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Default Feb 09, 2022 at 09:34 PM
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I hate myself and I feel extremely anxious. I want to cry but I'm trying to make myself feel better by watching Pokemon.

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Do you know why…are you both excited and anxious about your visits this weekend?

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Default Feb 09, 2022 at 09:34 PM
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I just took a Klonopin along with my night meds. Hopefully it helps. I will hopefully go to sleep and wake up feeling better. I feel so agitated and anxious and hateful towards myself right now, and am crying on and off

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Default Feb 09, 2022 at 09:37 PM
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I am trying to be more grateful for things I have in my life.

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Default Feb 09, 2022 at 09:43 PM
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Do you know why…are you both excited and anxious about your visits this weekend?

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I'm looking forward to the visits I'm just stressed because of my agoraphobia is ruining my life and also I just generally hate myself and think I'm a piece of crap human being that shouldn't exist.

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Default Feb 09, 2022 at 09:43 PM
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It's really hard for me not to feel depressed right now.

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Default Feb 09, 2022 at 09:48 PM
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I basically mean that I just feel like a failure in comparison to my sister and basically everyone. I hate my body. I hate the fact that I never seem to be able to accomplish my goals no matter how much I try to. And I hate the fact that just basic things like cooking, showering, even eating, are hard.

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Default Feb 09, 2022 at 10:04 PM
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I wish I could help u guys but my motivation has died for today. Like I'm mentally/physically unable to type.

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Default Feb 09, 2022 at 10:29 PM
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I'm looking forward to the visits I'm just stressed because of my agoraphobia is ruining my life and also I just generally hate myself and think I'm a piece of crap human being that shouldn't exist.

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For me taking a vacation helped…there is no home so you have to adjust to being out all the time.

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Default Feb 09, 2022 at 10:30 PM
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I basically mean that I just feel like a failure in comparison to my sister and basically everyone. I hate my body. I hate the fact that I never seem to be able to accomplish my goals no matter how much I try to. And I hate the fact that just basic things like cooking, showering, even eating, are hard.

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Default Feb 09, 2022 at 10:47 PM
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Thank you SP that means a lot to me.

I don't know if I could take a vacation, but maybe I can get my friend to go somewhere with me. I'm less anxious about being out places when I'm with someone else. Maybe we can go to the movie theater to see something and out to eat and when it warms up we can go to the park near here

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Thank you SP that means a lot to me.

I don't know if I could take a vacation, but maybe I can get my friend to go somewhere with me. I'm less anxious about being out places when I'm with someone else. Maybe we can go to the movie theater to see something and out to eat and when it warms up we can go to the park near here

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Good thinking, I had forgotten I also learned that from my T…if you have anxiety it’s easier to first do things with other people then you can taper off of that and go out alone or in my case it was drive alone.

I feel like Covid has caused a certain degree of agoraphobia in us all.

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Default Feb 10, 2022 at 10:27 AM
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It's really hard for me not to feel depressed right now.

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Default Feb 10, 2022 at 02:58 PM
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Woke up, got ready and not sure what DO..

So i found a good podcast to listen to - So I'm sitting outside with a coffee and weed. Nice, warm and sunny.
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The world is run by psychopaths. What do I do about this prollem.

Ah nvm w/e
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Hey SK how are you feeling today, is the anticipation of your vacation helping?

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Yeah. I feel a little better today. (NOT FABULOUS OR ANYTHING) but a little better. I also had dinner last night with my pastor's wife and word vomited all over her. Really got to talk about my depression and what's going on with my niece and stuff. It was super helpful.

But yeah I am looking forward to the vacation and the time to paint and do calligraphy and hopefully go to the beach. I am working on a schedule of stuff to do plus down time and also a column for outcome. Like did x activity make me feel calm, happy, relaxed etc. I haven't had to take anxiety medication yet so that's good. I feel pretty chill really. Thanks for asking my friend!

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Default Feb 10, 2022 at 05:37 PM
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I constantly have to balance things. One wrong thing - Balance. One right thing - Balance. Random thought - Balance. Painful thing about my past - Balance. Ego - Balance. Positive thought - Balance. Impulsive addiction - Balance. Thinking of going back to unfocused mania - Balance. Hate myself - Balance. Grandiose thought - Balance. Balance? - Balance that (When I really don't want to)..
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