Roll Call 189

Sometimes psychotic · Jan 02, 2022 at 06:34 PM

Tried to find a good orchid today..only purple or white plain ones available...decided I’ll have to wait for valentines....

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Angelique67 · Jan 02, 2022 at 07:23 PM

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My sister has some kind of lump or something on her lymph nodes or lungs or something (I forget exactly what she said) but she's going to get a cat scan tomorrow for it. She found that out when she was in the ER for an allergic reaction to the covid vaccine booster, she was having trouble breathing.

I hope that whatever it is it's nothing serious

I hope everything goes well. Hugs

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Angelique67 · Jan 02, 2022 at 07:25 PM

I don't know if there's anything on Pluto tv tonight.

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Blue_Bird · Jan 03, 2022 at 11:01 AM

My OBGYN appointment was rescheduled to the 21st, they called and said the NP I was supposed to see is out sick today

Blue_Bird · Jan 03, 2022 at 11:27 AM

I haven’t had caffeine in a few days. And I’m sleeping quite a bit better. It takes me a long time to fall asleep but when I do I sleep pretty good. I slept the past 2 nights without the Thorazine. And my anxiety is better.

Blue_Bird · Jan 03, 2022 at 11:29 AM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

I don't know if there's anything on Pluto tv tonight.

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What’s your favorite shows to watch?

I’ve been watching The Witcher on Netflix. And also the new Chucky tv series based on the Chucky horror movies.

Angelique67 · Jan 03, 2022 at 01:46 PM

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What’s your favorite shows to watch?

I’ve been watching The Witcher on Netflix. And also the new Chucky tv series based on the Chucky horror movies.

H, the Chucky series sounds good. I watch horror movies and thrillers, etc. Sometimes stand up comics. There's my anti anxiety show on weekday nights. (I don't mean to be cagey, just paranoid.)

What's the Witcher?

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Blue_Bird · Jan 03, 2022 at 02:20 PM

I ended up calling and requesting to be put on the abilify pills and off the injection. It’s too frustrating to have to wait a week or two to get my injection if I miss it and having to play phone tag with the nurse at the clinic to get it rescheduled. So I figured I’d just go on the pill version so I don’t have to deal with that.

Blue_Bird · Jan 03, 2022 at 02:22 PM

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H, the Chucky series sounds good. I watch horror movies and thrillers, etc. Sometimes stand up comics. There's my anti anxiety show on weekday nights. (I don't mean to be cagey, just paranoid.)

What's the Witcher?

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It’s a fantasy series about a mutated monster hunter. It’s really good

SlumberKitty · Jan 03, 2022 at 05:54 PM

I have drank way too many diet Dr. Pepper's today

SlumberKitty · Jan 03, 2022 at 05:55 PM

My coworker was mean to me I tried to not let it get to me but it kind of did. I think it might be cultural. But I don't know. Trying not to let it get me all down and depressed. Sometimes people are just jerks.

SlumberKitty · Jan 03, 2022 at 05:56 PM

My baby cousin who was born last month, we just found out she is deaf. I have hearing loss, but it's from my Mom's side. My grandma was deaf in one ear. One of my cousins is like me with the hearing loss. I probably will hardly ever see this baby cousin as they live out of State but part of me wants to be able to support her. I don't know how best to do that though.

SlumberKitty · Jan 03, 2022 at 05:59 PM

Waiting for my T to text me back. Been waiting all day.

SlumberKitty · Jan 03, 2022 at 06:00 PM

Need to take a shower tonight. Sigh.

Angelique67 · Jan 03, 2022 at 06:11 PM

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It’s a fantasy series about a mutated monster hunter. It’s really good

Oh that sounds good! There's stuff on Paramount + I wish I could watch (Star Trek, and other things I can't remember). I'd have to ask my friend to subscribe for me, and I've kept putting it off.

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Desoxyn · Jan 03, 2022 at 06:16 PM

My dad left to visit my grandmother on his side and my mom is still at work. My dad might stop by (Coming back) on his way to the coast and then he'll be in Mexico again. I ended up waking up at noon and then cleaned the house for 3-4 hours - Organizing, vacuuming, shovelling snow, washing laundry etc...

These holidays weren't very good. We didn't get to go skiing because it was so cold and windy. My sister and her bf are isolating with COVID and can't fly back to the coast.

I feel bad for yelling at my mom - But it's her fault. She gaslights me and then makes me feel crazy and then I have to say sorry.

I haven't drank any alcohol today or yesterday - And I won't for a while.

All of my meds are good - I just feel quite dysphoric, unmotivated, uninspired, depressed and apathetic. But I have everything that I need. I'm just scared of how suicidal I was, the drug usage etc.

I don't know what to make of it all. I'm trying to find meaning in my thoughts and life, trying to figure out what is real. But I'm OK - I guess.

Blue_Bird · Jan 03, 2022 at 06:16 PM

My doctor sent out the prescription for the abilify pills, I'll pick them up tomorrow

Angelique67 · Jan 03, 2022 at 06:18 PM

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My baby cousin who was born last month, we just found out she is deaf. I have hearing loss, but it's from my Mom's side. My grandma was deaf in one ear. One of my cousins is like me with the hearing loss. I probably will hardly ever see this baby cousin as they live out of State but part of me wants to be able to support her. I don't know how best to do that though.

Maybe some baby books to learn sign language? You could try to learn some too, and have a special bond with her. HUGS

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Angelique67 · Jan 03, 2022 at 06:24 PM

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My dad left to visit my grandmother on his side and my mom is still at work. My dad might stop by (Coming back) on his way to the coast and then he'll be in Mexico again. I ended up waking up at noon and then cleaned the house for 3-4 hours - Organizing, vacuuming, shovelling snow, washing laundry etc...

These holidays weren't very good. We didn't get to go skiing because it was so cold and windy. My sister and her bf are isolating with COVID and can't fly back to the coast.

I feel bad for yelling at my mom - But it's her fault. She gaslights me and then makes me feel crazy and then I have to say sorry.

I haven't drank any alcohol today or yesterday - And I won't for a while.

All of my meds are good - I just feel quite dysphoric, unmotivated, uninspired, depressed and apathetic. But I have everything that I need. I'm just scared of how suicidal I was, the drug usage etc.

I don't know what to make of it all. I'm trying to find meaning in my thoughts and life, trying to figure out what is real. But I'm OK - I guess.

Possible trigger:

f I'd had a gun in 2007 I wouldn't have ever met all of you, online of course. It would have really hit my friend hard too.

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Desoxyn · Jan 03, 2022 at 08:04 PM

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Sometimes psychotic Legendary Wise Elder Member Since May 2013 Location: Chicago Posts: 26,409 (SuperPoster!) 10 22.8k hugs given	Jan 02, 2022 at 06:34 PM #961 Tried to find a good orchid today..only purple or white plain ones available...decided I’ll have to wait for valentines.... Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk __________________ Hugs!
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Jan 03, 2022 at 05:54 PM #970 I have drank way too many diet Dr. Pepper's today __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Jan 03, 2022 at 05:55 PM #971 My coworker was mean to me I tried to not let it get to me but it kind of did. I think it might be cultural. But I don't know. Trying not to let it get me all down and depressed. Sometimes people are just jerks. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Jan 03, 2022 at 05:59 PM #973 Waiting for my T to text me back. Been waiting all day. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Jan 03, 2022 at 06:00 PM #974 Need to take a shower tonight. Sigh. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,745 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Jan 03, 2022 at 06:16 PM #977 My doctor sent out the prescription for the abilify pills, I'll pick them up tomorrow __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,987 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Jan 03, 2022 at 08:04 PM #980
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