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Desoxyn · Dec 17, 2023 at 12:36 AM

I think chewing 10x pieces of nicotine gum every day for 4+ years, has given me GERD. I chewed 15 thousand pieces of nicotine gum.

It gives me anxiety too BB.

Angelique67 · Dec 17, 2023 at 01:02 AM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

I think chewing 10x pieces of nicotine gum every day for 4+ years, has given me GERD. I chewed 15 thousand pieces of nicotine gum.

It gives me anxiety too BB.

Omg how do you tolerate all that nicotine? I would be incredibly sick and bouncing around a padded room.

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Desoxyn · Dec 17, 2023 at 02:23 AM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

Omg how do you tolerate all that nicotine? I would be incredibly sick and bouncing around a padded room.

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I need the nicotine =[ You can't take it from me! *scratches arms*, ".. I need.. just.. a little more.."

No but I'll try and quit soon. Something (Such as GERD) had to happen, to get me to quit.

The GERD related stuff is much better after 6x Tums and bismuth subsalicylate. My mom and grandmother (Both were nurses) said "There's nothing wrong with your heart". I feel better.

We learn, every day..

Desoxyn · Dec 17, 2023 at 02:29 AM

"You're a fool.. You're gonna die on all these substances"

And I give them a wink and a smile.. I cry too.

They'll say "Grow up!" and I'm like "I've had DPDR, after thinking this universe was finite.. U don't understand"

They'll say "This life is fininte!"

"No.." I say.. The biggest fool, knows things that would surprise you.. Now let me sell gold coins at the market for some bread.

Desoxyn · Dec 17, 2023 at 02:42 AM

Why can't we always be ok.., in the present moment...

Desoxyn · Dec 17, 2023 at 02:43 AM

If I am to choose smart or pleasant, I choose to be pleasant.

Angelique67 · Dec 17, 2023 at 04:45 AM

Test post. Just a test, Tapatalk and my account.

Angelique67 · Dec 17, 2023 at 04:52 AM

The buffering finally stopped when I moved on to another forum. I'm so tired.

Blue_Bird · Dec 18, 2023 at 03:59 AM

Today is my first day at my new job. Orientation from 10am to 2pm. Which consists of sitting at a computer for like 4 hours watching videos. It's easy cause I won't have to deal with customers for the 1st day. Woke up at 2am and couldn't get back to sleep. It's 4am now. Just staying up. I did sleep some at least. I'm wondering what my schedule is gonna be for the next week. I have no idea till I get there today.

Blue_Bird · Dec 18, 2023 at 09:24 AM

On my way there

Blue_Bird · Dec 18, 2023 at 03:35 PM

I had a good first day, I have my schedule for the next two weeks. I work Christmas Eve but I’m off Christmas Day

Blue_Bird · Dec 18, 2023 at 04:12 PM

I’m getting like 25 hours to 30 a week here. I was averaging getting 12-16 a week at Burlington. So this is better

WastingAsparagus · Dec 19, 2023 at 06:17 AM

Hey everyone, I've been off the site for a while, but I'm back again (for like the fourteenth time)...

WastingAsparagus · Dec 19, 2023 at 06:19 AM

Anybody have any tips for avoiding spending money uselessly?

Blue_Bird · Dec 19, 2023 at 09:17 AM

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Anybody have any tips for avoiding spending money uselessly?

I’m working on this too

I removed my debit card info from any shopping sites. So I’d have to go out of my way to get up and get up and go across the room to get my wallet out and re-enter all my card info which I’m unlikely to do because I’m lazy so it creates some resistance to spending randomly if you spend a lot online. Other than that as far as spending in stores in person take the amount of cash you need out first and leave your cards at home. You’re less likely to spend too much if you have a set amount and you see the money decreasing physically

Blue_Bird · Dec 19, 2023 at 03:51 PM

They changed my upcoming Saturday shift from a 6 hour shift to a 9 hour shift. So I’ll be working till 11:15pm that day. Not getting home till after midnight with the bus. Then. Having to head out again around 6:40am Christmas Eve. So no sleep between shifts. But I get Christmas Day off.

Desoxyn · Dec 19, 2023 at 05:01 PM

Mindfulness!

I have everything up to date.. I want to suppress all of my ego, and be able to let go of it all.. Whilst growing, having fun..

All things are as organized as they can be. What do I do now? Things that bring me happiness would be - Hiking/skiing/walks, travelling, music, podcasts/listening to independent journalists, studying/learning about interests, family, socializing, self-improvement, spirituality/meditation, trying to help others/the world, abstract thinking and psychonaut stuff. I should watch movies or create some forms of art, writing... I plan to make a blog.. It'll just take time..

I will soon achieve self actualization and transcendence (NO JK!! Lol.. Idk how to do that..).. I need money.. People are so upset though yknow.. If I die tomorrow, I'll be ok.. Just put the new headset on..

I ask ChatGPT a lot of questions.. Infinity is good for me..

I have a lot of YouTube channels to look at (Including a psychiatrist, "HealthyGamerGG") - So that'll take a while. It's all set up. To eventually dive into all the things I've procrastinated.

Blue_Bird · Dec 19, 2023 at 09:27 PM

Part of me doesn’t want to do this job. It’s so freaking stressful and overwhelming. The amount of customers is insane. And the back to back shifts coming up, on no sleep. Is gonna be a nightmare. I could be enjoying my holidays and relaxing. Like why am I doing this to myself , again

Desoxyn · Dec 20, 2023 at 12:21 AM

I don't want to communicate with anyone anymore. I will stay in solitude for a long time. And possibly smoke spirit molecules.

cogladaid · Dec 20, 2023 at 10:45 AM

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Part of me doesn’t want to do this job. It’s so freaking stressful and overwhelming. The amount of customers is insane. And the back to back shifts coming up, on no sleep. Is gonna be a nightmare. I could be enjoying my holidays and relaxing. Like why am I doing this to myself , again

It’s good to pad your resume a bit. But if you find you can’t do it, there’s no shame.

The only thing I could suggest is to brush up on some computer skills and then apply for some office positions though a temp agency.

I was stuck with retail for six years for my first job. I moved to the city and had trouble finding anything until I was contacted by a temp agency and that got me to an office job. Hired full time, then let go (dissolved our department), and that helped me get my current job at a Canada wide insurance company (I got promoted twice in six years).

Just an idea if you want to try to get out of retail. Definitively brush up on computer skills, pad your resume with skills and be sure to include even ongoing schooling (even if you haven’t graduated yet). It’ll help you get past some automatic screening.

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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,028 (SuperPoster!) 8 4,931 hugs given	Dec 17, 2023 at 12:36 AM #241 I think chewing 10x pieces of nicotine gum every day for 4+ years, has given me GERD. I chewed 15 thousand pieces of nicotine gum. It gives me anxiety too BB.

Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,028 (SuperPoster!) 8 4,931 hugs given	Dec 17, 2023 at 02:42 AM #245 Why can't we always be ok.., in the present moment...

Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,028 (SuperPoster!) 8 4,931 hugs given	Dec 17, 2023 at 02:43 AM #246 If I am to choose smart or pleasant, I choose to be pleasant.

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,125 (SuperPoster!) 10	Dec 17, 2023 at 04:45 AM #247 Test post. Just a test, Tapatalk and my account.

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,125 (SuperPoster!) 10	Dec 17, 2023 at 04:52 AM #248 The buffering finally stopped when I moved on to another forum. I'm so tired.

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Middle Earth Posts: 37,402 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.9k hugs given	Dec 18, 2023 at 09:24 AM #250 On my way there __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Middle Earth Posts: 37,402 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.9k hugs given	Dec 18, 2023 at 03:35 PM #251 I had a good first day, I have my schedule for the next two weeks. I work Christmas Eve but I’m off Christmas Day __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Middle Earth Posts: 37,402 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.9k hugs given	Dec 18, 2023 at 04:12 PM #252 I’m getting like 25 hours to 30 a week here. I was averaging getting 12-16 a week at Burlington. So this is better __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

WastingAsparagus Student of Life Member Since Mar 2014 Location: South America Posts: 4,709 10 2,917 hugs given	Dec 19, 2023 at 06:17 AM #253 Hey everyone, I've been off the site for a while, but I'm back again (for like the fourteenth time)... __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”

WastingAsparagus Student of Life Member Since Mar 2014 Location: South America Posts: 4,709 10 2,917 hugs given	Dec 19, 2023 at 06:19 AM #254 Anybody have any tips for avoiding spending money uselessly? __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”

Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,028 (SuperPoster!) 8 4,931 hugs given	Dec 20, 2023 at 12:21 AM #259 I don't want to communicate with anyone anymore. I will stay in solitude for a long time. And possibly smoke spirit molecules.