Since my "illness" school has been a living hell in general. I cannot concentrate and I seem to just fall deeper and deeper into this care free attitude about school. I am currently a senior and have no plans for college at this time unfortunately. I just hate being there with all those people that are constantly judging me. I hate being there so much. I want to learn, but I want to learn on my own. I would rather educate myself with books of my own then the ******** they shove down my throat. I need to figure out what to do, but I have not been given a diagnosis.
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