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Legendary Wise Elder
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#1
First one in 6 years or so!
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SlumberKitty, Yaowen
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Blue_Bird, Desoxyn, junkDNA, Yaowen
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Comfy Sedation
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i feel like certain people (well, 3) astral project into my dreams to be with me. its not like bad or anything but its strange. im not sure why i bring it up unless to ask if this feels like something youve heard of ?
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Angelique67, Desoxyn
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Metaphysic
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We can trip too.. Hallucinate.. Have shared hallucinations.. And then there's death.. As Alan Watts says, the peaks and valleys of mountains - Life and death, like the crest and trough of a wave.. |
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Angelique67
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#4
I'm waiting for my ring sizer to come in the mail, it should be here sometime during the week. So I can figure out what size I wear now and order the Claddagh ring, I was gonna get that necklace, but the ring is $69 so it's quite a bit cheaper, and I needed put money aside for my pumpkin carving stuff
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Angelique67, Desoxyn, Sometimes psychotic
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but i do think these people are visiting me this way __________________ |
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Angelique67, Desoxyn
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But yeah people have dreams about deceased loved ones.. I've had psychosis in my dreams as well but rarely. |
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Angelique67
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#7
I was told that depersonalization/derealization means too much norepinephrine and not enough dopamine... Makes sense.
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Desoxyn, junkDNA
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#9
Sorry to hear about your father SP
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Desoxyn, Erti, SlumberKitty
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#11
Went on a challenging hike today with a friend. That was good.
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Angelique67, Blue_Bird, Desoxyn, junkDNA, Sometimes psychotic
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#12
I'm going grocery shopping in a bit. Then walking over to the library to pay off my late fee (I had returned books late when I was struggling with agoraphobia for a few months, but am now finally able to pay it off). I never generally get late fees, I always return my books on time but that one time I just couldn't get myself out of the house even though I knew they were overdue, so I owe $10. Which isn't bad, at least now I'll have full access to physical books, ebooks, and whatnot again. After I do that I'm going to check out Salem's Lot by Stephen King (ebook). I wanted something spooky to read during this month.
After I do that I'm going to do my daily Bible study, then make some hard boiled eggs to have around for a healthy snack. I'm getting some pumpkin donuts and pumpkin spice coffee creamer while I'm at the store, excited. It's a rainy day here and in the 50's, love it. __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Angelique67, Desoxyn, Sometimes psychotic
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#13
I ended up ordering this necklace because I wanted to save some money for pumpkin carving stuff, money for going to the theater on October 15th, and money to pay off my library fee. I couldn't decide between a Claddagh ring and a Celtic cross necklace, this combines the two in one necklace, and I got it for a really good deal too. It's on sale for $49.99, it's normally $89.99, and I also had a $10 off coupon so I got it for $39.99 total with free shipping. I think it's nice. That saved me some money so I had enough to order the pumpkin carving tool kit, pumpkin carving stencil book, dry erase markers, and a set of battery operated tealights
Claddagh Celtic Cross Necklace Silver Irish Made | Biddy Murphy – Biddy Murphy Irish Gifts __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Angelique67, Sometimes psychotic
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#14
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That’s a nice one Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk __________________ Hugs! |
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#15
I finally found pumpkin spice coffee creamer. I also got some apple cider donuts. I was able to get everything on my list, including ingredients to make chocolate chip pumpkin bread later this month.
plus plain fat-free Greek yogurt, salad, hummus, celery, frozen turkey burgers, bagel thins, 2 packs of fat-free cream cheese, pepperjack cheese sticks, fat free milk, bananas, bag of frozen fruit, wheat bread and eggs. __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#17
Feeling sad and depressed today. Not sure why. I see my T tomorrow, the IOP Individual one. She's great. She is strict with me and she pushes me but I still like her. I know if I saw her today she would be prodding and poking me to try to figure out where the sadness is coming from. I think I am feeling a bit lonely too.
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#18
Feeling good today again. Had good dreams. I fell asleep on extra stimulant for like another 14 hours lol... Invega AP kicking my *** - But I think I'm ok now.
Not sure what to do - I put myself into too many rabbit holes lately. It's a nice sunny day with thick clouds under the mountain peaks (Above is blue sky). I went for a walk to deliver some papers to the mailbox for my mom - Listening to good music, no anxiety at all.. I think about how it used to be always collecting research chemicals from the mail - It's crazy what I did lol.. Collapse of civilization is beginning.. I have not built up enough knowledge about the world - RIP. I try to read but I want to be sure about what I should be reading.. I liked PiHKAL - I finished reading that... I have a few ones that I'm still reading. I can't be bothered with conspiracy theories now that I quit smoking weed about 2 weeks ago - I feel better. I find myself craving for an altered reality.. I miss my dad - But he'll be back next month. I'm still going on a holiday this month for 2 weeks to visit my family - So I'll look forward to that. |
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#19
If you see pumpkin spice cookies...break and bakes with cream cheese chips from Pillsbury....recommendation buy them. Very fall and not overly Spicy
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__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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