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Default Dec 03, 2021 at 05:15 PM
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Oh thank god they’re finally done with shower.....

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Default Dec 03, 2021 at 05:30 PM
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You're not. Sending you a warm, gentle hug. I hope skiing was fun.

You sound very depressed lately and I don't know how to help. Maybe you could stop taking all your supplemental stuff, and use only what your pdoc gives you? I know that will probably irritate you,
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Default Dec 03, 2021 at 06:04 PM
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Can't wait to get to go home today. One more half hour. I've basically done nothing at work these past few hours. I did find a good Christian Christmas music station that I am streaming and listening to, but I mean I have done nothing work related. Sometimes I am such a bad employee.

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Default Dec 03, 2021 at 06:06 PM
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I feel bad because I am in a crap mood today and I was kind of a smart alleck with one of my coworkers. He was like, I can't find the PO for this. So another employee went looking though files to find the full name of the company then brought up the PO. Then I looked at the receiver and was like, the PO number is right here, you could have just typed that in and found the PO. So I feel a bit like a jerk. But it's like why does everything need to be a crisis for goodness sake? Just sort it out. And stop trying to give me incomplete paperwork! I'm in a bad mood.

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Default Dec 03, 2021 at 06:07 PM
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Can't wait to get to go home today. One more half hour. I've basically done nothing at work these past few hours. I did find a good Christian Christmas music station that I am streaming and listening to, but I mean I have done nothing work related. Sometimes I am such a bad employee.

I feel like this whole week has been terrible....sorry you’re feeling it too. We’re about to order food to get back to feeling normal, Buffalo Wild Wings....nachos and quesadillas.

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Default Dec 03, 2021 at 06:16 PM
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Thx for all of the support everyone <3 I went borderline here, and with my mom. Sorry about that. The clonazepam lowered my inhibitions. But at least I didn't drink dysphoric alcohol.

Yes.. The phenibut.. I can only go as low as 400mg, then I go back up to 500mg-1g. I took 1g today and feel better.

My psychiatrist said that if the bad mood persists, he could give me an antidepressant - So I'll ask him during the next appointment..

I took 500mg of psilocybe mushroom two nights ago - And it seemed to have made things bad the next day (Yesterday).

The skiing was good though. My mom is very happy for her birthday ^-; It was a bit cold but very sunny - You could see the trees covered in thick snow with the blue sky behind the mountains. I bought new ski boots and they fit perfectly.

I'm happy with how things are - Just.. freaked out by the way that the world is going.

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Default Dec 03, 2021 at 06:18 PM
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and use only what your pdoc gives you?
You know I'm very bad at this!! lol.. I'll try..

Thx for the hug.. Hugs back to you, in that jail..
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Default Dec 03, 2021 at 06:27 PM
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Default Dec 03, 2021 at 06:32 PM
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Yes.. I need an antidepressant.. It is time.

I've avoided it for years cuz I thought psychedelics would work instead. Idk..
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Default Dec 03, 2021 at 06:52 PM
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Beautiful pics Desoxyn

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Default Dec 03, 2021 at 06:54 PM
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Just watched A Christmas Prince: The Royal Wedding, it was really good. It was the 2nd movie in the trilogy. I'll watch the 3rd one this weekend

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Default Dec 03, 2021 at 06:56 PM
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You know I'm very bad at this!! lol.. I'll try..


Thx for the hug.. Hugs back to you, in that jail..
Thank you! I've been craving having a place of my own, but I get too alone so it's easier to keep my marbles here where I'm never alone. But I miss my freedoms. To vape at my own rate, little bit throughout the day, start/continue some writing projects I have, etc.

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Default Dec 03, 2021 at 06:59 PM
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Yes.. I need an antidepressant.. It is time.


I've avoided it for years cuz I thought psychedelics would work instead. Idk..
I'm still on Prozac, can't say how much it helps or not.

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Default Dec 03, 2021 at 07:05 PM
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I've avoided it for years cuz I thought psychedelics would work instead. Idk..
Psychedelics are nothing even in the solar system close to making (you) feel better. When I was young we used to take acid except it was mainly speed with a little hallucinogenic effect, just the wrong thing for me in every way. Thank God I didn't do it more.

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Baby girl falls asleep in my arms. I feel like a baby whisper…
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Default Dec 03, 2021 at 07:33 PM
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So we were eating dinner and bf thanked me for the food....his mom stopped eating entirely and put what she had back In the package.....it’s sort of evil but I almost laughed at her reaction to eating food provided by me once she realized. I swear she’s like poison that can only be overcome with niceness but I’m not sure how much longer I can take dealing with her.

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Default Dec 03, 2021 at 09:25 PM
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I feel kind of weird. And I'm having a panic attack too. I just took a klonopin

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Default Dec 03, 2021 at 09:31 PM
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I don't feel good. I feel impending psychosis

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Default Dec 03, 2021 at 09:42 PM
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I stopped perphenazine almost a week ago. I just had to restart it tonight (my doctor said I can start it again on my own if I start having issues again)

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