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#26
Nov 16, 2023, 10:48 PM
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I fell asleep for a couple hours. I only slept 2 hours last night so I was exhausted between work yesterday, work today and barely any sleep. I woke up to Mustachio in my face trying to wake me up because she was probably bored.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#27
Nov 16, 2023, 11:21 PM
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I feel like I’m getting sick , I keep coughing and my nose is stuffed up
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#28
Nov 17, 2023, 10:14 AM
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I meditated this morning but didn't stay focused very well. It's just gonna take time. I'm hungry this morning but nothing much to eat so I boiled some cornmeal and water. Better than nothing. Can't believe it's TGIF already!
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| Angelique67, WastingAsparagus
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#29
Nov 17, 2023, 04:01 PM
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I meditated today as well but fell asleep afterward. I don't know what is with me but my focus is goneeeeee. I don't know.
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| Angelique67, stahrgeyzer
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#30
Nov 17, 2023, 04:03 PM
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Also I'm still trying to get my business started. It's going alright.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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| Angelique67, cogladaid, stahrgeyzer
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#31
Nov 17, 2023, 05:41 PM
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I'm trying to go beyond the traditional "translation services" model - I am not quite sure how to do it - but people think translation is a commodity these days, and in some degree, this is true, as there are services that'll "translate" a document for you.
The problem is that most people don't know what translation really is. I find that is true. I think my business might be some sort of educational thing. To educate people on what translation is and what it does.
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#32
Nov 17, 2023, 06:10 PM
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Work just called to ask if I could come in tomorrow from 10am to 3pm so I’ll be doing that tomorrow
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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| Angelique67, stahrgeyzer, WastingAsparagus
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#33
Nov 17, 2023, 06:32 PM
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I always panic when I see work calling me because I automatically assume it’s them firing me or something. So it’s always nice that they want me to pick up shifts. It’s more work etc but at least I can feel needed lol
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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| Angelique67, cogladaid, Desoxyn, stahrgeyzer, WastingAsparagus
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#34
Nov 18, 2023, 12:26 AM
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You have a good soul! I'm not let u die. Strangeness will happen - Just gotta have some inspiration? We'll ascend to high levels - To just go higher, to the 12th or w/e dimension (Where the God heads are), not the lower levels.. There's .. people.. , that want us to give up. But we won't. There will be days of negativity, confusion etc - Just make sure that you're healthy physically and mentally, do what you can for the day.. Next year will be fun (If we can handle it - I think I can...). This is a moment that will test us... But living much longer, to gain necessary knowledge and "juices" will be extremely beneficial for our next lives. This video might help (It's about "Learned helplessness"); |
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| stahrgeyzer, WastingAsparagus
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#35
Nov 18, 2023, 04:53 AM
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Just watched a TED talk by my favorite meditation instructor. It really helps, meditation. In my opinion, I have to do it correctly for it to work though. But there's a bit of a paradox there I've always thought. They say there's no one "right way" to meditate. But there is a right approach I suppose. It might sound kind of confusing but once I started practicing that cleared things up I suppose.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#36
Nov 18, 2023, 09:04 AM
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Great video! The opening pretty much describes me. It's sad people learn helplessness. Over the past few years I've started discovering a part of me (subconscious?) is sabotaging me, preventing me from climbing out of this hell pit but I'm becoming more and more determined to break free. |
| Desoxyn
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#37
Nov 18, 2023, 09:10 AM
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My broken tooth was ridiculously sensitive the entire night but didn't cause any severe pain. During sleep I like to switch sides every so often but couldn't sleep on my right side because even the slightly touch to the cheek caused a lot of tooth pain. Every so often I woke up with intense tooth pain because I was biting down during sleep but thankfully it quickly went away.
Didn't sleep much so tried to meditate but that didn't go so well, again. Then decided to get up early. Ended up watching the spacex starship launch. That was pretty cool. Microwaved cornmeal flour water and sugar but it boiled over during the launch so that was fun cleaning up. Overall it's an okay morning. Now a full days work. I know, it's Saturday.  I'd rather go for a long mountain walk.
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| Angelique67, Desoxyn, WastingAsparagus
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#38
Nov 18, 2023, 09:14 AM
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Was upset worrying about money. But I think I have it handled for the rest of the month. Have $100 cash to last for the rest of the month. I should be okay. Just don’t spend money. Just control myself.
So I’m less worried now. I have a three day weekend. I was going to get a massage but moved it until next month because of the money issue. So maybe I’ll go to Costco with my mom on Monday. Idk. It’s my sister’s birthday on Sunday. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
| Desoxyn, stahrgeyzer, WastingAsparagus
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#39
Nov 18, 2023, 04:46 PM
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Got home from work like 30 minutes ago. My back hurts. Lol what’s new. I have tomorrow off though so I can enjoy the day. I have my violin lesson tomorrow. Mustachio is laying on me, I’m listening to music and enjoying my first coffee in like 3 days
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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| Angelique67, cogladaid, Desoxyn, WastingAsparagus
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#40
Nov 18, 2023, 04:47 PM
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Hi guys, I got the notifications of your messages on Snapchat but I don't remember my account information to login.
Sent from my Nokia XR20 using Tapatalk |
| Desoxyn, WastingAsparagus
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#41
Nov 18, 2023, 04:57 PM
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#42
Nov 18, 2023, 05:03 PM
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I stopped at the store on my way home today and got some Christmas tree little Debbie zebra cakes
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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| Angelique67, Sometimes psychotic
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#43
Nov 18, 2023, 05:09 PM
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Tomorrow I’m going to catch up on all my cleaning and laundry that I’ve neglected the past week due to being busy with working extra hours and shifts.
Also gonna draw some because someone on a game related forum I’m on requested some art on my art thread there , so I’ll do that and post it for them
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#44
Nov 18, 2023, 06:19 PM
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I’ve been at my job 2 months and 20 days so far. Crazy how fast time flies. It hasn’t been super long but it’s just a shock to me cause I never believed I’d be able to ever hold down a job
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#45
Nov 18, 2023, 06:20 PM
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Also me and my boyfriend have been together going on 8 months
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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| Angelique67, cogladaid, Desoxyn, Sometimes psychotic, stahrgeyzer, WastingAsparagus
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#46
Nov 18, 2023, 08:12 PM
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I think I pushed myself a little too much this week. With work and just generally not sleeping well, skipping an entire night of sleep. Not sleeping much other nights. The amount of physical activity. I’m having a panic attack right now and I can’t tell why and I also feel nauseous. The only thing I can think of is stress and physical exhaustion. Also I didn’t eat today until I got home from work at 4pm. I didn’t have time to eat breakfast or anything else today
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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| Desoxyn, stahrgeyzer, WastingAsparagus
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#47
Nov 18, 2023, 10:42 PM
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Today was pretty good. Didn't get much sleep last night so I had to take a nap this afternoon. I woke up and couldn't breathe for like 4 seconds. Not a big deal looking back but it's terrifying then.
It appears my palms are noticeably better. For years I was taking benadryl for a sleep aid, which I probably have a bad reaction to because my palms started getting bad. Kinda like stigmata that you hear about catholic priests getting. But a few months ago I stopped taking benadryl just hoping it was the cause. If they get back to normal it will be so unbelievable. For years I've had to hide my palms from everyone, and I had to put hand lotion on them about every 30 minutes. Tomorrow's my walking day. I can hardly wait to get out! |
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#48
Nov 19, 2023, 12:03 AM
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Sent from my Nokia XR20 using Tapatalk |
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#49
Nov 19, 2023, 06:27 AM
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Good morning , woke up early. Got two loads of laundry done and it’s only 6:30am. Also cleaned and changed the litterbox, ate, brushed my teeth and took my morning meds. Gonna do the rest of the cleaning a little later. Still have to sweep/mop, take out the trash, vacuum, and clean the bathroom. Have the day off today
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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| Angelique67, cogladaid, Desoxyn, Sometimes psychotic
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#50
Nov 19, 2023, 11:15 AM
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Accumulated an hour of paid sick time off in the past couple weeks of work. Also have 0.66 hours of paid time off. Which is nothing, but PTO accumulates a lot slower than paid sick time off. Trying to accumulate like enough paid sick time off in case I get sick sometime this winter with a flu or something so I don't have to worry about missing work. Trying to not use it though, ideally I'd like to save enough to take a paid week off in the summer and still have leftover in case I ever get sick
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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| Angelique67, cogladaid, Desoxyn, Sometimes psychotic
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