Roll Call 202

I’m also quitting coffee because my panic attacks are so bad and it makes me feel on the edge of psychosis. So no more THC. No more coffee.

Today is my birthday. My bf took the day off work so we can spend time together

Happy birthday!!!!

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HAppy BirthdaY!!!!

I've been feeling good ever since I started taking the Vraylar. I double the dose in three days.

Happy birthday

I feel terrible. I might go to the hospital but I’m not sure yet.

Your kappa opioid receptors are agonized, dynorphin (Opposite of endorphins) increase with THC with certain people (Like me) who have been through trauma etc.

Making Sense of Madness: Stress-Induced Hallucinogenesis – qwerky science

If you really need help, make sure that you are safe, then hospital would be best. We care about you BB, and hope you get better soon (:

You will get better with a bit of time.

Hugs I hope you feel better *🩹

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Thank you guys. I still feel horrible but I’m gonna try to get through it as best as I can.

SP said it might also be withdrawals cause I went from getting high frequently and taking edibles frequently to not doing anything for 4 days

My bf said that’s not true though because it’s not addictive or have withdrawal effects

Hey I'm just catching up here a little. I saw your question about social anxiety and customer service. I used to have severe social anxiety, it was actually more like a phobia. When I first started cashiering it was very hard for me to interact with customers and coworkers. I didn't know how to make "small talk". But, as time kept on, I became much more comfortable in these settings. It does take time. I think that it's a skill we have to build up. The more we put ourselves in social situations , the more our social skill improves. It's kind of a catch 22 seeing as how being social is what gives the anxiety , but it's been worth it to me to push thru that uncomfortableness.

Being new at any job is stressful, especially in retail when it feels like the pressure is on! I typically just try to find a way to tell the customer that I'm new and still learning. That usually eases up their expectations.

And about the pre work anxiety... I had that as well. I would even drive around for over an hour before I had to go in to work. Just driving in circles around my job! It was the only thing that kept me sane and well enough to actually go and clock in. I no longer do that and honestly don't have this anxiety anymore. I don't even have social anxiety anymore

Hey sorry to hear you're struggling BB. Marijuana definitely has psychological withdrawal effects. I didn't realize you had left your job since the post I replied to above. Sorry if that wasn't OK. I think the thc is probably not a good thing for you. You have to be careful to not get caught up in the cycle of addiction. It is most definitely possible to be addicted to Marijuana. With your medications, using thc can actually lessen their effectiveness. Also if the gummies you're eating are delta 8 or delta 9 they can have varying effects due to the unregulations on those products. One gummy could have more than the other on it. I found when using these products it sent me over the edge

Thank you, and it’s okay I kind of went back and forth with working but I decided it’s not for me right now, I’m just focusing on volunteering. And yeah they’re delta 9 THC gummies. I am staying away from THC from now on it affects me way to severely and I don’t feel comfortable taking it anymore.

Right now I’m just trying to do my best to ground myself and not panic. Which is hard at the moment. I know it will be okay eventually, and eventually I’ll feel better it just sucks especially since it was my birthday I wish I was able to enjoy it more.

I feel quite a bit better after 5 days of pure mental hell. I managed to take a walk to the store. Walk on the treadmill for 15 minutes. Make my bed, do the dishes, take a shower, and read.

I want to read...

Happy belated birthday!!!!!

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He seems to be an expert on your meds and recreational crap. Pot has the exact opposite effect on you as your meds do. You wouldn't be involved in THC except for his influence.

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Enjoying some decaf coffee while I listen to music. Probably gonna watch more of the anime Demon Slayer tonight. One of my all time favorite anime’s ever.

I got myself some ebooks for my birthday. These are the ones I got. I’ll have to do this in two posts