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Legendary Wise Elder
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Apr 04, 2023 at 10:41 AM
#641
Volunteer job went well today. It was my first day on my own. Was kinda chaotic, there were like 9 cats today. I did my best. All of them were so sweet. I'm really tired. I woke up at 2:30am and have been up ever since. I'm going to the movie theater with my friend tonight. Going to come home and hopefully go straight to sleep. I kind of dissociated/panicked on the bus ride home from the pet place today. Like really badly. I don't know if it was from lack of sleep or what. I'm sure that doesn't help. I can't wait to go to bed tonight
__________________ R.I.P mom  8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Apr 04, 2023 at 12:20 PM
#642
I slept about 10.5 hours last night. I had a really hard time getting to work. I asked my Dad to get up and make my lunch so he did. So I wasn't late but it was cutting it close. EEK. I was just so tired.
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Apr 04, 2023 at 12:23 PM
#643
I applied for burial/life insurance but I am afraid I am not going to get it because of my psych stuff. They called me today and asked me a bunch of questions. I have three life insurance policies but they are all tied to work. 1 is one that my work pays for and is $15K, another one I pay for and is $50 K but also through work. The third is $50K and is through Colonial life and I don't know if I can take it with me if I were ever to leave this job as long as I continue to pay the premiums or what. So I applied for a $30K burial insurance and an extra $50K if I die by accident but I don't know. Just the way that they were talking on the phone I think I am going to be denied. That sucks.
Note: I am not planning on dying any time soon. I am just trying to take care of things especially as I see my parents getting older and what they have to deal with. I just want my sister to be able to take care of things if something were to happen to me. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Apr 04, 2023 at 12:24 PM
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I am looking for a wedding present for my sister who is getting remarried in July. I think I found one that I like but I sent her several options. I told her that she doesn't have to pick from those options, they were just ideas--from Etsy and Amazon.
Then my oldest nephew is turning 21 this May. If found this cool compass that is engraved and I can put the date and the reason. It's a little more than I would normally spend on his birthday but 21 is a big one. So I am thinking about getting that. I have to get paid first though. I don't get paid until tomorrow. At least it gives me time to think! __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
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Apr 04, 2023 at 12:25 PM
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I am worried about my mom. She went to the doctor yesterday. She has lost 18 lbs in one month and she's not trying to lose weight. She is already skinny. She just isn't eating much. But the doctor is going to run a bunch of tests and a whole body scan. I just hope she doesn't have cancer or something. I am trying not to freak out. She sleeps a lot. Like 18 hours a day.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Apr 04, 2023 at 12:26 PM
#646
My coworker is back at work. She had covid. I did some of her job while she is away. I didn't mind but it is nice that she is back! I'm glad she is feeling better.
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Monster on the Hill
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Apr 04, 2023 at 01:50 PM
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Apr 04, 2023 at 01:51 PM
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Apr 04, 2023 at 02:07 PM
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I miss a lot of the other patients and some of the staff from the hospital I just got released from. I've been trying to get in contact with old, sober friends but no one wants to associate with me anymore. I just feel so lonely. I went from being around other people that understand me 24/7 to being alone overnight and I don't like it.
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Apr 04, 2023 at 02:29 PM
#651
Sorry. I feel better. I'm taking a Dexedrine vacation for few days.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Apr 04, 2023 at 03:00 PM
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I’m sorry, that’s really difficult I know it’s not the same but you have us here  Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Apr 04, 2023 at 03:04 PM
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Apr 04, 2023 at 03:18 PM
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I’ve been drinking too much again and my mom is concerned. I just slipped up again and fell into bad habits again.
Sigh. I don’t know why. I think I feel okay mentally. I need to start getting back into good habits. Like going to the gym. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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Apr 04, 2023 at 04:18 PM
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Apr 04, 2023 at 05:19 PM
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Happy birthday to junkDNA, hope it's a good one.
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Apr 04, 2023 at 05:31 PM
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Happy birthday JunkDNA!
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Apr 04, 2023 at 09:12 PM
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Happy birthday, JunkDNA!
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Apr 05, 2023 at 07:34 AM
#659
I felt horribly depressed last night towards the end of yesterday. But I went to sleep and I feel better. Helped my mom clean up snow (there was a big snowstorm last night) and I feel a little more energized and optimistic.
I think this is really a sign I need to go back to the gym. For endorphins and all. Just have to do it. Procrastinating. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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Apr 05, 2023 at 08:36 AM
#660
Never mind. Back to feeling horribly depressed.
Don’t want to work. I’m going to take the day off tomorrow. It’s still snowing and my mom put away the winter tires already so we don’t want to go anywhere. I’m supposed to work in the office tomorrow. Take the day off and have an extra long weekend. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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