Roll Call 191

Blue_Bird · Mar 05, 2022 at 06:59 PM

I haven't drawn in 3 years and decided to start drawing again. Well, my drawing looks like crap compared to how it used to look

Desoxyn · Mar 05, 2022 at 07:00 PM

Crazy anxiety man. I'm stopping the wellbutrin. I knew this would happen.

Blue_Bird · Mar 05, 2022 at 07:03 PM

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Crazy anxiety man. I'm stopping the wellbutrin. I knew this would happen.

Hope you feel better!

Blue_Bird · Mar 05, 2022 at 07:07 PM

I got 8,595 steps in today. I've been feeling pretty motivated and less paranoid. I am leaving my apartment more often and not worrying about weird things like people trying to get me kicked out, talking about me, and laughing at me.. I've been using the treadmill most days, walking outside too. Finally returned some massively overdue library books. I took a shower tonight. I'm feeling inspired. I think the abilify increase is helping a lot with the paranoia.

Blue_Bird · Mar 05, 2022 at 07:10 PM

I'm planning on practicing ukulele a lot and drawing again regularly. Even if I'm not good them it makes me feel better. I can play some Christmas songs so far but that's about it. I will use YouTube tutorial videos and keep practicing with both ukulele and drawing and get better. Just stay persistent and work at it for years

Sometimes psychotic · Mar 05, 2022 at 07:40 PM

Psychosis Biotypes: Replication and Validation from the B-SNIP Consortium

An article on psychosis bio types…..apparently there may not be obvi structural changes but there are circuit changes. Read about this in insels book.

Sometimes psychotic · Mar 05, 2022 at 07:41 PM

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I need to die!!!

Are you ok?

12AM · Mar 05, 2022 at 08:54 PM

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I'm planning on practicing ukulele a lot and drawing again regularly. Even if I'm not good them it makes me feel better. I can play some Christmas songs so far but that's about it. I will use YouTube tutorial videos and keep practicing with both ukulele and drawing and get better. Just stay persistent and work at it for years

If you want a drawing partner you can text me on Facebook

We can show what we make that day to each other and encourage each other. I can also guilt trip you if you stop drawing for a while 😈 Joking

12AM · Mar 05, 2022 at 08:58 PM

I’ve been dreaming about my family, just simple stuff like going shopping with my mom or going out to eat with my sister, or watched TV with my grandma. Guess I miss them more than I realized

falcon09 · Mar 05, 2022 at 09:44 PM

very paranoid tonight

Desoxyn · Mar 05, 2022 at 11:31 PM

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Are you ok?

.25 kpin helped.

I go from suicidal to OK..

Tomorrow or the next day, I'll try to start an online course about pharmacology/drug science. I have decided that this is the most interesting of things.

I will try to be optimistic.

The Wellbutrin doesn't help me much. I'm not freaking out anymore though - My parents are settled today. I cried last night cuz everything was so sad, went to work in the morning upset.

Desoxyn · Mar 06, 2022 at 12:07 AM

When you chronically sui u can realize that you can do anything you want

Blue_Bird · Mar 06, 2022 at 12:17 AM

Woke up with my toothache really bad so took some more ibuprofen again and am drinking coffee to try to make it work faster. I am running out though so I am going to call my primary on Monday like SP said, to see if he can prescribe some more ibuprofen and antibiotics in the meantime until I can get a dentist appointment

Blue_Bird · Mar 06, 2022 at 12:23 AM

I've had kidney stones before, where the pain from them actually made me throw up, and I would rather deal with that pain than this tooth pain

Blue_Bird · Mar 06, 2022 at 12:30 AM

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Originally Posted by 12AM

If you want a drawing partner you can text me on Facebook

We can show what we make that day to each other and encourage each other. I can also guilt trip you if you stop drawing for a while 😈 Joking

That would be great, I'd love that, thanks!

Desoxyn · Mar 06, 2022 at 12:49 AM

My mom says that I'm more lucid today. I feel better rn.

junkDNA · Mar 06, 2022 at 01:08 AM

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Family dollar was fully stocked with canned cat food today! Which is unusual because it's been so hard to find canned cat food with the COVID shipping problems and aluminum can shortage. So I grabbed 7 cans for Miss Mustachio to have as a treat now and then. (she eats dried food everyday). I'm gonna give her half a can later. She's gonna enjoy that.

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I've noticed this too about wet cat food. Boby loves fancy feast and I give him 1 can for dinner when I get home. He has a bowl full of crunchies all the time which he grazes on. He's cuddling w me right now.

junkDNA · Mar 06, 2022 at 01:09 AM

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Thank you

It seemed one ibuporofen wasn't doing anything so I tried taking two and I got some relief. Hopefully tomorrow I can get in to be seen and get some antibiotics if I need them and some prescription strength/higher dose ibuprofen from my dentist

You can take up to 800 mg ibuprofen. Also taking that and then 4 hours later taking 200mg tylenol can really help with pain when you alternate them

junkDNA · Mar 06, 2022 at 01:10 AM

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I wonder if I can take 2 more ibuprofens. I took 1 last night, one this morning, 2 around 2:30pm today. It's 9:40pm and the tooth pain is back and really bad. But I don't want to take too much (they're 200mg each). It says to not exceed 6 tablets in 24 hours unless directed by a doctor

I've only taken 4 so far in 24 hours. So I'm going to take 2 more then not take anything again till tomorrow evening if it's still hurting after my dentist appointment.

Idk maybe not. Maybe I'll just deal with the pain till my appointment. I'm gonna be up all night

Maybe I will take them. I just don't want to accidentally take too much of it

You can take up to 4 200 mg pills.

junkDNA · Mar 06, 2022 at 01:13 AM

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I’ve been dreaming about my family, just simple stuff like going shopping with my mom or going out to eat with my sister, or watched TV with my grandma. Guess I miss them more than I realized

I've been having really vivid disturbing insane dreams. I try to forget them but they instrusively pop up during the day. I was on a medication for nightmares but it didn't work for me

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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,866 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.4k hugs given	Mar 05, 2022 at 06:59 PM #221 I haven't drawn in 3 years and decided to start drawing again. Well, my drawing looks like crap compared to how it used to look __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,023 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,928 hugs given	Mar 05, 2022 at 07:00 PM #222 Crazy anxiety man. I'm stopping the wellbutrin. I knew this would happen.
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Sometimes psychotic Legendary Wise Elder Member Since May 2013 Location: Chicago Posts: 26,411 (SuperPoster!) 11 22.8k hugs given	Mar 05, 2022 at 07:40 PM #226 Psychosis Biotypes: Replication and Validation from the B-SNIP Consortium An article on psychosis bio types…..apparently there may not be obvi structural changes but there are circuit changes. Read about this in insels book. __________________ Hugs!
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12AM Seeker of Life Member Since Oct 2015 Location: Silver Town of Argyra Posts: 4,786 8 5,508 hugs given	Mar 05, 2022 at 08:58 PM #229 I’ve been dreaming about my family, just simple stuff like going shopping with my mom or going out to eat with my sister, or watched TV with my grandma. Guess I miss them more than I realized __________________ One day I’ll leave my 6 flowers and millions of butterflies 🌹🦋
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falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,021 9 1,869 hugs given	Mar 05, 2022 at 09:44 PM #230 very paranoid tonight __________________
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,023 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,928 hugs given	Mar 06, 2022 at 12:07 AM #232 When you chronically sui u can realize that you can do anything you want
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,866 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.4k hugs given	Mar 06, 2022 at 12:23 AM #234 I've had kidney stones before, where the pain from them actually made me throw up, and I would rather deal with that pain than this tooth pain __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,023 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,928 hugs given	Mar 06, 2022 at 12:49 AM #236 My mom says that I'm more lucid today. I feel better rn.
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