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Default Oct 01, 2022 at 09:27 PM
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I opened my box of colored pencils and that smell wafted out, I really have to start coloring soon.

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What kind of pictures do you like to color? I love coloring, it's very relaxing

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Default Oct 01, 2022 at 09:40 PM
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I ordered myself a pack of tarot cards that comes with guide book, it's the special edition Hocus Pocus disney movie themed ones. Excited to get them and start learning/messing around with them

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Good morning all. I have a class to teach this morning and I am not all that anxious about it, luckily. Or actually, I think it's because of some of the hard work I've been putting in towards staying healthy. But either way, hope everyone has an alright day.
Sorry I thought I replied earlier but I guess I got distracted by something, just want to say I'm glad you're doing well and have gotten back into guitar. I've been practicing ukulele a lot and also find it helpful for anxiety. It also gives you a sense of self-esteem when you learn/master a new song

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Default Oct 02, 2022 at 12:07 AM
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I need a sign one day that I should live. It's just been constant disappointments and dysmorphia of reality. My soul is tired.
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Default Oct 02, 2022 at 12:33 AM
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If I need to text my sister, I'll do that. She's literally the only one that understands me. My mom does too.. and my dad.. But all in their own ways. My sister is the only one I can talk to about this stuff. She wanted to become a psychiatric nurse because of me - And somehow knows exactly what to say.

It makes me cry..
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Default Oct 02, 2022 at 08:22 AM
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I need a sign one day that I should live. It's just been constant disappointments and dysmorphia of reality. My soul is tired.

You should live….no matter what you believe about the after life we’re only given limited time here….

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Default Oct 02, 2022 at 08:22 AM
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I cut 4-5 inches off my hair. My hair was really really long so it’s not really a big deal. It was just getting too long and annoying to deal with and going to the hair dresser makes me nervous so I decided to just do it myself. It doesn’t really matter since I always wear my hair up , so it’s not like noticeable too much if it’s not perfectly even. It feels good to have some of it off. I’ll get up the courage to go to the hair dresser eventually and get it cut in the style I want I just don’t feel like it right now. It’s going to be winter so I’m going to be wearing a beanie a lot of the time and my hair will be in a ponytail underneath it so I don’t think it’s that bad

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Default Oct 02, 2022 at 08:30 AM
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I feel stupid for cutting my own hair but it's not like I drastically changed it or anything, it was just really getting tiresome trying to brush so much of it every day

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Default Oct 02, 2022 at 08:38 AM
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My friend cancelled our plans today because he isn't feeling well (mental health-wise) So I pretty much have a whole day to do whatever, I might clean some and watch some stuff.

this coming week is going to be so busy. Volunteering, dentist appointment, building events, grocery shopping, household essential shopping, etc

Then the following week after that I have 3 appointments (another dentist, therapy, and psychiatrist) and I have another volunteer day, plus whatever building events.

So yeah it's kinda gonna be a whirlwind of a couple weeks, more busy than I've been in a long time.

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Default Oct 02, 2022 at 09:44 AM
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What kind of pictures do you like to color? I love coloring, it's very relaxing
Well, I don't know yet. Back in the 90s I was coloring decks of color-your-own tarot cards, and I loved doing those. One was on glossy cardboard and I bought a bunch of colored Sharpies for that one. My pencils look fantastic and I can't wait to start using them. There is a deck of tarot cards waiting in the box!

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Default Oct 02, 2022 at 09:52 AM
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In the 80s and 90s I collected tarot decks, they're beautiful.

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I feel better this morning! (Just hoping that pretending works lol..)
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Default Oct 02, 2022 at 01:58 PM
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I have the choice to be happy! >.<

I listened to an hour of Sadhguru at work - It helps reframe my thinking a little.
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Default Oct 02, 2022 at 05:37 PM
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I feel horribly anxious almost 24/7, so sick of it

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Played music with a friend today - it was good.

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I feel like an emotional wreck

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I don't think that my mental bandwidth has ever been this maxed out. It's like a spider web that could rip into shreds in multiple places.
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Would it help to take a 10 or 20 minutes brisk walk? That's what used to help me, other than benzos.

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Would it help to take a 10 or 20 minutes brisk walk? That's what used to help me, other than benzos.

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Yeah I did that today, it helped, thanks

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Default Oct 03, 2022 at 03:12 PM
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My tarot cards came today

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