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Sometimes psychotic · Dec 05, 2021 at 07:05 PM

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Oh, ok. Would it be financially better to keep it and rent it out?

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I wish I could....when I bought the place they said you could rent with board approval but the board has approved a total of zero rentals in the past so it was basically a lie.

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Blue_Bird · Dec 05, 2021 at 07:21 PM

I'm laying under the blankets with the cat laying on me and watching A Christmas Prince: The Royal Baby, love this trilogy. Christmas movies always make me feel good

junkDNA · Dec 05, 2021 at 07:21 PM

dont have a job, havent showered in 8 days going on 9, kitchen is a absolute dISASTER and im p sure im an alcoholic

junkDNA · Dec 05, 2021 at 07:22 PM

i also stopped taking my invega a few weeks ago. my therapist knows abt it

Angelique67 · Dec 05, 2021 at 07:41 PM

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I wish I could....when I bought the place they said you could rent with board approval but the board has approved a total of zero rentals in the past so it was basically a lie.

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That's a shame.

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Sometimes psychotic · Dec 05, 2021 at 08:30 PM

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dont have a job, havent showered in 8 days going on 9, kitchen is a absolute dISASTER and im p sure im an alcoholic

Just going to throw this out there, but temp jobs are always available around Xmas.....everywhere and they’ll keep the best people on.

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Desoxyn · Dec 05, 2021 at 08:43 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

No, usually when these start they last a few hours

Regular adrenaline-anxiety panic attacks last 10-20 minutes.

Dissociative panic attacks seem to last hours for me. In August of 2020 when I was in the hospital, it lasted 5 hours.

Benzos still help very well. 1-3mg of lorazepam worth is all I need.. But also 0.25-0.75mg of clonazepam can work too.

But now since I've been on 10mg of olanzepine every day, the dissociative panic has vanished.

Desoxyn · Dec 05, 2021 at 08:52 PM

The QR code thing makes me paranoid. The whole thing about this does. It's like, what I don't know that I should be paranoid about has surpassed what I knew earlier - In such a quick amount of time that it doesn't matter anymore.

Blue_Bird · Dec 05, 2021 at 09:17 PM

watching mass, I hope I'm a good person, I try to be, I don't know if I'll ever be remembered by anyone after I die someday because I'm most likely not having kids, and I'm not really interested in relationships anymore.

I journal a lot, so maybe someday someone will read them (I'm not sui by the way I'm just thinking about the future )

Angelique67 · Dec 05, 2021 at 10:37 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

watching mass, I hope I'm a good person, I try to be, I don't know if I'll ever be remembered by anyone after I die someday because I'm most likely not having kids, and I'm not really interested in relationships anymore.

I journal a lot, so maybe someday someone will read them (I'm not sui by the way I'm just thinking about the future )

When I was young I hated the thought that I'd ever not be remembered for my music. Now it doesn't upset me as much as it used to. But I need to put all the stuff on tape. Anyway, I asked my friend what would happen to us or somesuch. He said "we'll die and be forgotten". It doesn't horrify me anymore. Planet earth is all temporary anyway.

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Blue_Bird · Dec 06, 2021 at 12:59 PM

Just got back from grocery shopping, I got

- [x]Butter
- [x]Cheese sticks
- [x]Plain fat free Greek yogurt
- [x]Hamburger buns
- [x]Wheat bread
- [x] Eggnog
- [x] Frozen cheesy broccoli microwave bags x2
- [x] Chicken thighs
- [x] Sweet baby rays BBQ sauce
- [x] Apple sauce, unsweetened, large container
- [x] Franks red hot Buffalo sauce
- [x] Hummus
- [x] Avocados (2)
- [x] Head of lettuce
- [x] Sweet potatoes x2
- [x] Celery
- [x] Baby carrots
- [x] Bananas
- [x] Spinach (1 bag)
- [x] Salads (2 bags)

Desoxyn · Dec 06, 2021 at 01:42 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Just got back from grocery shopping, I got

- [x]Butter
- [x]Cheese sticks
- [x]Plain fat free Greek yogurt
- [x]Hamburger buns
- [x]Wheat bread
- [x] Eggnog
- [x] Frozen cheesy broccoli microwave bags x2
- [x] Chicken thighs
- [x] Sweet baby rays BBQ sauce
- [x] Apple sauce, unsweetened, large container
- [x] Franks red hot Buffalo sauce
- [x] Hummus
- [x] Avocados (2)
- [x] Head of lettuce
- [x] Sweet potatoes x2
- [x] Celery
- [x] Baby carrots
- [x] Bananas
- [x] Spinach (1 bag)
- [x] Salads (2 bags)

This is like stuff my mom buys - very healthy!

Blue_Bird · Dec 06, 2021 at 02:14 PM

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This is like stuff my mom buys - very healthy!

The hard part is actually getting myself to eat them before they go bad

Blue_Bird · Dec 06, 2021 at 02:31 PM

I'm making that buffalo ranch chicken crockpot recipe tomorrow to have on hamburger buns w/ lettuce

SlumberKitty · Dec 06, 2021 at 05:07 PM

I am applying for a promotion at my work. Fingers crossed.

Desoxyn · Dec 06, 2021 at 05:27 PM

I had the Invega Trinza injection on October 1st. I'm supposed to get it every 9 weeks - So December 3rd? It's now December 6th.

But I feel fine.. I suppose I should phone the pharmacy and get them to order it in..

Or not?

Desoxyn · Dec 06, 2021 at 05:33 PM

I don't want to get it. But I'm afraid of psychosis. So I'm on the fence. My mom will make me get it.

Desoxyn · Dec 06, 2021 at 05:37 PM

The olanzepine could be enough

Desoxyn · Dec 06, 2021 at 05:40 PM

**** I have to lower the damn thing and not just stop it. So I might as well take it and talk to the psychiatrist.

But the whole thing about how corrupt the world is - And that the government doesn't give a ****. My coworkers don't even care. They screw with me.

Edit: I'll get it on Wednesday.

SlumberKitty · Dec 06, 2021 at 05:53 PM

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junkDNA Comfy Sedation Member Since Sep 2012 Location: the woods Posts: 19,301 (SuperPoster!) 11 8,149 hugs given	Dec 05, 2021 at 07:21 PM #443 dont have a job, havent showered in 8 days going on 9, kitchen is a absolute dISASTER and im p sure im an alcoholic __________________
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Dec 05, 2021 at 08:52 PM #448 The QR code thing makes me paranoid. The whole thing about this does. It's like, what I don't know that I should be paranoid about has surpassed what I knew earlier - In such a quick amount of time that it doesn't matter anymore.
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,741 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Dec 06, 2021 at 02:31 PM #454 I'm making that buffalo ranch chicken crockpot recipe tomorrow to have on hamburger buns w/ lettuce __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Dec 06, 2021 at 05:07 PM #455 I am applying for a promotion at my work. Fingers crossed. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Dec 06, 2021 at 05:27 PM #456 I had the Invega Trinza injection on October 1st. I'm supposed to get it every 9 weeks - So December 3rd? It's now December 6th. But I feel fine.. I suppose I should phone the pharmacy and get them to order it in.. Or not?
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Dec 06, 2021 at 05:33 PM #457 I don't want to get it. But I'm afraid of psychosis. So I'm on the fence. My mom will make me get it.
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Dec 06, 2021 at 05:37 PM #458 The olanzepine could be enough
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Dec 06, 2021 at 05:40 PM #459 ** I have to lower the damn thing and not just stop it. So I might as well take it and talk to the psychiatrist. But the whole thing about how corrupt the world is - And that the government doesn't give a **. My coworkers don't even care. They screw with me. Edit: I'll get it on Wednesday.
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Dec 06, 2021 at 05:53 PM #460 HUGS Desoxyn __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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