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Jul 21, 2008 at 04:29 AM
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Last night I started feeling the presence of something in my room and I heard voices. I had been reading a Christian book before that and I felt Satan was in my room and I was really scared. And the voice I heard was very unclear but I felt it wanted to hurt me and I pulled the covers over my head and started texting my boyfriend. I don't thnk he is very concerned but he probably didn't me me to be scared.
Now I don't think I can do much, I don't want to go out, I don't want to eat and my mom wants to take my dog away from me. I'm supposed to study in Sweden this coming September but I can't if I'm hearing voices. How do I make this stop? I'm not hearing anything right now but I'm afraid it qwill come back. __________________ 花鳥風月
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Jul 21, 2008 at 04:31 AM
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for the record I'm mostly an atheist. But last night things really started to make sense. Maybe I'm just experiencing a religious awakening? From what I've seen that sometimes feels or seems like psychosis?
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Jul 21, 2008 at 06:13 AM
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Trying to calm down by working on art but I can't. the breathing is too difficult. I kind of paint by blowing into inkblots and they spread all over the paper. also by shaking the pappre... but I'm too tired I feel like I'm ging to faint every time. better to sit here.. i'm no use..
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Jul 21, 2008 at 07:00 AM
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great. i just broke down crying infront of my mom because she said i deserve to be psychotic because i have not been taking care of myself. i take meds and stuff??
and i do things i enjoy and are relaxing. and i sleep enough.. only may stay up a bit too long sometimes. i don't get it! i don't want to go back to wher ei was! im scared 
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Jul 21, 2008 at 08:43 AM
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> she said i deserve to be psychotic...
No, you don't. (((((Katie))))) __________________ Now if thou would'st When all have given him o'er From death to life Thou might'st him yet recover -- Michael Drayton 1562 - 1631 |
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Jul 21, 2008 at 09:51 AM
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 Pachyderm, thank you.someone on antoher site said it might be the lack of sleep causing it. it must be. i've got to go to school! Can't afford to get psychotic now, it's so near, it'd take ages to recover again. __________________ 花鳥風月
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Jul 21, 2008 at 12:07 PM
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ahhh!!! oh god it started again
it's as if someone was trying to hypnoitse me or cast a spell or hurt me, like... i donno... those men in black robes... you know. i get headache because it hurts to look at things. but i don't know what i can do. i can't call my psych nurse because she'd put me to loony ward and i can't afford to go there now because i've got to go to school. it ry to read here but concentration's not good should've gone known things were about to get worse when i started seeing cats again. __________________ 花鳥風月
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Aug 11, 2008 at 06:29 PM
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don't worry it's ok
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