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Default Nov 23, 2022 at 12:16 PM
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There's an inspection on Tuesday.

Decided to put all my stress and anxiety towards exercise instead of letting it eat me up inside

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Those are classic! We used to get them when I was a kid.Roll Call 196
They're so good. I wanted something festive since it's Thanksgiving and I'm not cooking tomorrow

I realized CVS has a lot of gift boxes of chocolates around the holidays so in December I plan on getting two boxes of chocolates for my sister and my niece

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The endorphins from exercise are very calming

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Thanks Desoxyn, just read through it

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One good quote is "Tend to the garden you can touch"

That's all I need.. Dealing with infinity.. I already knew this, but just needed reassurance - Or someone else to say it.
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None of my family called me or anything this Thanksgiving. Last year I had to text my sister Happy Thanksgiving to get a response, this year I didn't bother with it and haven't heard a word all day long from any of my family

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I could literally fall off the face of the planet and none of them would really notice for a long time or give a ****

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I’m sorry blue bird. That sucks.

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Thanks, I just feel like stopping putting any effort into my relationship with my sister, because she hasn’t seemed to care the past couple years and she hasn’t put any effort herself the past few years so why should I keep trying when clearly it’s one sided.

My sister has her daughter, her son, and her boyfriend.

My older brothers I never hear from anyway so I don’t bother with them, they have their own families too

But the point is I’m the only one who is completely alone on holidays , I would hope for one of them to at least make an effort to say hi on thanksgiving

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Thanks, I just feel like stopping putting any effort into my relationship with my sister, because she hasn’t seemed to care the past couple years and she hasn’t put any effort herself the past few years so why should I keep trying when clearly it’s one sided.

My sister has her daughter, her son, and her boyfriend.

My older brothers I never hear from anyway so I don’t bother with them, they have their own families too

But the point is I’m the only one who is completely alone on holidays , I would hope for one of them to at least make an effort to say hi on thanksgiving

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I reached out to almost everyone this year. One of my aunts said hello a couple days ago by a single text and one of my friends sent a photo text. I feel like during Covid everyone isolated to their immediate family units and they got used to it. I think some people are also experiencing social anxiety for the first time and I get that too so I reached out. Most people responded. Sometimes you have to be the one making an effort to connect even though it’s harder for us. Of course I’m thankful I have the bf to spend time with too but I found myself really missing home cooking today, we did reheat a catered grocery turkey but it just wasn’t the same. I should’ve made some more sides than the potatoes and stuffing. Of course the food will never replace the people I’ve lost.

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I reached out to almost everyone this year. One of my aunts said hello a couple days ago by a single text and one of my friends sent a photo text. I feel like during Covid everyone isolated to their immediate family units and they got used to it. I think some people are also experiencing social anxiety for the first time and I get that too so I reached out. Most people responded. Sometimes you have to be the one making an effort to connect even though it’s harder for us. Of course I’m thankful I have the bf to spend time with too but I found myself really missing home cooking today, we did reheat a catered grocery turkey but it just wasn’t the same. I should’ve made some more sides than the potatoes and stuffing. Of course the food will never replace the people I’ve lost.

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That's the thing, I make an effort to connect all the time, I invite her over, she's too busy or she changes plans immdiatley the day of. She never makes an effort to reach out, it's always me reaching out to see how she's doing or tell her congrats or have a good holiday

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Default Nov 24, 2022 at 07:19 PM
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It's one sided, I've put too much effort into the relationship the past several years, I can't even count the amount of times I've invited her over or out to have coffee or something and she just cancels the day of or completely blows me off

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That's the thing, I make an effort to connect all the time, I invite her over, she's too busy or she changes plans immdiatley the day of. She never makes an effort to reach out, it's always me reaching out to see how she's doing or tell her congrats or have a good holiday
Oh ok that’s awful….she knows you’re alone. Have you considered Friendsgiving?

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It's one sided, I've put too much effort into the relationship the past several years, I can't even count the amount of times I've invited her over or out to have coffee or something and she just cancels the day of or completely blows me off
Or another possibility is your volunteer food service position…are they open on the holidays? It would be a way to be around people and helping.

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Oh ok that’s awful….she knows you’re alone. Have you considered Friendsgiving?
No, I just spent today with the cats, I don't care so much about the actual Thanksgiving as I care about family actually acknowledging my existence. She knows I spend the holidays alone

My best friend lives in another state and my other friend is with their own family

I miss my mom around the holidays, she died in January 2016 and it's never been the same without her

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