Roll Call 187

newtus · Sep 18, 2021 at 07:42 PM

I’ve been staying up most of the day, last 3 days. Probably cuz excited about moving.

junkDNA · Sep 18, 2021 at 08:29 PM

Feel awful awful awful....

newtus · Sep 18, 2021 at 08:30 PM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

Feel awful awful awful....

Omg you ok???

Seriously. There’s more people dying around me (acquaintances). So scared

newtus · Sep 18, 2021 at 08:31 PM

Have so much on my mind lately. Idk what to do. Both positive and negative stuff. It’s overwhelming to say the least

junkDNA · Sep 18, 2021 at 08:55 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Omg you ok???

Seriously. There’s more people dying around me (acquaintances). So scared

I'm okay. Rly tired of being sick. It's been a week now. It's starting to affect my mental health

Angelique67 · Sep 18, 2021 at 10:05 PM

There was no

today. I'm starting to worry they'll discontinue smoking here soon.

My headphones

are charging. I couldn't find my cheap ear phones. So nervous.

Angelique67 · Sep 18, 2021 at 10:16 PM

I'm worried they're tacking on another 2 weeks of lockdown. Because everything was chaotic here for 2 weeks. I really wish I could go home for a vacation with my vape.

Angelique67 · Sep 18, 2021 at 10:19 PM

I hope my former neighbors will rot in hell. For all the hell they put me through.

Angelique67 · Sep 18, 2021 at 10:24 PM

I'm worrying the

stole some of my nail polish. I haven't done my nails in I don't know how long.

I shouldn't spam roll call, sorry. Headphones will be ready in 5 minutes.

Desoxyn · Sep 18, 2021 at 11:15 PM

What a day.. I could write for hours but I'm exhausted so I'll just leave it at that. I listened to a bit of a podcast at work, came home and had insights about planning things - Neurogenesis working cuz of the mush, my mom talking with my sister and dad on the phone, I smoked way too much plant and had 100-200 insights - I forget them all.. If I was an engineer and needed ideas then maybe I'd smoke it but I'm not smoking it anymore. My mom told me she's feeling very grateful about things and where we live right now. I was watching a video about gratitude on YouTube - I'll try and practice it for a few days and see what it's all about (I think the reason that I feel so good before going to sleep is cuz I'm grateful about things). The election in a few days is scary to me though. Work tomorrow. Have good dreams all!

Desoxyn · Sep 19, 2021 at 11:31 AM

Heart palps while drifting into dream land

Blue_Bird · Sep 19, 2021 at 11:45 AM

My sister is supposed to be coming over later

I'm going to start taking walks outside more often, because the weather is getting nice and fall is a great time to be outside. Plus the treadmill isn't working right now for some reason

Blue_Bird · Sep 19, 2021 at 12:29 PM

Hard to believe I've been a member here for 8 years. Since 2013. I was 19 years old then. 27 years old now. Time flies

12AM · Sep 19, 2021 at 01:08 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Hard to believe I've been a member here for 8 years. Since 2013. I was 19 years old then. 27 years old now. Time flies

I joined 6 years ago. I was 28 and was in an abusive relationship 😂 Funny thing is I googled a question like 1-2 years before I joined, and I found SP answering someone else’s question that was similar with mine here 😂

Blue_Bird · Sep 19, 2021 at 01:34 PM

My sister isn't going to be able to come today because she's busy I guess. Kinda disappointed but I understand. So I made plans with her to go over to her place the weekend of Halloween, and I'll bring some chocolate chip pumpkin bread with me

Blue_Bird · Sep 19, 2021 at 01:54 PM

She separated from her husband and that's why she moved into her own place until she sells the house she owned. She's dating a nice guy now, so I'm happy for her, she seems happy

Erti · Sep 19, 2021 at 01:56 PM

Walking to Kroger was a mile away and I wasn’t exhausted… my feet didn’t hurt, and for it being 87 degrees outside it wasn’t bad… Now that I’m not carrying 50lbs of excess weight!

Sometimes psychotic · Sep 19, 2021 at 02:06 PM

For like the first time since covid I cooked a real meal.....chicken noodle soup, nothing beats homemade, although I did cheat with a rotisserie chicken as per usual for me. Gave some to bf and his mom too. I was just craving th experience of cooking and th food again I think due to fall and a little free time.

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newtus · Sep 19, 2021 at 02:47 PM

Fiancé and I are trying to figure out what to do with this open living in the new house and how to place our furni.

For perspective of the size of this room, those windows go pretty much from the ceiling down to your ankles. I’m 5’2 and the hieight of them are at least double my height.

That’s a dining room to the right.

And it steps up into the kitchen area where there’s also a second small dining room/breakfast area thing.

Blah

we know the Tv goes against the right wall cuz the main outlets are there. We figure we will have to get rid of our 55” tv and maybe get a 70” or bigger.

Our current couch is L shaped and idk what to do about that.

We also need eventually a large play area space for baby a few months after they are born or so.

Blue_Bird · Sep 19, 2021 at 05:29 PM

Every week in October I'm going to make something pumpkin themed.

This is what I'm planning on:
Week one: a Pumpkin Frappuccino
Week two: Pumpkin smoothies
Week three: Pumpkin lattes
Week four: Chocolate chip pumpkin bread

I might also try my local grocery store's 3 cheese/pumpkin ravioli

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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Sep 18, 2021 at 07:42 PM #721 I’ve been staying up most of the day, last 3 days. Probably cuz excited about moving. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

junkDNA Comfy Sedation Member Since Sep 2012 Location: the woods Posts: 19,301 (SuperPoster!) 11 8,149 hugs given	Sep 18, 2021 at 08:29 PM #722 Feel awful awful awful.... __________________

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Sep 18, 2021 at 08:31 PM #724 Have so much on my mind lately. Idk what to do. Both positive and negative stuff. It’s overwhelming to say the least __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,112 (SuperPoster!) 9	Sep 18, 2021 at 10:05 PM #726 There was no today. I'm starting to worry they'll discontinue smoking here soon. My headphones are charging. I couldn't find my cheap ear phones. So nervous.

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,112 (SuperPoster!) 9	Sep 18, 2021 at 10:16 PM #727 I'm worried they're tacking on another 2 weeks of lockdown. Because everything was chaotic here for 2 weeks. I really wish I could go home for a vacation with my vape.

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,112 (SuperPoster!) 9	Sep 18, 2021 at 10:19 PM #728 I hope my former neighbors will rot in hell. For all the hell they put me through.

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,112 (SuperPoster!) 9	Sep 18, 2021 at 10:24 PM #729 I'm worrying the stole some of my nail polish. I haven't done my nails in I don't know how long. I shouldn't spam roll call, sorry. Headphones will be ready in 5 minutes.

Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,980 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,908 hugs given	Sep 19, 2021 at 11:31 AM #731 Heart palps while drifting into dream land

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,723 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Sep 19, 2021 at 12:29 PM #733 Hard to believe I've been a member here for 8 years. Since 2013. I was 19 years old then. 27 years old now. Time flies __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

Erti Princess Tutu Member Since Jun 2011 Location: Nowhere Posts: 7,912 12 2,894 hugs given	Sep 19, 2021 at 01:56 PM #737 Walking to Kroger was a mile away and I wasn’t exhausted… my feet didn’t hurt, and for it being 87 degrees outside it wasn’t bad… Now that I’m not carrying 50lbs of excess weight!