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#1041
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#1042
Blue_Bird, certainly the management would have some say. You showed up to the clean up the apartment complex, that's a point in your favor and you keep a clean apartment, that's a point in your favor. Let the neighbors gossip all they want. They aren't in charge. You're going to get through the inspection just fine, with flying colors. No one is going to kick you out. You're too fantastic!
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#1043
Thank you SlumberKitty and Desoxyn
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#1044
I finally showered after 4 days without one
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Poohbah
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#1045
I haven't posted in a little while. I think it's just been stress and anxiety. It seems like my last post was about my new little dog who was very sick early Tuesday morning. I got her to the vet who thinks it's just a problem with her diet. So I've got her on boiled chicken now which she really likes.
I had some trouble with anxiety over the weekend, particularly since my fridge died on my Saturday. Maintenance came and fixed it today, although I've had to throw a lot of stuff out anyway. (I was mostly worried about my dog's food which has to be refrigerated.) I had some delusional intrusions today which triggered me and I had to take a couple of my Loranzapams (read: generic Ativan) It helped a lot and I feel calm now. My pdoc has increased my dosage from .5mg to 1mg and it's made all the difference. (I still have some .5mg tabs left so I take two of those.) This evening I'll read and maybe watch a little TV. Try to stay calm and avoid delusional intrusions. Hope everyone had a peaceful day. __________________ Men wanted for hazardous journey. Small wages, bitter cold, long hours of complete darkness. Safe return doubtful. Honour and recognition in event of success. -Ernest Shackleton |
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#1046
I'm finding it hard to tell what is delusional or hallucinations and what is reality at this point... I think most of the time it is reality, but it is so hard to tell.
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#1047
The CBD weed soothes me for now
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#1048
I used to hear people's voices talking abt me.. Like in person. It was really hard to deal with. Even if they're not voices that's rough. I'm sorry
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#1049
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#1050
I’m not sure about
Possible trigger:
I’ll have to make an appointment with my primary care doctor to see about getting back on meds for GERD. I was on a med for it last year, I forget what it was called, Zantac maybe? Idk but whatever I was on was recalled because it was linked to cancer. __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#1051
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Metaphysic
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#1052
I know that there's going to be a lot of things in life that I'll have to deal with and I'm not prepared.
I find it nice that I'm on all of these meds but not an antidepressant lol - That's pretty uncommon I think.. Well maybe cuz I take phenibut. |
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#1053
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#1054
My apartment case manager told me they’re having a cookout Thursday morning. I’ll go I guess if my Covid test comes back negative. I was gonna cancel it but I should probably get it since I’m still coughing a lot and having gastrointestinal issues a bit. They might not even be related. It may just be random. And the cough might be from GERD. I don’t know for sure though so it would be good to rule out Covid.
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#1055
Yesterday my OB/GYN appointment went well but all they did was take down history. I guess next week is going to be the sonogram which is fine I guess I’m just a little bit worried about baby.
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#1056
I am good today. I think Klonopin causes some weird euphoric feeling for me and I can't get words out right sometimes. That's why I am trying to go down on it. I am on 1 mg today. (Down from 1.5 mg).
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Poohbah
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#1057
I'm going to a Rifftrax Live performance tonight with my sister. These are the people that did Mystery Science Theatre 3000 on the SciFi channel back in the day which you may or may not know about. They are doing the performance in Nashville, I think, and it will be streamed live to theatres all over the country. The movie they are going to riff is Hobgoblins. It should be a lot of fun.
I've mostly had an anxiety-free day, at least if you don't count this morning when I threw up twice. So the morning was rough but the rest of the day has been calm so that is something. (I did not need a Loranzapam today.) I practiced my artwork for the most of the afternoon and now I'm winding down the day. My dad is going to dog sit Luka while I'm at the movie so I'll be heading over there in a bit--I'm getting there early so we have a little time to visit and my sister will be meeting me there. Hope everyone has had a peaceful day and has peaceful evening. __________________ Men wanted for hazardous journey. Small wages, bitter cold, long hours of complete darkness. Safe return doubtful. Honour and recognition in event of success. -Ernest Shackleton |
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#1058
Sent an invoice to a client. Helps my morale a little bit
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#1059
Also it's really windy right now where I am. Have to stay inside.
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#1060
I’m so unsatisfied with my body. It’s all I think about. Obsess over really.
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