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Default Oct 17, 2022 at 06:40 AM
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I’m sorry you’re struggling Cogladaid I am sorry about my post above, I’m just trying to lose weight in a healthy way now, I hope I didn’t trigger you, I should have put a trigger warning on it but I forgot to , I’ll edit it

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Default Oct 17, 2022 at 06:43 AM
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I’m sorry you’re struggling Cogladaid I am sorry about my post above, I’m just trying to lose weight in a healthy way now, I hope I didn’t trigger you, I should have put a trigger warning on it but I forgot to , I’ll edit it

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Nonono it’s absolutely fine I don’t get triggered by other people.

I worry about triggering you with my ranting. Let me know if it’s too much okay.

I don’t want to see someone struggle because of me.

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Nonono it’s absolutely fine I don’t get triggered by other people.

I worry about triggering you with my ranting. Let me know if it’s too much okay.

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No it’s okay, I don’t get triggered either by others, I just forget sometimes there are a few of us in here who struggle with eating disorders, you can talk about anything you feel like talking about, I don’t mind, I won’t get triggered just wanted to make sure I didn’t upset you

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Default Oct 17, 2022 at 06:49 AM
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About to have another cup of coffee, laundry is almost done.

Volunteering tomorrow. Nervous but trying not to think about it too much. I think my psychiatrist is right that when I hyperfocus on the tasks at hand, cutting tomatoes or whatever, meal prepping, serving the food, focusing 100% on the work I do better than when I’m focusing on what I’m nervous about. I get into a kind of flow and it gets easier after awhile

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Police are in the building for some other person and I keep freaking out and thinking they’re after me. I always think they’re after me

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Supposed to snow here today….really early for us.

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rainy day here so no work, which is great because I didn't sleep at all last night. Things are going so so. I'm feeling bitter lately, i think because I can only handle so much criticism that its wearing away at my kindness. In other news, my story was declined from that contest which is fine with me, that just means I have more time to play with it, it's honestly still a work in progress so it's for the best. Next year I'll enter into a couple more contests. the prizes are slim usually though. I mean, $200 for a grand prize? That's pretty weak for a person who might have spent years honing a story. Newtus knows the struggle!

I better get to my reading group goals I have a lot to catch up on, but we're almost done with our current read, and I'm looking forward to taking a more passive role in the group. Hopefully the next read isn't as tough. = ) Hope all is well guys! ((hugs))
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Im worried the building management is trying to arrest me to get rid of me because they want to get rid of me

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Hugs. While I am sure that is not the case, I do understand the worry. But I really think you are okay Blue_Bird. Your apartment is always clean and you are a kind and thoughtful person. HUGS

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Still waiting for my Pdoc's office to get me the work accomodation note. The practice manager sent me an email today saying she would work on it ASAP. That was two hours ago. I wouldn't think it would take that long unless she is getting detailed. Sigh. I'm stressed about it.

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We had a really pretty sunrise this morning. I'm glad I stopped and got a picture of it. This is outside of my work.
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I had a nice weekend. I need to try to get the sheets changed on my bed though because I did not get that done. And I really need to. We went to my sister's (about 5 hours away) and stayed there Thursday night through Saturday afternoon. Got home at almost 8 PM on Saturday. Church and football yesterday and an "Aurora Teagarden" movie/dvd. And America's Funniest Home Videos! I feel sad. Not sure why. And anxious.

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Awesome! I wish it would snow here. We did have a pretty lightening storm here on Saturday night. Got to see it while we were driving home. Then some intense rain after we got home.

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Sometimes being the HR manager sucks. Especially when I know everyone's pay and when I know that people who have worked here less time than me and have approximately the same amount of responsibility as me are getting paid way more than me. Sigh. Sometimes I wish I didn't know. I feel sad. And miffed. And a bit jealous. But staying very professional about it. Just not thrilled on the inside.

Then again, I have missed 3 weeks this year due to my mental health. And I am asking for a workplace accommodation if my pdoc's office will ever get their act in gear and get it to me. So maybe I am a problem employee. Sigh. Not feeling well today. Uber sad. So this is the icing on the stinking cupcake.

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Sometimes being the HR manager sucks. Especially when I know everyone's pay and when I know that people who have worked here less time than me and have approximately the same amount of responsibility as me are getting paid way more than me. Sigh. Sometimes I wish I didn't know. I feel sad. And miffed. And a bit jealous. But staying very professional about it. Just not thrilled on the inside.

Then again, I have missed 3 weeks this year due to my mental health. And I am asking for a workplace accommodation if my pdoc's office will ever get their act in gear and get it to me. So maybe I am a problem employee. Sigh. Not feeling well today. Uber sad. So this is the icing on the stinking cupcake.
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Beautiful, sunny day in the Rockies =]

12 hour sleep. Good mental state.

I've been in the worst mental states man.. I hope they have been beneficial, but not really. Why not be positive when trying to figure things out, not negative.

That's how that works. Idk if my negative mind states are beneficial at all - Except at least then, I can relate to other people well... Suicidal people even.
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I'm depressed and have no idea what to do about it anymore. But just ignore this. It's fine.
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I wish I had family, real family that actually gave a **** about me and my life. Ever since my mom passed away in 2016 I don't have that. She had mental health problems and was also an alcoholic but she cared in her own way, we were really good friends if that makes sense , she actually cared about me and made an effort to be there emotionally, unlike the rest of my family. My sister sort of was for a few years, but the past couple years she no longer calls me occasionally just to talk like we used to, she actually used to call me all the time, I haven't gotten a phone call from her for over a year, never texts me, never asks me how I am, she didn't invite me over to thanksgiving last year. Which is fine, I just feel like I did something wrong and I don't know what. I text her to ask her how she is and it's just basic responses if she ever gets back to me. I know she's going through a lot the past couple months, but I'm talking about the past couple of years. Also my 2 brothers talk to her but won't speak to me.

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