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Sometimes psychotic · Apr 08, 2022 at 06:32 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

I'm go to Tim Hortons, buy a coffee + pastries.. I need to get away from my thoughts lol...

The coffee will mean that I'll have to stay up til midnight though which is ok.

We always get decaf…….but sometimes it’s worth it to stay up until midnight if you’re feeling good.

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Sometimes psychotic · Apr 08, 2022 at 06:33 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

I'm go to Tim Hortons, buy a coffee + pastries.. I need to get away from my thoughts lol...

The coffee will mean that I'll have to stay up til midnight though which is ok.

Also my friends in Michigan have timmyhos and they absolutely love it. Kinda wish we had it here.

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Blue_Bird · Apr 08, 2022 at 06:42 PM

Coffee and pastries,,,,, my two major food groups

Or in my personal case at this exact moment, coffee and Reese's

Sometimes psychotic · Apr 08, 2022 at 07:31 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Coffee and pastries,,,,, my two major food groups

Or in my personal case at this exact moment, coffee and Reese's

Love that we’re all having coffee together 😉

Blue_Bird · Apr 09, 2022 at 12:32 PM

Looking at Japanese shops online

WastingAsparagus · Apr 09, 2022 at 01:19 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Love that we’re all having coffee together 😉

I love coffee.

WastingAsparagus · Apr 09, 2022 at 01:20 PM

Do you guys think working full-time is unrealistic?

Desoxyn · Apr 09, 2022 at 02:55 PM

I drank the coffee and then came home and went straight to bed - Crazy crraaazy dreams.. Makes me want DMT again. It was like HD video of another world.. Amazing phenibut dreams never disappoint.

It's day 8/7 working in a row.. lol.. I'm good though. I'm drinking a strong coffee with Dexedrine. Not sure what I'll do.

Yesterday, I was drinking rum as well but I don't really feel like drinking alcohol today. I seem to tolerate it well the longer I drink it. I like the anti-anxiety effects and muscle relaxation. I used to get DP/DR panic attacks from drinking which are gone.

I'm starting to feel somewhat normal now.

Desoxyn · Apr 09, 2022 at 03:18 PM

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Originally Posted by WastingAsparagus

Do you guys think working full-time is unrealistic?

It depends on the type of work (If it makes u happy/can progress for future)
If not, it depends on how much MONEY you have/will get from the job
Depends on how you can adapt to your fluctuating mental state
Etc

What is not realistic is society! All of the Americans.. They check up every so often if someone is still "disabled". Like fck leave the disabled people alone. There's 20 million millionaires in America (Not including the billionaires which is a whole other story).

Do what makes u personally happy + your loved ones in alignment with true nature of your potential in the world ^-;

Blue_Bird · Apr 09, 2022 at 03:35 PM

About to make an iced coffee, and watch Pokémon. Just talked to my friend for awhile. He gifted me a game on Steam on my wishlist on there, and I'm gifting him a game from his wishlist

WastingAsparagus · Apr 09, 2022 at 05:29 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

It depends on the type of work (If it makes u happy/can progress for future)
If not, it depends on how much MONEY you have/will get from the job
Depends on how you can adapt to your fluctuating mental state
Etc

What is not realistic is society! All of the Americans.. They check up every so often if someone is still "disabled". Like fck leave the disabled people alone. There's 20 million millionaires in America (Not including the billionaires which is a whole other story).

Do what makes u personally happy + your loved ones in alignment with true nature of your potential in the world ^-;

True, true. I'm not about to go get a job for the money. And yeah, not to harp too much on capitalism, but the system allows for the wealthy to get wealthier and those who do not have wealth suffer.

I'm lucky in that I have a supportive family. So I can pretty much do what I want in terms of work. It probably won't be like that forever, but I am at least working on my master's in translation and hopefully I'll be able to start a business doing that. Anyway, that's my plan. It needs to be clarified/expanded, but that's the general outline.

Sometimes psychotic · Apr 09, 2022 at 06:24 PM

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Originally Posted by WastingAsparagus

Do you guys think working full-time is unrealistic?

No but you need to get your adhd or whatever causes your indecision under control. Sure we all have days we feel like quitting but we don’t quit.

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Sometimes psychotic · Apr 09, 2022 at 06:25 PM

Got my candy…already ate two scotch mallow eggs….so good!

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Desoxyn · Apr 09, 2022 at 06:36 PM

I have a lot of these types of delusions but they have settled once familiar over time and I have become less reactive to them. Some have changed from green to yellow to red and back, depending on how sticky they can be.

Delusion - PsychonautWiki

I think, the longer I think about things, I see them differently, the same, differently... new perspective happens.... all of the time. So not to trust the self too much - But also, take responsibility for thoughts.. ideas.. actions.. feelings.. Trust the true self completely - The deep, trapped self.

And everyone can tap into the divine energy of the puzzle.

Desoxyn · Apr 09, 2022 at 06:52 PM

Possible trigger:

Maybe there is no such thing as a delusion, as much as there is...

Like waves, flowing in the ocean. You are on a boat. The weather, whether sunny, stormy, the feelings from your central nervous system, the thoughts in your mind, the neurons, the consciousness, the gravity of the earth, planets, cosmic radiation, happenings that you don't perceive and have not witnessed yet, energy from other dimensions.. It's all the same.

Who is the one that decides the truth and delusion.

Lobotomize!!

Desoxyn · Apr 09, 2022 at 07:48 PM

Mystical psychosis - Wikipedia

Angelique67 · Apr 09, 2022 at 10:00 PM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

Hey friends,

Sorry I haven't checked in all week. I haven't been doing that well. Next week I am taking off of work so I won't be around much or maybe at all but I am here today and tomorrow. I seriously need a break from my life. HUGS all. Kit

It's good to see you, Kit. Hugs 2u.

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Angelique67 · Apr 09, 2022 at 10:23 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

I drank the coffee and then came home and went straight to bed - Crazy crraaazy dreams.. Makes me want DMT again. It was like HD video of another world.. Amazing phenibut dreams never disappoint.

It's day 8/7 working in a row.. lol.. I'm good though. I'm drinking a strong coffee with Dexedrine. Not sure what I'll do.

Yesterday, I was drinking rum as well but I don't really feel like drinking alcohol today. I seem to tolerate it well the longer I drink it. I like the anti-anxiety effects and muscle relaxation. I used to get DP/DR panic attacks from drinking which are gone.

I'm starting to feel somewhat normal now.

Yes, that's what I loved about drinking, it pulled me out of myself.

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Angelique67 · Apr 09, 2022 at 10:30 PM

I wish I had some chocolate fudge that my friend got me for Valentine's Day a year or three back. But I want a lot of different things lately.

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Blue_Bird · Apr 09, 2022 at 11:18 PM

I can't sleep, I've had a lot of trouble sleeping the past week, sleeping 4 or less hours a night, and I'm starting to get a bit hypomanic

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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,899 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.4k hugs given	Apr 09, 2022 at 11:18 PM #420 I can't sleep, I've had a lot of trouble sleeping the past week, sleeping 4 or less hours a night, and I'm starting to get a bit hypomanic __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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