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Old Oct 09, 2012, 01:48 AM
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I was diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder, bpd, and gad back in 2002. I have been on disability for these conditions since 2005. Most people I have encountered have no idea what schizoaffective disorder is and it would be nice to have others to converse with. I occasionally have auditory hallucinations over the years it has become increasingly infrequent. I have just one voice, always the same, I call her Alex. I was wondering if anyone else has expe rienced this. I have never been very medication compliant. It took years years just to find some medications that actually helped. Alex always tries to convince me not to take medications. She says things like, things will never get better, its just covering up symptoms you will never be cured so so what's the point. I actually kinda resent having to take medicine. Rationally I know I need it just like anyone else with a disease but unfortunately that doesn't help. I don't like the medicated me. In all honestly I like my mania, I get alot accomplished and it kinda keeps the pain on the back burner. I do know what comes after though and thats when I usually start taking my abilify again but never for very long. I do realize I need therapy and I like going to therapy but at this juncture its not possible so I am here
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Old Mar 25, 2013, 10:43 PM
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i am trying to get some info i think my son is schizophrenic but i don't know for sure
DID you ever find someone to help you determine? Mine got it at age 20-
Is now 29. And tonight suffering from mumblings on odd subjects-
Which is why I came to this forum- you are my first post

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Old Sep 11, 2013, 08:04 PM
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I had psychosis 4 times in my life and have not had it since it has been 4 miserable years of depression know they have me on a mood stabilizer 180 mg and ever since I've been on this stuff I have no motivation no energy I don't enjoy life any more . So I finally got rid of my scicitrist and went to my family doctor and he cut me back to. 80mg I could not take the depression after one week I was fine the first couple of days had a few side affects but after about the 6 day I became severely depressed. I trying to find a good scicitrist.
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Old Nov 29, 2013, 04:36 PM
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Cherry,I was also diagnosed with Schizoaffective disorder. Hallucinations audio and visual, but the voices although they've gone away were not the same. A man mumbling, a woman answering a man. Therapy has been constant weekly and important for me for the past 4 years. It took 15-20 different medications over 4 years to get a perfect combination for me. Hope you can also benefit from these AIDS.

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Old Jul 25, 2014, 07:12 PM
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I think I may have schizophrenia and I'm worried. I already have anxiety but I've been seeing things I know can't be real, I feel like people are talking behind my back saying horrible things or I'll think someone has said something horrible to me. I know it's not really happening though, I sometimes feel like I'm losing touch with reality. I'm going to go to doctors but not sure what to expect. Any suggestions? Anyone else feel like this? Advice is very welcome. im only 19.and feeling very scared about the whole thing. Thanks
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Old Sep 04, 2014, 11:29 AM
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A few years ago I was suffering hallucinations and hearing voices. I was diagnosed with psychosis. Spent a few days in a hospital and when I went home, things didn't improve. The voices influenced what coloured clothes I wore, what colours to avoid, what to eat and not eat, what to watch on TV, what books to avoid reading. The voices belonged to a group of angels, spirits of dead people and even loved one. Some seemed lovely but others were threatening. One "angel" threatened to blind me if I didn't do as I was told. It caused me health problems. I was put away in hospital for longer and given regular daily meds Quetiapine. I was in hospital for the whole summer and when I returned home, was still under the mental health care and got several visitors a week. A CPN, OT (occupational therapist) and a psychiatrist saw me each day. A year later the Quetiapine was reduced and I had visits only from CPN who came once a week, and I saw the psychiatrist once a month. Two years later I was better and discharged. But then I suffered depression and severe social anxiety. Put on Citalopram. I also was diagnosed with papillary thyroid cancer. Now taking thyroxin meds since I had my thyroid taken out and also on reduced Citalopram. Been in the wars, yeah but the effects of the psychosis still remain because everyone has been affected by me when I was ill. People from relatives to friends and the whole community look at me as insane and don't take me seriously. I find that I have trouble getting employment now, even voluntary work because of my mental health issues.
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Old Sep 05, 2014, 02:23 PM
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It's definitely difficult and challenging (sp) having a mental illness. We all have our stories of suffering and you as well. It took me 4 years to get the right medications and my pdoc says it looks like I'm one of those who will have symptoms through the meds. So that's what I'm stuck with. Good luck.
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I am on risperdal the visusal hallu. have gone but i still hear voices. I 'm not sure why or what to do to prevent them. what is some advice?
I am on 30 mg of abilify. So far the voices have stopped. I still see shadow people every now and again, but not very often. Thanks. Tanja
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Old Oct 28, 2014, 07:02 PM
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Hi I'm new to this just need some help and support. I lost my grandmother a month ago I'm not dealing with it to well. I have bipolor and schizophrenia which I accept who I am today I'm not ashamed of it. I do not take medication at all just don't want to be a lab rat on too many pills. I just need some help to working the five steps of grief we go through and I'm having a hard time.
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Old Oct 31, 2014, 07:58 AM
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i am trying to get some info i think my son is schizophrenic but i don't know for sure
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Old Oct 31, 2014, 09:30 AM
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Hattie: Also: Schizophrenia Definition - Diseases and Conditions - Mayo Clinic

Good luck. I hope things work out for the best and that he gets treatment that works soon.
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Old Oct 31, 2014, 09:48 AM
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I have schitzophrenia and schitzoaffective, bi polar, depression, and am on 9 meds to control it.I am on meds for over 40 years now im 53 now. It took that long to find the right meds too. I have hallucinations and hear voices. still. I was in several accidents which i think caused my mental problems as i had head injuries too. I wish you luck
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i want to slowly get off seroquel . they put me on for 3 years so far when will it end?
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Hi I'm new. I was diagnosed with schizophrenia in 2004 but never told why and I didn't really remember anything, so I always just denied it. Lately though I've been wondering and started looking at videos about it on youtube and it helped me remember some stuff and also realise that some things I did and do are actually symptoms. I thought it was just me! I'm glad I'm not alone here anymore. It does all add up and make sense now. I just got my meds increased yesterday due to paranoia, suicidal thoughts etc coming back. I hope having this forum will help as it wasn't talked about much on the site I used to be on. I hate all the stigma around the name schizophrenia, I'm still normal, no one would ever guess unless they could read my mind. My best friend says it's no big deal, I wish more people thought that way. If it helps anyone, my old psych said it was just a label so they know how to treat me. Well I look forward to maybe getting to know some of you
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Old Dec 29, 2014, 02:10 AM
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Hi folks and welcome to our support group for people who have a schizophrenic or psychotic disorder and support for their loved ones and family.

If you're looking for helpful information resources on schizophrenia, you may want to check out our resource directory of reviewed schizophrenia and related resources online.

Welcome and I hope you find the support you're seeking here.

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Thanks Doc John...i am having trouble in the chat rooms for emotional support as the moderator insists that I accept his "help" by telling me to move on when he knows nothing of the situation in total...it has been less than helpful..is there somewhere else I could get the support I need..? There is a legal tangle that is also keeping me apart from my schizo phrenic boyfriend that no one seems to get..l.its not about him not caring its about his paranoia and his delusions that he will be responsible for our demise if he is with us..it is so lonely and painful..he thinks he is protecting us when we are feeling abandoned and lonely for him...he has no one to help him as he lives alone and is alienated from his step son who has CP...thanks for any help...I cry all day every day as does my son as he was the DAD he never had and the husband I never had and I have had two...thanks for any help....
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Old Dec 29, 2014, 02:14 AM
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i want to slowly get off seroquel . they put me on for 3 years so far when will it end?
Yikes that is awful..I was on it and it didn't work for me...I just have depression but they misdiagnosed me with delusional disorder because I believed that my schizophrenic boyfriend still loved me...he files an injunction against me to keep me away from him as he thought he would cause something bad to happen to me..anyway Ihope the seroquel works for you..it caused me to be drugged out and changed my personality completely...in a way it felt good not tohave the pain anymore but it wasn't me or for me..good luck...
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Old Dec 29, 2014, 02:19 AM
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My boyfriend filed an injunction against me which was withdrawn but it has caused me a lot of pain...the judge made us promise not to see each other but I found out later that he wanted us to have no contact..That doesn't work for me..I cry all day every day and just lie in bed all day...I miss him so very very much. But I am still emailing him and will be emailing him in a few weeks..the psychiatrist toldme to tell him how sad I am and how much I miss him but not to tell him how badly he hurt me as that would make his delusion more fixed....I just am not sure but all I know is that this man is the sweetest person I have ever known and certainly the only man who loved and accepted me for who I am just as I am...we connected on so many levels, emotional and spiritual..we never even kissed as I didn't let him but he told me he was deeply in love with me three times....more than he had been with his wife....I just want him back so very very badly..
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Old Dec 29, 2014, 02:37 AM
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Hi I'm new. I was diagnosed with schizophrenia in 2004 but never told why and I didn't really remember anything, so I always just denied it. Lately though I've been wondering and started looking at videos about it on youtube and it helped me remember some stuff and also realise that some things I did and do are actually symptoms. I thought it was just me! I'm glad I'm not alone here anymore. It does all add up and make sense now. I just got my meds increased yesterday due to paranoia, suicidal thoughts etc coming back. I hope having this forum will help as it wasn't talked about much on the site I used to be on. I hate all the stigma around the name schizophrenia, I'm still normal, no one would ever guess unless they could read my mind. My best friend says it's no big deal, I wish more people thought that way. If it helps anyone, my old psych said it was just a label so they know how to treat me. Well I look forward to maybe getting to know some of you
Good for you that you are getting or got help! Yes it is just a label....and you are ahead of the game by getting help..so many don't have the insight you have like my boyfriend and now we are not allowed to see each other..its a big mess and i am so sad not to see him but this didn't have to happen if only he would have gotten help like you are getting...keep on keeping on...
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Old Jan 01, 2015, 01:32 AM
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Hi folks and welcome to our support group for people who have a schizophrenic or psychotic disorder and support for their loved ones and family.

If you're looking for helpful information resources on schizophrenia, you may want to check out our resource directory of reviewed schizophrenia and related resources online.

Welcome and I hope you find the support you're seeking here.

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Is there a way to break a paranoid schizophrenic out of his delusion that being with me will cause me to die? He refuses to communicate with me or my son and very firmly believes that if we are together we will die just like his family did....I am not doing very well trying to cope with this....a psychiatrist said that contacting him too often willtend to make that delusion more fixed but i miss him terribly and cry all the time...the missing is a lot worse now than even a month ago...
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Old Jan 02, 2015, 03:01 PM
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Hi folks and welcome to our support group for people who have a schizophrenic or psychotic disorder and support for their loved ones and family.

If you're looking for helpful information resources on schizophrenia, you may want to check out our resource directory of reviewed schizophrenia and related resources online.

Welcome and I hope you find the support you're seeking here.

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Not sure how to deal with the terrible silence from my Paranoid schizophrenic boyfriend...I am pining away from him being gone....he keeps his emails unblocked but never responds...I don't feel like living anymore...I am 65 and he was the best thing that had ever happened to me but now he is gone....and I don't know if he will ever be back..he has or had the delusion that I would die if he was with me so he disappeared....I am so very very sad....his caring is so misguided and now we cannot see each other for another eight months...I don't know how to continue getting through the days...I miss him so much...every day is so very sad...I have nothing to live for or look forward to anymore...
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Old Jan 05, 2015, 09:43 PM
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Hi folks and welcome to our support group for people who have a schizophrenic or psychotic disorder and support for their loved ones and family.

If you're looking for helpful information resources on schizophrenia, you may want to check out our resource directory of reviewed schizophrenia and related resources online.

Welcome and I hope you find the support you're seeking here.

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How come my schizophrenic boyfriend dropped me when the voices got bad? The psyciatrist said not to email him much as this would make the delusions worse..we hung out daily for 6-7 months and now I never hear from him...I am so sad and confused..
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I have a idea about schizoprenia,and i need your feed back. When you sleep you have dreams of feeling things , moveing , seeing people and talking. If your a Schizophrenia like me you see thing doring the day. Is the Brain half asleep? are we have differnt brain wave then other people when we are seeping and awake.? and have people sudy that. my idea
No, brain in psychosis isn't half asleep necesseary.

Some theories says that it poisones itself by LSD-like substance called LSD-25.

In adition there are chambers in brain, and these chamber in schizophrenics are smaller than usual. They blikk with their eyes more regularily than healthy people.
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Old Apr 04, 2015, 12:21 AM
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I don't know what to do anymore
I am finding it hard to function at a reasonable level
I'm at war with the voices in my head yelling me a little bit of everything. Can't sleep can't function as a dad I'm losing grip on reality and can't talk to any one
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Old Apr 10, 2015, 12:06 AM
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Hello. I'm glad to be here. Thank You for the forum. It's quite relaxing here. I'm a diagnosed Paranoid Schizophrenia. I'm ok, your ok. I wish there was a cure. I lived a very productive life before my illness. Marriage, kids, business, volunteered, and went to a university. I started a mental illness awareness blog. It has a lot of good stuff on schizophrenia. I'm still dealing with a lot o f stigma but I felt the need to share.

http://brigidaandschizophrenia.wordp...7/hello-world/
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Old Apr 22, 2015, 08:35 PM
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Hi folks and welcome to our support group for people who have a schizophrenic or psychotic disorder and support for their loved ones and family.

If you're looking for helpful information resources on schizophrenia, you may want to check out our resource directory of reviewed schizophrenia and related resources online.

Welcome and I hope you find the support you're seeking here.

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my boyfriend abruptly came out of psychosis and thinks we are still in a relationship a year and a half after he ditched me and heard voices telling him to kill people. We are moving to Israel and recently in court he tried to talk to me and the judge told me he could under no circimstances have anything to do with me or I could go to jail. This is a good judge. He had filed the IAH on me that was unwarraented as I was trying to see how he was doing and letting him know how I felt, sad, depressed etc but now he thinks we are still together and we are moving out of the country. How can I get help for him? I told the superior court he was hearing voices telling him to kill people is this enough to get him committed? He is threatening to kill people.
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