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Student of Life
Member Since Mar 2014
Location: South America
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#1
I have returned. Commence!
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SlumberKitty
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Angelique67, Blue_Bird, downandlonely, Sometimes psychotic
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Student of Life
Member Since Mar 2014
Location: South America
Posts: 4,658
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#2
I skipped some social plans today. Ah. I hate when I do that.
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downandlonely, SlumberKitty
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Student of Life
Member Since Mar 2014
Location: South America
Posts: 4,658
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#3
Can't decide if I need the Modafinil (provigil) or not.
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downandlonely, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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Elder
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Location: Nowhere
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#4
I feel better today. My legs feel a bit restless though. Otherwise good.
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SlumberKitty
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Angelique67, Blue_Bird, downandlonely, Sometimes psychotic, WastingAsparagus
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Metaphysic
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,978
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#5
Terribly anxious
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downandlonely, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic, WastingAsparagus
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: Hogwarts
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#6
So nauseous. I thought it was the headache but the headache is gone now and the nausea is back. I'm guessing metformin. Hopefully I adjust to it in a few weeks
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Angelique67, Desoxyn
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since May 2013
Location: Chicago
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#7
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SlumberKitty
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downandlonely
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,719
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#8
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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downandlonely, SlumberKitty
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Sometimes psychotic
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Metaphysic
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,978
(SuperPoster!)
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#9
Ok so.. Holy f..
The olanzepine was kicking in, I took 0.25mg of clonazepam. I had to lie down and listen to meditation music - For what seemed like almost an hour? I will have to cross ket off the list as an antidepressant. Idk how my mind can be so fragile. It's sucks because my favourite podcaster (Duncan Trussell), he is a long term psychedelic user - And I've learned so much spiritual stuff from him... He never truly gets psychosis. It's unfair. And my mom told me that (Which I know), "Schizophrenia is what causes the curiosity into delusions/experimenting with mind altering substances etc.." and spirituality I guess. I'm going the wrong way about this. That and the news... Conspiracies too (In small doses).. My cognition is just wired that way now. Not like the autists friends I have.. They can hyper focus, analyze, heavily.. logical, use any drug and be fine + Have "positive symptoms" but it doesn't bother them. In the end, it's just really unfair to me. It's so unfair and kills me - Cuz a lot of my time is spent on coming up with interesting spiritual ideas/insights. I'd like to write about them.... and life.. Afraid of where the world is going anyways... It's either tradition (Shaman, religion, conservative, psychedelics, family, faith/god, dying fulfilled) or futuristic (Assisted suicide, science, technology, population control, becoming gods, immortality, cures for physical illness/prolonging cancer life expectancy etc).. I could go on and on.. Where does it all lead..... Which one is better - If humanity is like Universe 25.. with the rat society.... and... Ignore me. Nvm. |
downandlonely, SlumberKitty
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Student of Life
Member Since Mar 2014
Location: South America
Posts: 4,658
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#10
I need 15 mg olanzapine. I need to somehow convince my psychiatrist of this.
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downandlonely, SlumberKitty
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Desoxyn, Sometimes psychotic
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Metaphysic
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,978
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#11
No but there's parts of evil, like a satanic world (With the assisted suicide here in Canada) - Just some loop hole in the system.
But evil infiltrates into all of it now. A big mess. |
Angelique67
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Metaphysic
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,978
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#12
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WastingAsparagus
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WastingAsparagus
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Metaphysic
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,978
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#13
I'm ok.. But the world seems hopeless - So why try I say.
If anyone has any uh,. advice about this common problem, let me know (I Google so many questions and I'm tired of it RN). I want to spend ~3 months at a time at my dads condo in Mexico, learn Spanish, do something productive, get a car and license, see places (When my dad spends 2 weeks off/4 weeks working). It would really really help me. |
SlumberKitty
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Angelique67, WastingAsparagus
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Student of Life
Member Since Mar 2014
Location: South America
Posts: 4,658
10 2,911 hugs
given |
#14
__________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
SlumberKitty
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,719
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#15
Good morning. Went to bed at 11pm, up at 4:30am and couldn’t get back to sleep. It’s 6:40am now. Doing laundry.
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SlumberKitty
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Angelique67, WastingAsparagus
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,719
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10 14.3k hugs
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#16
Plan on getting on the treadmill later today. And doing some cleaning in my apartment. Have to call the dentist to schedule appointments my next filling and my prescription permanent crown placement.
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SlumberKitty
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Angelique67, WastingAsparagus
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,719
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10 14.3k hugs
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#17
Trigger for weight talk
Possible trigger:
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SlumberKitty
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Elder
Member Since Jul 2015
Location: Nowhere
Posts: 5,565
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#18
I woke up early because my legs felt restless. But I don’t feel like exercising so I’m just sitting here drinking coffee at 616am.
I’m bored already. Not looking forward to work. I wasn’t able to focus on Thursday and Friday so I got like no work done and it’s piling up. Have to motor it today. I hate when I do this. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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WastingAsparagus
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Student of Life
Member Since Mar 2014
Location: South America
Posts: 4,658
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#19
Yup, I'm up as well. Got up at like 4:30 a.m. because, I guess my body didn't want to sleep anymore. Ha.
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Blue_Bird, cogladaid
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Elder
Member Since Jul 2015
Location: Nowhere
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#20
I’ve been eating as little as possible because I’m crazy and can’t help it and just want to lose weight and everyone encourages me to lose weight and is happy I’m losing weight. I can see clothes being loose on me and having to wear a belt on a pair of jeans but the scale is almost stuck it’s frustrating I just want to lose the weight.
Like I am overweight but I’m also not well. No one sees that which is frustrating but I also don’t want them to know so I can continue on doing what I’m doing. It’s all dumb, really. I warned people when I was slipping but no one listened they just said I need to lose weight. Sigh. I can’t help myself. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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