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WastingAsparagus
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#261
Good evening, people. I had been travelling for the past two weeks or so, that's why I wasn't on.
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#262
I saw my therapist today and she thinks I never had psychosis. Like what? That one kind of blindsided me.
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#263
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Desoxyn
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#266
I met the criteria of having delusions I guess. Because I thought people could read my mind. But the strange thing is that I had insight into the fact that something was wrong. I also think I had paranoia. My therapist was basically saying she can't be 100% sure (obviously, because who can) but she thinks I just have extreme social anxiety. I don't think she's trying to contradict my psychiatrist or anything like that. Regardless, I know the experience I had (and still have to some degree) is and was extremely distressing and I need treatment for it. So I'm not sure where that puts me in terms of what meds to take. Of course, I'm not going to change anything on my own, but I might bring up the idea that I may not have SZ with my psychiatrist. I am diagnosed schizoaffective anyway. But still. That requires psychosis as a diagnosis. And if I don't have psychosis, that means the treatment might be different (I am pretty sure). Anyway.
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#269
Lovely to see you back, WA. You were missed!
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#270
Today we are firing someone at work. Well not really we, but management is. I prepared his final checks. I just feel bad for the guy. I don't work directly with him but he always seemed like a nice guy and I know he isn't going to have seen this coming. This company doesn't really do progressive discipline. It's like one day you are here and the next day you aren't. It does cause me some anxiety at times but I try not to worry about it. I've been here almost 6 years so far and I haven't been fired yet. I'm going to be anxious all day and it isn't even me that has to have the termination discussion with him.
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#271
It is going to be a very long day at work I think. They are all long days but this one is feeling especially long. Probably because of the long weekend coming up.
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#272
We did get to watch a video in our morning meeting of one of our machines in use. That's pretty cool. While we often get to see the final product we don't often to get see it being used for it's specific purpose. So that was nice. It was like a 14 minute video too!
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#273
Yikes, I got up before 2:30 am my time here today, and I feel fine so far, which is weird. But I'm going to get some quality sleep tonight I think.
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#274
Wow that is early! I got up at 3:30 AM but I usually get up at 4 AM. I go to bed early as well. My work starts at 7 AM.
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#275
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#276
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#277
Halfway through the workday!!! Well, more like 5/8th of the way through the workday. This three day weekend can't come fast enough!!
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WastingAsparagus
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#278
I always do math like that when I am running on the treadmill - like fractions of the workout that I've completed. Anyway, I am hoping for a nice weekend. We'll see.
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#279
Having bad mood swings tonight which is unusual for me since I'm pretty stable now , I'm wondering if it's from cutting out sugar. I can't focus
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#280
Walked to the library today. Picked up some books and DVDs. Did laundry. Did some weight exercises. Back onto the treadmill in the morning.
Tried to read. Only read for about 40 minutes because I'm having a hard time focusing. Really looking forward to getting my nose pierced next week. Sent from my M8L using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle. -St. Francis of Assisi
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