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Default Nov 19, 2021 at 03:26 PM
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Talk. Vent. Converse. Chat. Have fun.

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Almost time for therapy. I'm NERVOUS!

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Made this in my self care art group today. I was downstairs for almost 2 hours and when I got back home kitty was sleeping still. She’s up running around now that I’m back.
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Having one of those panic attacks w/ dissociation.

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I feel very happy though so it’s okay.

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Therapy went well. I feel kind of sad because I didn't get to end with my original therapist from IOP but the second therapist was nice too. I just really liked the first one. Now my next appointment is 11/29/21 with new therapist Julieanne.

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I like your collage. I'm so glad you got kitty. She's adorable. I think it will be good for you to have a cat again.

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Very nice! Are those buttons or Cheerios? Roll Call 189

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The circular things in the picture on the bottom? It's a pic of a bunch of different cookies

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Oh, nice! I want fancy cookies lol. Roll Call 189

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I'm currently eating some shortbread cookies lol

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I'd settle for holiday cookies. I'm remembering favorite cookies of years past. One had a pink candy glaze, then of course there's jingles with sugar , and others.

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Scary dark moods
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Yes lol.. I don't know where I am or what I'm doing (No I'm sure I'm ok)..

I will take a break from the plant.. I thought that it would be ok to just smoke once every late afternoon as a habit. The reason I keep doing this is because I feel better in the late evening + I think it possibly stops hypnotic heart palps..

I woke up today, early.. went to work.. And I was hoping that I wouldn't be bothered - No one was there to be sadistic to me .. I was told to clean the stove and I think to myself, "Why am I always forced to do mindless stuff? How do I get out of this?"..

I took the 10mg olanzepine just now. If I still feel anxious and paranoid, I'll take a clonazepam.

I also went to get my haircut and I was listening to a conversation next to me - I thought I better use my mental energy to not zone out.. so focused on my thoughts and the social situation, noticed I wasn't talking to my hairdresser.. And that I don't feel happy - But instead, scared..

I don't want to be in a world of my own and start doing things that people would judge me for - Like being weird socially and that people would feel sorry for me. I want to stop the meds too - I want the perfect mind, but also feel that it's hard to not give in to the mental illness and let it take over me.

Less plant, and more.. Idk.. I don't know what I want or need.
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I want to exercise more to prevent cancer, heart decay, longevity - And to look up all of the different types of exercises, yoga etc and the natural chemicals in my blood.. But I mean.. Jesus.. I keep opening so many doors and I'm not closing any of them.
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