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#141
"Fatigue is a term used to describe an overall feeling of tiredness or lack of energy. It isn't the same as simply feeling drowsy or sleepy. When you're fatigued, you have no motivation and no energy."
"Sedation, or sleepiness, is a common side effect of many antipsychotics. It is more common with certain antipsychotics than others, such as chlorpromazine and olanzapine. Sedation can happen during the day as well as at night. So if you experience this you might find it very hard to get up in the morning." |
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#142
I'm really enjoying this new computer. It's fast + I'm still downloading apps and figuring out software tips. I have all of my main stuff transferred from the old computer.
It's powerful enough to play any game - So I'm looking at games that engage me to think about life + emotional and solve puzzles. I have a lot of FOMO for everything but I think I'm ok.. Idk if it's the high quality screen or the microdose I took a few days ago but colours are very bright.. Like I'm in a new place. The speakers are crazy good as well + I found some new good songs. But I better go to sleep now so I don't mess up my sleep schedule.. Tomorrow will be good.. Eventually I'll start making schedules/goals again - I remember last year, I could only do 1-2 things every day because of the dissociative panic attacks but now I'm absorbing more information and learning more than I ever have. I usually feel very unfocused in the morning for an hour, then I'm ok throughout the day. When it gets to evening, I'm very tired and unmotivated but right before I go to sleep, I feel the best.. |
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#143
I offered to shovel snow for someone this winter - I would be given cash. Not sure how much but might as well idk
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#144
I feel like everything will fall apart because that's what I've been taught. That I would be let down every time I try - That's why I just slept all day and did drugs. But I need to get over that - Just now it feels to me like this good mental state won't last.. That I'll be in apathetic pain and end up suicidal (Not cuz I feel even 1% that way, but cuz it has happened so many times that I have insight). So I'll wait.. I'll try to try.
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#145
Happy Thanksgiving!!
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#146
I'm feeling sick. I keep sneezing and my nose is all stuffy and running, I also feel a sore throat coming on, I don't feel like cooking my turkey honestly but it's already thawed so I kind of have to.
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#148
Happy eat your body weight in food day!
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#149
Listening to Christmas music with my kitty. She's been zooming around the apartment all morning. Now she's sitting on my shoulder while I type this. I washed the potatoes. I'm just waiting a little bit to cut them in halves and then get the turkey ready to be roasted together. The turkey is in the sink now. I'll probably preheat the oven around 12pm. Stuffing and mac and cheese was made yesterday. Vegetables (corn and green beans) are just from a can so I will just have to heat those up later when I'm ready to eat. The cranberry sauce is already refrigerated, I had some earlier. I wish I had dinner rolls to go with everything. Next year I'll remember. Honestly, my favorite vegetable I normally have with thanksgiving is brussels sprouts with some butter and salt on them but I forgot to get some. This is my first time actually cooking a turkey in this apartment. And only my 2nd time cooking one ever. Last year I didn't make one, I just went to my sisters house.
My family always had, (well at least my mom and I) always had Thanksgiving dinner around 4pm. This will be a bit later but I don't mind I think the sneezing and stuff was just allergies because it all went away already __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#150
Just put the turkey in the oven. I'm glad I weighed it before I put it in. I had thought it was around 8lbs but it was 13.4 lbs. So it has to cook for 4-5 hours.
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#151
I'm having really bad tremors, I missed my abilify injection Monday, not intentionally. But I'm getting it this coming Monday.
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#153
The turkey is done. It was done like 45 minutes before expected. But the red thermometer came out and I also took the temperature and it’s the right temp. I guess times can vary depending on your oven.
I’m glad I was able to get it out of the oven without dropping the entire thing. It is really heavy and the pan I bought to roast it from the dollar store is really flimsy. __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#154
Turkey came out a little dry. Oh well. At least I made it. I can use the leftovers for turkey and mayo sandwiches. Maybe the mayo will help get rid of the dryness.
I'm proud of myself for eating a plate of food. I was just gonna eat a protein bar and call it a day __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#155
I feel angry/agitated and don't know why
Sent from my M8L using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#156
I enjoy being alive.. It is interesting.
I still have lots to do on the computer - But haven't touched it up today.. Maybe later. I took phenibut and a stim capsule, smoked plant then took a .25 kpin - felt overwhelmed. I bought some cider.. I plan to just make the computer an addiction. I just like to be relaxed physically and focused mentally. I'm not sure about the direction of which my life is.. Idk if I'll die tomorrow, 5 years.. But so many people are suffering greatly - I'm lucky, for now.. |
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#157
Time to listen to more Christmas music and play some videogames
Sent from my M8L using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#158
Spiritually.., I am missing something. And I explain it here through my posts. My posts are a cry for help. I wait...
I WAIT.. for better days.. But I've waited too long. So I am talking into the void, consumed by it.. Like falling into a black hole. Not even light can escape. |
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#159
Kitty is up now, she is in my lap purring, she took a long nap after running around the apartment like a maniac all day
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#160
I ordered a 24pk cans of Zevia ginger ale, it's ginger ale sweetened with stevia instead of sugar and is zero calories. So it's a little healthier than regular soda. They have a cream soda flavor I've had before and that was good so hopefully this is good too
Plus a big bag of trail mix I'm going to start walking like 30 minutes a day __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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