Roll Call 189

Sometimes psychotic · Dec 02, 2021 at 11:04 PM

Today has been terrible....the knob just broke off our shower and water is leaking....we are calling an emergency plumber now. Somehow the main water shut off got messed up when they installed the water heater so we don’t know how to turn it off.

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Desoxyn · Dec 02, 2021 at 11:10 PM

SP is playing games with me. I'm sick of it. I leave for a few days and then you post more than you ever have - Like trying to get rid of me. And I can't focus on anything without any support + I mention my trauma and you assume **** and ghost me like my therapist. That's what I'm dealing with - The lack of understanding in anything - Needing reassurance from my family about what is real yet I don't believe them.

You're not getting rid of me so you can PROTECT who ever the ****. I wouldn't even post this cuz of what you're dealing with yet you don't give a **** about what happens to me because you exclude people. You've done it to Erti as well so did Newtus.

I'm not dealing with this group anymore. I try to be grateful and be myself, post nice things but I apparently always have to be positive and stable which is toxic.

Sometimes psychotic · Dec 02, 2021 at 11:10 PM

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Today has been terrible....the knob just broke off our shower and water is leaking....we are calling an emergency plumber now. Somehow the main water shut off got messed up when they installed the water heater so we don’t know how to turn it off.

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Guy won’t even come until 11 to 1am......

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Sometimes psychotic · Dec 02, 2021 at 11:13 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

SP is playing games with me. I'm sick of it. I leave for a few days and then you post more than you ever have - Like trying to get rid of me. And I can't focus on anything without any support + I mention my trauma and you assume **** and ghost me like my therapist. That's what I'm dealing with - The lack of understanding in anything - Needing reassurance from my family about what is real yet I don't believe them.

You're not getting rid of me so you can PROTECT who ever the ****. I wouldn't even post this cuz of what you're dealing with yet you don't give a **** about what happens to me because you exclude people. You've done it to Erti as well so did Newtus.

I'm not dealing with this group anymore. I try to be grateful and be myself, post nice things but I apparently always have to be positive and stable which is toxic.

Are you ok? I don’t have anything against you desoxyn but I am dealing with my own stuff right now so I’m not responding much to other people.

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Desoxyn · Dec 02, 2021 at 11:17 PM

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Are you ok? I don’t have anything against you desoxyn but I am dealing with my own stuff right now so I’m not responding much to other people.

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Oh... **** sorry.. I'm not good at the best way for reading people. I'm on clonazepam.

I'm not ok at all. I repetitively beat the back of my hand against the edge of my desk. I miss my old self and now have insanely confusing thoughts.

I hope you'll feel better... =/

Desoxyn · Dec 02, 2021 at 11:38 PM

I'm horribly jinxed

Sometimes psychotic · Dec 03, 2021 at 01:32 AM

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Oh... **** sorry.. I'm not good at the best way for reading people. I'm on clonazepam.

I'm not ok at all. I repetitively beat the back of my hand against the edge of my desk. I miss my old self and now have insanely confusing thoughts.

I hope you'll feel better... =/

Hugs desoxyn....be safe.

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WastingAsparagus · Dec 03, 2021 at 08:00 AM

Ah, I complained too much yesterday. How can I be of support to the people who need it today? I'm trying to be positive-r today. If anyone needs it, please take care of yourselves as best as you can!

Sometimes psychotic · Dec 03, 2021 at 11:46 AM

Our water is still off...they guy is coming back around 11:30 or 12 but they have to go through the wall to fix it. Such a pain. We had to put all the clothes from the closet onto the bed so I’m downstairs and the bfs mo is being territorial....she had to come down and play her own stuff while I’m watching tv and now she’s cleaning by dusting literally onto me and vacuuming which is super loud. Not my fault I can’t be hiding out but whatever not going to let her push me around.

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Sometimes psychotic · Dec 03, 2021 at 11:49 AM

Now she’s vacuuming where she already did.....so territorial.

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Desoxyn · Dec 03, 2021 at 12:38 PM

I cried with my mom about her neglect in the past and then went to sleep.

But yeah today we're going skiing for her birthday. Not a cloud in the sky.

I'll try to feel better. I hope I do.

Sometimes psychotic · Dec 03, 2021 at 12:48 PM

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I cried with my mom about her neglect in the past and then went to sleep.

But yeah today we're going skiing for her birthday. Not a cloud in the sky.

I'll try to feel better. I hope I do.

Hugs desoxyn.....use the phenibut wisely.....

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SlumberKitty · Dec 03, 2021 at 03:21 PM

HUGS Desoxyn
HUGS SP
HUGS WA

and HUGS anyone else who wants one! I'm a hug machine!

SlumberKitty · Dec 03, 2021 at 03:22 PM

So freaking ready for this ****** day to be ******* over with already. I just want to be home.

SlumberKitty · Dec 03, 2021 at 03:24 PM

Miss Amelia was sleeping on my bed this morning! Helen didn't even know because if she would have known she would have been in the bedroom pestering her. Amelia stealthily went outside while Helen was in my parents room so Helen didn't even know Amelia was in the house at all! Helen is claiming the house as her's and doesn't like it when Amelia comes inside. Amelia likes being outside but sometimes she gets cold and comes in. It was a surprise to find Amelia curled up on my bed this morning. A pleasant surprise!

SlumberKitty · Dec 03, 2021 at 03:27 PM

I'm not in the best mood today. I was tired when I got up. (Fibromyalgia is flared up.) And didn't feel like coming to work but didn't want to use a vacation day to stay home and do nothing so I came to work. I did some work in the morning and now I'm just messing around on the computer. I'm over today.

SlumberKitty · Dec 03, 2021 at 03:29 PM

I *should* make a donation to charity. Because that would probably make me feel better.

Blue_Bird · Dec 03, 2021 at 04:12 PM

I bought some coffee/coconut body scrub. I hope it helps motivate me to shower more.

Angelique67 · Dec 03, 2021 at 04:58 PM

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I hate this ****, I try to go down on Klonopin ever so slightly, and I feel awful, then now I need TMS? Like what the heck?

What is TMS? Thanks.

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Angelique67 · Dec 03, 2021 at 05:01 PM

Hugs go out to Desoxyn and SP. I'm so sorry for what you guys are going through.

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Sometimes psychotic Legendary Wise Elder Member Since May 2013 Location: Chicago Posts: 26,409 (SuperPoster!) 10 22.8k hugs given	Dec 02, 2021 at 11:04 PM #321 Today has been terrible....the knob just broke off our shower and water is leaking....we are calling an emergency plumber now. Somehow the main water shut off got messed up when they installed the water heater so we don’t know how to turn it off. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk __________________ Hugs!
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Dec 02, 2021 at 11:38 PM #326 I'm horribly jinxed
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WastingAsparagus Student of Life Member Since Mar 2014 Location: South America Posts: 4,658 10 2,911 hugs given	Dec 03, 2021 at 08:00 AM #328 Ah, I complained too much yesterday. How can I be of support to the people who need it today? I'm trying to be positive-r today. If anyone needs it, please take care of yourselves as best as you can! __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”
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Sometimes psychotic Legendary Wise Elder Member Since May 2013 Location: Chicago Posts: 26,409 (SuperPoster!) 10 22.8k hugs given	Dec 03, 2021 at 11:49 AM #330 Now she’s vacuuming where she already did.....so territorial. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk __________________ Hugs!
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Dec 03, 2021 at 12:38 PM #331 I cried with my mom about her neglect in the past and then went to sleep. But yeah today we're going skiing for her birthday. Not a cloud in the sky. I'll try to feel better. I hope I do.
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Dec 03, 2021 at 03:21 PM #333 HUGS Desoxyn HUGS SP HUGS WA and HUGS anyone else who wants one! I'm a hug machine! __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Dec 03, 2021 at 03:22 PM #334 So freaking ready for this **** day to be ***** over with already. I just want to be home. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Dec 03, 2021 at 03:27 PM #336 I'm not in the best mood today. I was tired when I got up. (Fibromyalgia is flared up.) And didn't feel like coming to work but didn't want to use a vacation day to stay home and do nothing so I came to work. I did some work in the morning and now I'm just messing around on the computer. I'm over today. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Dec 03, 2021 at 03:29 PM #337 I should make a donation to charity. Because that would probably make me feel better. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,741 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Dec 03, 2021 at 04:12 PM #338 I bought some coffee/coconut body scrub. I hope it helps motivate me to shower more. __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,115 (SuperPoster!) 9	Dec 03, 2021 at 05:01 PM #340 Hugs go out to Desoxyn and SP. I'm so sorry for what you guys are going through. Sent from my Nokia XR20 using Tapatalk
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