd cousin I discovered through the 23andMe ancestry DNA test sent me a message. I have no clue who she is since we're so distantly related but she is trying to find information for her family tree. and was wondering how we were connected. I have no clue, I never met my grandparents on either side of my family. On my mom's side they died before I was born and I only know one of their names, on my father's side, well he wasn't in my life, left when I was a few months old. so I never actually spent any time with my grandparents on that side, though I have my grandmother from his side and him as friends on Facebook. I don't know my grandfather's name from that side. He died a long time ago I guess.

Anyway, I am glad I did the DNA test, the results were interesting, and it's also interesting getting notifications of new relatives discovered who just joined/did the test themselves.

We share a pair of great great Grandparents

newtus · Aug 15, 2021 at 05:56 PM

My fall setup so far haha but I got sunflowers

Sometimes psychotic · Aug 15, 2021 at 05:59 PM

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My fall setup so far haha but I got sunflowers

Beautiful...I’m already setting up Halloween in acnh.......

Blue_Bird · Aug 15, 2021 at 06:51 PM

I’m reading about climate change and how global crop failures are expected to happen in the next few years, billions dying in the next 20 , and earth being completely inhabitable by 2075. It’s making me anxious. I’d be in my early 80’s by then.

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Blue_Bird · 08:02 PM

Ugh I’m craving a cappuccino but I already had one earlier today. Too many calories. Or edible peanut butter cookie dough for one

The robitussin didn’t help my cough. So I guess I’ll take some DayQuil tomorrow and see how that goes

Edit/m: I had that edible peanut butter cookie dough. It was so good but now I feel guilty about eating it.

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junkDNA · Aug 15, 2021 at 08:37 PM

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Also why do therapists have so much authority? Ha.

It's a power dynamic that is very unique and unlike any other relationship

junkDNA · Aug 15, 2021 at 08:39 PM

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Possible trigger:

sorry for tmi, I have diarrhea now, I had it earlier in the morning but it just came back this afternoon. I’m freaked out/worrying about Covid even if I am vaccinated

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I think you should consider getting tested even tho you're vaccinated. Then you know for sure and know that you need to quarantine

Blue_Bird · Aug 16, 2021 at 08:49 AM

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I think you should consider getting tested even tho you're vaccinated. Then you know for sure and know that you need to quarantine

I just talked to my care manager. She’s gonna arrange transportation for me to get tested.

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Desoxyn · Aug 16, 2021 at 09:40 AM

What is the Invega exactly doing for me and why does my family urge me to take it. It's ridiculous.

I'm asking to lower it. If he doesn't, I will stop taking it once the 9 weeks are over.

I honestly don't think it's a big deal. I think I'm cured of schizophrenia from the 4-AcO-DMT.

I only agreed to the diagnosis because of the negative symptoms. I didn't agree about the positive symptoms like "Delusions of persecution" - Isn't that just paranoia? I'm sure I was just speaking nonsense because I was desperate for help. And the voices? I said that most of them were hypnotic voices. So yeah.

Anyways I'm off to work. I need to be nicer to myself. I'm so alone.

Blue_Bird · Aug 16, 2021 at 10:11 AM

I called and talked to the nurse at my psychiatrists office. She’s gonna let my doctor know I’m having a lot of trouble sleeping and see if I can increase the chlorpromazine (Thorazine) back to 400mg.

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Sometimes psychotic · Aug 16, 2021 at 10:29 AM

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What is the Invega exactly doing for me and why does my family urge me to take it. It's ridiculous.

I'm asking to lower it. If he doesn't, I will stop taking it once the 9 weeks are over.

I honestly don't think it's a big deal. I think I'm cured of schizophrenia from the 4-AcO-DMT.

I only agreed to the diagnosis because of the negative symptoms. I didn't agree about the positive symptoms like "Delusions of persecution" - Isn't that just paranoia? I'm sure I was just speaking nonsense because I was desperate for help. And the voices? I said that most of them were hypnotic voices. So yeah.

Anyways I'm off to work. I need to be nicer to myself. I'm so alone.

Hugs desoxyn...

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Blue_Bird · Aug 16, 2021 at 12:03 PM

My care manager is going to call the transportation company and try to get me in to CVS to get tested today, she said it would probably be around 3 or 4pm if they can do it today. If not it will be tomorrow. She just called me and is going to text me the details.

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Blue_Bird · Aug 16, 2021 at 12:16 PM

She got me an appointment at for a drive through Covid test, it’s going to be on Wednesday the 18th. So I guess I’ll just stay inside until then.

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SlumberKitty · Aug 16, 2021 at 12:59 PM

HUGS Blue_Bird

HUGS Desoxyn

SlumberKitty · Aug 16, 2021 at 01:04 PM

Hi Peeps. I'm okay. Just a little down for some reason. I feel deflated. Not that I was feeling good yesterday or anything. Too much stress probably.

I'm paying off some debt. Doing a bank transfer tomorrow. This is good, it just means I won't have much in my savings account. But I should start being able to put some money into my savings account because I will be saving money on the payments. I want to start putting some into my IRA too. I've had to pull some out for my sister and when I wasn't working full time last year due to COVID. So I want to get it repaid. So I am working on that.

Just down. I don't know. Maybe suicidal. Not feeling well. Planning on going to Disneyland this Saturday. Not sure I should go because of the Delta Variant even though I am vaccinated. I already bought the non-refundable ticket but I am not sure I should go. I want to go but.......I'm debating.

HUGS to everyone.

SlumberKitty · Aug 16, 2021 at 01:04 PM

newtus I hope your obgyn appointment goes well today!

Desoxyn · Aug 16, 2021 at 02:30 PM

God I hope I don't have a fatal skin disorder. That's just what I need yknow to die a miserable death. They could be no-see-um bites.

Google gave me 2-3 years to live so how am I supposed to focus on crypto etc lol

Blue_Bird · Aug 16, 2021 at 02:50 PM

I think neighbors are outside talking about me, I think they’re trying to get me kicked out

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Desoxyn · Aug 16, 2021 at 03:08 PM

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I think neighbors are outside talking about me, I think they’re trying to get me kicked out

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Impossible!..

Blue_Bird · Aug 16, 2021 at 03:13 PM

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Impossible!..

Definitely not impossible. I heard my name and can tell by the tone of their voices. They are always trying to come up with ways to get me kicked out.

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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,987 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Aug 16, 2021 at 02:30 PM #1037 God I hope I don't have a fatal skin disorder. That's just what I need yknow to die a miserable death. They could be no-see-um bites. Google gave me 2-3 years to live so how am I supposed to focus on crypto etc lol
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