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Default Nov 27, 2021 at 05:02 PM
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Now I'm feeling nauseas BB whyyyyy
I'm sorry, I hate feeling that way. I hope you feel better, do you have any ginger ale? That's been helping me lately

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Default Nov 27, 2021 at 05:10 PM
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I'm sorry, I hate feeling that way. I hope you feel better, do you have any ginger ale? That's been helping me lately
Phenibut + Coffee and not eating maybe could be why. I called my mom to get ginger ale but she didn't answer. Her phone is full of glitches so I have to help her get a new phone and transfer everything.
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Default Nov 27, 2021 at 07:05 PM
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The missing 30mg Vyvanse today makes me very tired. It makes me realize how bad the withdrawal would be if I just stopped taking the stimulant. I haven't missed a daily dose of ADHD medication in over 3 years.

I'm drinking another coffee - It might help.
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Default Nov 27, 2021 at 07:15 PM
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The missing 30mg Vyvanse today makes me very tired. It makes me realize how bad the withdrawal would be if I just stopped taking the stimulant. I haven't missed a daily dose of ADHD medication in over 3 years.

I'm drinking another coffee - It might help.
Did you eat yet? It might make you more nauseous
If you drink another coffee without eating

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Default Nov 27, 2021 at 07:23 PM
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Tv stands are too expensive...TVS ARE CHEAP THOUGH.......

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Default Nov 27, 2021 at 07:33 PM
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I'm taking a little break from social media so I won't be on the next two days. Will see you guys on Tuesday

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Default Nov 27, 2021 at 08:08 PM
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Did you eat yet? It might make you more nauseous
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I ate duck eggs. My mom brought ginger ale. All good.

Coffee helped quite a bit - But there isn't that calming dopamine focus. It's more like a scattering "Look at this! Wait, what?"
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I spent over an hour with the most frustrating things by trying to get the 50 dollars I made from the Brave Browser into a crypto exchange. I had to verify my wallet, download apps, use QR codes, take pictures of ID, find passwords - While reseting my old computer, thinking about replacing the battery. I used a bunch of YouTube tutorials with many failed attempts. In the end, I converted the crypto and sent it to one of my wallets and realized that there's a lawsuit agains the coin so I can only access it when the lawsuit is over. At least then, I was able to get it out of my old computer so I could reset it and have it done and over with.

I never understood how a classmate in high school would say "Let's just get the assignment done and over with" - It was foreign to me. I always had like 10 assignments pile up and then had to finish them all at the end of the semester.

I've been procrastinating so many things but I went into the chat on this site and asked people what to do about procrastinating. I was told to just try something that I want to do for 5 minutes + If I have too many things to choose from, to write a list.. But I have a pile of lists.. I just need to have patience. I've been procrastinating fixing my the Dyson fan that my dad got me last Christmas for months - And then decided, I should just do it right now - So I did.. I Googled the support webpage and figured out why there was a whistling noise in 5 minutes (I had to reset the fan).

I Googled "How to deal with impatience and frustration" and found this article;

Patience - Stress Management Strategies From MindTools.com

"Although some people are naturally patient, the rest of us need to practice, for it to become a habit. Becoming more patient won't happen overnight, but persistence can pay off!"

I think it really is a skill. I think, if I don't give up every time I want to do something, I realize that the more I fail, the better I can get at achieving things idk... I've always had problems with impatience in school - I'd fill out multiple choice questions on tests at random so I could leave the class early.
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Default Nov 28, 2021 at 12:13 AM
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We ended up getting the cheapest tv at Walmart but it looks great and we don’t need a stand for it so win.

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Default Nov 28, 2021 at 12:24 AM
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Starting to get super tired. And fat...

I feel fat..
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Default Nov 28, 2021 at 12:50 PM
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I’m too lonely without social media I guess so I’m back already

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Default Nov 28, 2021 at 01:36 PM
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Got a canister of decaf coffee to help me cut back on caffeine and save it for special occasions. Also gotta 48 oz bag of trail mix. And a box of 30 packs of goldfish crackers so I have some relatively lower calorie snacks than candy. Roll Call 189

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We're officially into the season of Advent, watching live streamed mass on YouTube right now

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I'm getting this fidget toy thing, because if my hands aren't busy then I'm picking at my skin obsessively

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Busy day at work today. Then I came home and didn't stop for a minute so I've been busy for 5 hours straight non-stop. I listened to a podcast about panpsychism in relation to physics and consciousness..

I'm gonna smoke weed only after times that I've been busy for a long time cuz once I'm done, my mind is still spinning while I'm still. Stimulant helps as well - But I'm happy that I gave back the dept of the one capsule that I took two nights ago so today = No withdrawal.

I'm horribly dependent on even 1/3 of my daily stimulant dose which is definitely not good. I'll have to ask my psychiatrist to do something lawful like a patient protection (If that exists?) because some psychiatrists straight up don't like stimulants and will take me off of them cold turkey without notice.

It happened before because a new psychiatrist said that "Vyvanse is like crack" and took me off of it. I slept for 10 days straight so my mom had to come in and demand him to prescribe it again. I don't abuse it anymore but after I did, my mom dispensed the pills.
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Getting my abilify injection tomorrow finally

I'm looking forward to Thursday. I have a video appointment with my psychiatrist and I can show her my cat

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I am doing pretty well today. Just skipped out on plans I had - that was the only thing I missed. It's fine. I'll survive.

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I have to work on spending less money.

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I'm basically doomed because I used so much drugs, escaping the reality of early stage global totalitarian rule. Now I have to go forward - And there's an extremely high probability that I won't succeed.

"Hope in reality is the worst of all evils because it prolongs the torments of man."

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My zevia ginger ale is about to be delivered, it's 2 stops away. (sugar free, zero calories, sweetened with stevia)

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