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#521
I feel bad too. I don't want to work anymore, just seems meaningless honestly. I don't know why. Just does.
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Student of Life
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#522
The only reason is money. That's why I'm working. So I can buy a bunch of stupid things I don't need. I don't know anymore. My mind is basically a sieve. It's like some idea will go through it that is good, and then once my mind processes that thought, it will turn negative.
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#523
I’m too lazy to make chili so I’m buying some canned chili tomorrow
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#524
My goal is to get a year long streak of not restricting/bingeing/purging. I would be so proud of myself.
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#526
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Desoxyn...that box feeling, I’ve only ever heard that in people on APs without psychosis. I know you’ve had psychosis though but I wonder if you’re on too high a dose? How is your current pdoc about lower the injection? What cognitive disability do you have? Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk __________________ Hugs! |
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#528
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For me helping others holds meaning.....can you figure out how you’re contributing in your work? Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk __________________ Hugs! |
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I feel fine today though. I took Vyvanse when I got to work. I think my psychosis is mostly just agitation and frustration + Lack of spiritual awakening (Autism). I didn't have a learning disability but almost did. My math averaged in 90+% though so I always passed classes. |
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#530
Hi friends. Bored at work again today. Need something to do. My kitty Helen is at the vet for her ears. A checkup. My Dad took her. She had bacteria in her ears last time she was there for her wellness exam so we gave her ear drops for a week. Now we need to see if the ear drops did any good or if she has an infection. I hope my baby is okay.
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On the good side of things though she hasn't been excessively scratching at her ears or anything so I think she would be doing some of that if she had an infection.
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#532
Got Britbox. Been watching Shetland and Death in Paradise.
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#533
I was told that the schizophrenia was caught early but Abilify made me super paranoid for years.
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#534
I told my dad that I'm not dealing with schizophrenia anymore and he put his hands in the air and said "My God, good!". Cuz it's been a year now without psychosis. And the DP/DR is gone too (Which i find to be a much worse horror).
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#535
I have an inspection on Monday.... ugh
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#537
Helen is okay. No evidence of Bacteria in her ears. Yeah! If we have to take her back for the same problem it will be $53 but since she isn't even itching her ears I think it will be fine.
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#538
Still waiting to see if Helen's pet insurance will reimburse me for the medication for the bacteria in her ears or at least put it towards her deductible. They aren't moving none too fast. I don't really care at this point but I hope they at least put it towards her deductible. Not that I anticipate having any other claims this year but it would be nice if it applied there because I pay so much for the insurance, but I learned my lesson with Esther getting diabetes. How I could have saved so much money by having her on insurance.
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#539
First Christmas without Esther in 16 years. Sad.
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#540
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