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Default Oct 21, 2024 at 07:14 PM
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Started the vitamin d my doctor prescribed

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Default Oct 21, 2024 at 10:24 PM
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I am very super happy...

Just my "consciousness" (As I said to my doctor), every 3-6 months ... Has been changing.. Dramatically..

He said "Is there anything else you'd like me to help you with?" (After he gave me the Invega Trinza injection) "No!" I said.

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Default Oct 22, 2024 at 07:07 AM
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Went to the Italian cafe bakery. Got my large caramel macchiato. There was like $1.50 leftover on my gift card so I let them round up my total so they could donate the rest to St. Jude.
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Default Oct 24, 2024 at 03:09 PM
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I have been very stressed lately. Also not sure whether to take modafinil or not. I've been helping my fiancee after a surgery she had. It is difficult.

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Default Oct 26, 2024 at 01:41 AM
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I have been very stressed lately. Also not sure whether to take modafinil or not. I've been helping my fiancee after a surgery she had. It is difficult.
Never mind, not going to take modafinil. I have found over time that it is not so good for my anxiety.

I am also doing better with respect to the stress. It is difficult, but I am able to handle it.

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Default Oct 26, 2024 at 03:13 PM
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Getting my drivers license (For my new job) - So I locked my drugs up in a pouch and gave them to my mom. She can hold onto them for a year or so.
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Default Oct 26, 2024 at 05:56 PM
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I baked bread today. It was a no yeast one, that like had only a couple ingredients. It came out okay, it was my first time making non-dessert bread so it was okay, I am going to keep working on it though and learn more and make better bread over time, like with actual yeast. I just made this because I was bored and wanted to see how it'd come out, and baking feels good especially this time of year. I'm trying to get better at cooking. I'm making egg custard pie and chess pie around Thanksgiving

My neighbor/friend said she hears me playing violin sometimes and loves it, that made me feel good. I always worry about bothering people with it. But I do have a right to make noise in my apartment, it's not like I play at ridiculous hours like the middle of the night or something, I just get self conscious.

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Default Oct 26, 2024 at 06:10 PM
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I had EMDR again with my therapist yesterday. It went well.

And I’ve been taking my meds regularly 100% consistently. Also the new vitamin D formulation/dose my doctor prescribed hasn’t caused any side effects thus far like the last one did, so fingers crossed that it stays that way. I’ve been on it almost a week so far. He wants my levels up to at least at 14 by January when we retest. They’re at 9 currently.

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Default Oct 30, 2024 at 01:39 PM
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Dentist appointment went well they re-cemented the crown that came off. The dentist was really nice. He was telling me about partials and implants cause I’m missing two teeth. He said both those are options, which no one ever mentioned to me before. So he said to ask my dentist at my cleaning in December about getting a partial. Idk if I’ll get implants. Maybe someday I can afford it. But I can at least get the partial even if my insurance ends up not covering that’s something I could realistically pay for. Anyway, that’s exciting. I’m gonna start saving money in the meantime in case my insurance doesn’t cover it. But we’ll see. I have my cleaning set up for December 13th.

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I’m so devastated over the election results. This is horrible.

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I’m not gonna have a place to live or income soon or food since he’s getting rid of SSI and any other type of assistance , or insurance so I won’t have meds

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So I wish I was dead basically.

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