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Desoxyn · Aug 16, 2021 at 03:23 PM

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Definitely not impossible. I heard my name and can tell by the tone of their voices. They are always trying to come up with ways to get me kicked out.

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They need to get a life

SlumberKitty · Aug 16, 2021 at 03:24 PM

Blue_Bird, certainly the management would have some say. You showed up to the clean up the apartment complex, that's a point in your favor and you keep a clean apartment, that's a point in your favor. Let the neighbors gossip all they want. They aren't in charge. You're going to get through the inspection just fine, with flying colors. No one is going to kick you out. You're too fantastic!

Blue_Bird · Aug 16, 2021 at 03:27 PM

Thank you SlumberKitty and Desoxyn

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Blue_Bird · Aug 16, 2021 at 05:18 PM

I finally showered after 4 days without one

Ceara1010 · Aug 16, 2021 at 05:21 PM

I haven't posted in a little while. I think it's just been stress and anxiety. It seems like my last post was about my new little dog who was very sick early Tuesday morning. I got her to the vet who thinks it's just a problem with her diet. So I've got her on boiled chicken now which she really likes.

I had some trouble with anxiety over the weekend, particularly since my fridge died on my Saturday. Maintenance came and fixed it today, although I've had to throw a lot of stuff out anyway. (I was mostly worried about my dog's food which has to be refrigerated.)

I had some delusional intrusions today which triggered me and I had to take a couple of my Loranzapams (read: generic Ativan) It helped a lot and I feel calm now. My pdoc has increased my dosage from .5mg to 1mg and it's made all the difference. (I still have some .5mg tabs left so I take two of those.)

This evening I'll read and maybe watch a little TV. Try to stay calm and avoid delusional intrusions.

Hope everyone had a peaceful day.

childofchaos831 · Aug 16, 2021 at 05:44 PM

I'm finding it hard to tell what is delusional or hallucinations and what is reality at this point... I think most of the time it is reality, but it is so hard to tell.

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Desoxyn · Aug 16, 2021 at 05:54 PM

The CBD weed soothes me for now

junkDNA · Aug 16, 2021 at 07:05 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Definitely not impossible. I heard my name and can tell by the tone of their voices. They are always trying to come up with ways to get me kicked out.

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I used to hear people's voices talking abt me.. Like in person. It was really hard to deal with. Even if they're not voices that's rough. I'm sorry

junkDNA · Aug 16, 2021 at 07:05 PM

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I finally showered after 4 days without one

Me too! Feels good

Blue_Bird · Aug 16, 2021 at 07:14 PM

I’m not sure about

Possible trigger:

the diarrhea but I’m starting to think the dry coughing may be a flare up of my silent GERD. I had a similar cough last time I dealt with it. The gastrointestinal problems were still going on until this afternoon but have stopped now.

so I don’t know if I should still get tested or not for Covid but the appointment is already made, I guess I should go just to be 100% sure I don’t have it and am contagious? Idk.

I’ll have to make an appointment with my primary care doctor to see about getting back on meds for GERD. I was on a med for it last year, I forget what it was called, Zantac maybe? Idk but whatever I was on was recalled because it was linked to cancer.

Blue_Bird · Aug 16, 2021 at 08:10 PM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

I used to hear people's voices talking abt me.. Like in person. It was really hard to deal with. Even if they're not voices that's rough. I'm sorry

Thanks, it's usually my paranoia/delusions, I have barely slept the past few days so that's not helping.

Desoxyn · Aug 17, 2021 at 01:18 PM

I know that there's going to be a lot of things in life that I'll have to deal with and I'm not prepared.

I find it nice that I'm on all of these meds but not an antidepressant lol - That's pretty uncommon I think.. Well maybe cuz I take phenibut.

SlumberKitty · Aug 17, 2021 at 01:47 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

I know that there's going to be a lot of things in life that I'll have to deal with and I'm not prepared.

Me too......

Blue_Bird · Aug 17, 2021 at 01:55 PM

My apartment case manager told me they’re having a cookout Thursday morning. I’ll go I guess if my Covid test comes back negative. I was gonna cancel it but I should probably get it since I’m still coughing a lot and having gastrointestinal issues a bit. They might not even be related. It may just be random. And the cough might be from GERD. I don’t know for sure though so it would be good to rule out Covid.

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newtus · Aug 17, 2021 at 03:07 PM

Yesterday my OB/GYN appointment went well but all they did was take down history. I guess next week is going to be the sonogram which is fine I guess I’m just a little bit worried about baby.

WastingAsparagus · Aug 17, 2021 at 03:36 PM

I am good today. I think Klonopin causes some weird euphoric feeling for me and I can't get words out right sometimes. That's why I am trying to go down on it. I am on 1 mg today. (Down from 1.5 mg).

Ceara1010 · Aug 17, 2021 at 05:26 PM

I'm going to a Rifftrax Live performance tonight with my sister. These are the people that did Mystery Science Theatre 3000 on the SciFi channel back in the day which you may or may not know about. They are doing the performance in Nashville, I think, and it will be streamed live to theatres all over the country. The movie they are going to riff is Hobgoblins. It should be a lot of fun.

I've mostly had an anxiety-free day, at least if you don't count this morning when I threw up twice. So the morning was rough but the rest of the day has been calm so that is something. (I did not need a Loranzapam today.) I practiced my artwork for the most of the afternoon and now I'm winding down the day. My dad is going to dog sit Luka while I'm at the movie so I'll be heading over there in a bit--I'm getting there early so we have a little time to visit and my sister will be meeting me there.

Hope everyone has had a peaceful day and has peaceful evening.

WastingAsparagus · Aug 17, 2021 at 07:53 PM

Sent an invoice to a client. Helps my morale a little bit

WastingAsparagus · Aug 17, 2021 at 07:53 PM

Also it's really windy right now where I am. Have to stay inside.

Blue_Bird · Aug 17, 2021 at 08:02 PM

I’m so unsatisfied with my body. It’s all I think about. Obsess over really.

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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,743 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Aug 16, 2021 at 03:27 PM #1043 Thank you SlumberKitty and Desoxyn Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,743 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Aug 16, 2021 at 05:18 PM #1044 I finally showered after 4 days without one __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,987 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Aug 17, 2021 at 01:18 PM #1052 I know that there's going to be a lot of things in life that I'll have to deal with and I'm not prepared. I find it nice that I'm on all of these meds but not an antidepressant lol - That's pretty uncommon I think.. Well maybe cuz I take phenibut.
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WastingAsparagus Student of Life Member Since Mar 2014 Location: South America Posts: 4,658 10 2,911 hugs given	Aug 17, 2021 at 03:36 PM #1056 I am good today. I think Klonopin causes some weird euphoric feeling for me and I can't get words out right sometimes. That's why I am trying to go down on it. I am on 1 mg today. (Down from 1.5 mg). __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”
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WastingAsparagus Student of Life Member Since Mar 2014 Location: South America Posts: 4,658 10 2,911 hugs given	Aug 17, 2021 at 07:53 PM #1058 Sent an invoice to a client. Helps my morale a little bit __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”
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WastingAsparagus Student of Life Member Since Mar 2014 Location: South America Posts: 4,658 10 2,911 hugs given	Aug 17, 2021 at 07:53 PM #1059 Also it's really windy right now where I am. Have to stay inside. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,743 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Aug 17, 2021 at 08:02 PM #1060 I’m so unsatisfied with my body. It’s all I think about. Obsess over really. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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