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Metaphysic
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#361
I want ketamine..
I also want my dx changed from "schizophrenia" to "ASD with psychosis" Cuz Autism = ADHD and OCD + I'm not afraid of psychosis in the slightest. I get quasi-psychosis... So thy lower thee antipsychotics Enough of this "caught early" stuff.. Although being on the injection probably saved me from bad neuron pruning |
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Metaphysic
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#362
Unless "schizophrenia" really is what I have. But I think it's much more complicated than some disease that doesn't heal and if you are cured, you never really had it.
I tried to understand.. But I don't. |
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#363
I can't focus
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#364
Oh my goodness, you sound like I feel! It's so hard! I have the voices, but that doesn't make me whatever the so-called experts say I am.
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#365
My mind is organizing. I'm updating my notes and such and visualizing the things that I do.
It will take time... |
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#366
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DP/DR voices/thoughts however did bother me. It was one of the worst things I've went through. |
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#367
Auditory hallucinations, at least I perceive that I can hear them physically..
Dissociative voices(?) feel like I'm truly losing my mind and that reality/my mind isn't real. |
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#368
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#370
I'm starting to feel better now..
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#372
I’m sorry just everything is just annoying to me now. Like I spent years battling my mental health and I finally got to feeling under control and now what? I might have lymphoma?
Did some tests and have more tests to do so there’s no update on it but it’s just been going around my head a lot lately. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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Hugs cog my only advice is try not to worry until you know for sure. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ Hugs! ![]() |
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#375
Sorry cogladaid
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#376
I walked to Family Dollar earlier today and bought some food. Practiced ukulele for awhile tonight, I'm thinking of getting one of those hand/finger exerciser things to help my hands get stronger for playing.
I took a long nap with Stash today, it's always so cozy sleeping with her purring on me. I'm a little anxious, but am trying to distract myself Need to clean tomorrow. Have been playing a lot of games Have appointments with my psychiatrist and also my therapist next week, both over video. Not sure what I'm going to discuss. I kind of want to come off the trileptal but I've been on it for so damn long I don't know if it's worth bothering with coming off it or not if I'm doing okay. __________________ R.I.P mom ![]() “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Metaphysic
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#377
I want to be at an airport, ready to fly away
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#378
I'm sorry, Cogs ((hugs))
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Metaphysic
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#379
I watched an episode on TV with my mom about mental health, ketamine and psilocybin. It was interesting.
I'm too tired to type about it though. I must sleep.. Work in the morning. |
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#380
Idk why but I generally don’t care much about my health….but now I’m sad about it because I have to change and because I need to see a doc and that wreaks havoc with my anxiety.
It snowed a fair amount last night. Just hoping it gets cleaned before work. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk __________________ Hugs! ![]() |
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